MXP does it work for me?
Dosed 100mgs orally of MXP on a half full stomach. Didn't think the MXP was turning up so I started eating, and then of course down the drive walks the postman with my batch.
So it has been 3 and a half hours since I dosed 100mgs of MXP weighed acurately with a small amount of pasta and bread in stomach. I feel only very slight effects that something is different, very slight. have 75mg weighed out next to me.
Used to abuse Ketamine daily but stopped using that a year ago. Wondering why I am not feeling much and whether I should take this 75mg line. Want to feel a trip and am doing things properly this time. Will the 75mg perhaps take me where I want to be? Orally or Nasaly?
Quoting myself I know. I may as well make it a written trip report.
I'm new to this sort of thing so I will do my best.
Male
5ft 11
87 kilos
Drink 4 beers some days between 7 - 10pm
Take 15mg mirtazapine daily around 10-11pm
3.30pm - I weighed out 100mg of methoxphenidine and ingested it in a gel cap one hour after eating half of a pasta meal. I had previously been told by the postal service that I will not be receiving my special delivery package today and would get compensation. I was banking on keeping an empty stomach for this experiment but thought that today was not the day so was halfway through eating and then the postwoman turned up with the package after all. Bollocks I thought, enjoying my delicious red wine tomato pasta and garlic bread as she walked down the drive!
I put the other half in the fridge. I want it now haha!
4.30pm - I feel slight flutters very mild, dreamy, and a feeling of content. I feel I could do anything if I want to, there is no 'hole' or anything like that, just tactile sensations.
6.30pm I took another 75mg of the mxp. It just doesn't seem to be getting me to be where I want.
8pm I snorted 50mg of MXP to see if it can push it a bit. That is where I will leave it I think. I have felt numb, fluttery really. Some creative thoughts going through my mind. Tired. in a nice way, and still feel warm.
I've been really careful to weigh out the doses and wait the time frame, feel fuzzzy but I want more! haha.
What I always like is lying in bed and listening to music, and seeing CEV's. I'd like to know how others get to that point. Maybe 200mg MXP could produce an experience like that.
9pm and feeling tired, having beer and feeling MXP tirednesss, should eat.
I am wondering whether to try a 110mg pellet of BK 2CB tomorrow morning, as I feel in a good place now and have a whole day to myself.
I don't know if I have got what I wanted from this MXP trip.
Wonder if this all makes sense..hope so/////
I wont re dose MXP just see how I feel....
Mirtaz, food, alcohol and benzos will follow though I think....
At my disposal I have MXP, BK 2CB, Pyrazlolam, Mirtazapine and diclazepam and alcohol.