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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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In the midst of a decent alcohol relapse. Though obviously the drugs don’t match I think the message from the dream (stop now, we can’t support you doing this) carries.
 
Fuck lol got such a strange message tonight. So this women i know from past month thought i only hang with her a few times and made sure she was okay when stressed. Anyways she messages me saying sorry for you leading on these last 4 weeks that she was selfish and yeah. i respond like what? i dont even know what your talking about as far i every had the implications was that we are friends i barely ever see you or even talk. I think she was just mega drunk shes older than myself by a few years. fuck man women are complicated though i feel like i probably should not of told her friends what she messaged me but i just wanted to know what it was about and if she was okay because it was truly out of the blue.

Maybe she a crush on me and i did not even notice lol cause im so fucking wasted drug fried and everything.

Ehh puts me in a awkard spot though what she messaged me saying she doesnt want to be near me and needs time. Bro lol just chill we only friends and we have never flirted let alone even hug.

I hope it just settles off into the wind i dont want her feeling awkard.

Smoked this insane tech pipe carbon filters crazy chamber thing genisus pipe they called. Fucking took this huge rip that felt like a full on bong hit sent me sky high.

told her i was a addict one night and she had lived a mostly sheltered life experince. So i thought she would not even be feeling those ways for me.

LSD flashbacks are fucking strong on cannabis these days for me. Feels like i take 200 ug each time i smoke.
 
Haha that's weird. Drunk people can be pretty silly. Sounds like she thought you were into her and that she was leading you on though, for whatever reason.

I'm going to stick another $100 into BTC right now I think, seems like a bit of a dip. I'm sticking $100 in 2-3 times a month. I still keep thinking that I should wait until it crashes again, but then, times are different, who's to say it will crash out again and follow the same patterns? It's pretty much mainstream now. And even if it does, well, then I'll buy more then, and $53k will still be a bargain in a few years.
 
Having some truly bizarre dreams about tripping my face off lately. I guess my serotonin is rebalancing from last weekend.

This man came into my tent and stole my stash box and I beat him up, I went to go show other people to confront him and see if he had stolen their stuff as well but when I dragged him over his head turned into a dog and his body shrank and he started walking on all fours like a dog. People were horrified and started yelling at me saying I was abusing an animal and didn't listen when I said this dog man was stealing peoples stuff.
 
Well im very excited got a gift today that has taken many moons to arrive to me. It's a solid dose of DPT which is 100mgs and 20mgs of DOB which should be like 8 swirly trips and the later is a rariety ive been waiting to get around to for ages. Probably gonna hold off on the DPT until I can mix it with some DMXE or MXiPr eventually. Just feel like the Dissociative will be mandatory to kill any appréhension or fear I may have dniffing that 100mgs in a few lines and blasting off to another Dimension. The DOB I will actually be trying next week instead of the DOF im sure that one is gonna be Superiour.

Im kinda thinking that will be similar vibe to DOiP in that its a lighter trip but serves It's purpose as well, sort of like a museum trip type of à drug. With 2.5mgs of DOB im hoping to have bliss euphoric and stimulating visual aventure and yet another psychedelics amphetamine to get down with they are one of favorite familys by à long shot and this one is sypposed to be a gem by most accounts. Can't wait until im off again I will deff take it on a Thursday Morning so by the time the week-end comes and I have to work ill be surely back at baseline.
 
It's been a good day!

I was chatting with my dad and he asked me if I would have any use for a granite slab that he found deep in storage somewhere. Told him yes, he carted it out of storage then he helped me take it out back and set it into place. He even cleaned the thing for me :)
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This documentary is pretty good you guys should check it out if you have the time, its on Prime right now. Lot of MK Ultra stuff and things about LSD and psychedelics.
 
Shadow Cat said:
Well im very excited got a gift today that has taken many moons to arrive to me. It's a solid dose of DPT which is 100mgs and 20mgs of DOB which should be like 8 swirly trips and the later is a rariety ive been waiting to get around to for ages. Probably gonna hold off on the DPT until I can mix it with some DMXE or MXiPr eventually. Just feel like the Dissociative will be mandatory to kill any appréhension or fear I may have dniffing that 100mgs in a few lines and blasting off to another Dimension. The DOB I will actually be trying next week instead of the DOF im sure that one is gonna be Superiour.

Im kinda thinking that will be similar vibe to DOiP in that its a lighter trip but serves It's purpose as well, sort of like a museum trip type of à drug. With 2.5mgs of DOB im hoping to have bliss euphoric and stimulating visual aventure and yet another psychedelics amphetamine to get down with they are one of favorite familys by à long shot and this one is sypposed to be a gem by most accounts. Can't wait until im off again I will deff take it on a Thursday Morning so by the time the week-end comes and I have to work ill be surely back at baseline.
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Lucky! My DOB never arrived. It's been so long I have to just assume it never will. :( Was 250mg too, a supply for a lifetime.

Tomorrow my old friend (the original drummer of my original band, one of my best friends but we hadn't seen each other in years until we both went to a bonfire Spring solstice party last weekend) is coming to my house to help me build my deck balcony and we're going to check out some other projects I am working on or want to start. He builds houses for a living and wants to help me with stuff and hang out more regularly. Awesome for several reasons. :)

My cat has an appointment to get a teeth cleaning and extractions (will probably need most of his teeth removed as they are badly infected) on the 8th. 3 weeks ago he got an antibiotic injection and it cleared up his infection temporarily, he gained the 20% body weight he lost back, was eating a lot, and seeming 5 years younger. In the past week he has stafrted to barely eat again and been losing weight, and yesterday he was acting sick again, and he also puked a lot early this morning. I called the vet and said I think he needs another antibiotic injection, and fortunately they got him right in to do that. Confirmed he lost weight. He already seems to be feeling a little better. It's scary having an old cat, when he's your sweet baby kitty and the thought of losing him is unfathomable.

I really hope they can save some of his teeth... though apparently animals actually do quite well without teeth, and he is already on all wet food, something about the thought of him with no teeth and his tongue sticking out at rest really bothers me. I guess because I don't want him to be old.
 
Much love to Stripey, i hope he has a swift recovery.
I was looking at a pic of my dog when she was 6 months old, next month she’ll be 11, and it makes me really emotional thinking that there will be time in the not so distant future when she will no longer be with me.
But the pain of losing them is more than worth it for the many years of love and companionship.
 
Holi was fun then got a bit drunk but not too much. Later after 12 am got stonned as fuck again sat outside talking to the bro on a park bench for over a hour I was tripping balls on the weed insane lsd visuals again. But he told me I seemed to function even better when I'm stonned than sober and its buzzy to see how fluidly I can talk.


Which is nice to know cause I feel like I might not be able to handle smoking to much in the future with how Intense it is. This strain put us on our asses. Took this dude under my wing though he lived in a highly conservative family spent most his life bullied but I took him into social groups so far and I always tell him hes chill u smoke weed that is a pretty social activity and drink. You will be fine.

I use to have really bad social skills til my close friends taught me over years. Now people assume I have really insane social skills but I still am shy imo I'm just always shit faced drunk when meeting people lol
 
So my buddy's relative is terminally ill. It's a sad situation. However, he's using this time to get his affairs in order. One of the things he did was give my friend his stash. It included a couple handfuls of MDMA pressed pills. From the 90s. Including some blue dolphin presses.

I'm hoping that my friend will finally be able to conclusively put to rest (at least for me) the question of "what's wrong with the MDMA these days." Is it different? Or are people just older, jaded, and no longer suffused with the magic of youthful parties and blessed with indestructible livers and metabolisms? Inquiring minds want to know.
 
Pfafffed said:
So my buddy's relative is terminally ill. It's a sad situation. However, he's using this time to get his affairs in order. One of the things he did was give my friend his stash. It included a couple handfuls of MDMA pressed pills. From the 90s. Including some blue dolphin presses.

I'm hoping that my friend will finally be able to conclusively put to rest (at least for me) the question of "what's wrong with the MDMA these days." Is it different? Or are people just older, jaded, and no longer suffused with the magic of youthful parties and blessed with indestructible livers and metabolisms? Inquiring minds want to know.
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nah the new mdma is fucking trash tier now i use to not believe in it til i saw it.
 
TripSitterNZ said:
nah the new mdma is fucking trash tier now i use to not believe in it til i saw it.
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I just think its varied batches I've had more positive experiences than bad over the last few years. The good stuff I'll take one moderate dose followed by a light redose a few hours later and I won't have any need or desire to dose more.

The lower quality stuff is much more fiendy imo I'll want to keep redosing until it's gone and I never hit that overwhelmed with love peaceful feeling. It's not that it feels bad I get high as all hell but something is missing plus the hangover is a multi day event.

With the better batch (all of it from the same large chunk) there is minimal hangover that I associate mostly with staying up too late.
 
The fact that I haven't had a good mdma experience in about 6 or 7 years and have tried maybe 10 times since, tested high quality mdma almost every time, and when it wasn't it was tested by someone I trusted, kind of debunks the theory for me. It points to brain damage/permatolerance from overuse, considering that I bet half the people reporting the mehdma going bunk all at the same time 15 years ago are all around the same age
 
The stuff ive gotten past couple years is pretty bad honestly, especially compared to the epicness that is aMT. Which means I know my brain isnt broken would like to get some more 6-APB that one is always fun and give 5-MAPB a whirl at somepoint. Remember those Blue Dolphin presses didn't eat any tho, one time a kid showed me one in school when I was a kid a popped it in home room, lol. It was before id gotten around to trying MDMA yet, I should have bought some from the dude I was just smoking hella Weed at that point and used Acid/Shrooms didn't use any empathogens till I was like 18 or so I believe. Not gonna lie I wanna roll again bad but im gonna wait at least two more weeks and show restraint so I get the most out of it. Gonna pick up the Vodka to make my DOB vial tommorow, psyched about that stuff guys its been a long time coming.
 
Weed has become a different drug to me. It got me out of my funk, sort of, but induced a massive panic attack, one I really needed, that shone a light of clarity on my situation. I may be falling into the category of those who started to get anxious from it. I still like the effects, but I won't be able to smoke it daily. Weird, its become rather stimulating when it used to be sedating.
 
Yep that's exactly what happened to me, I used to find it good for sleep and made me relax, now it keeps me awake and tends towards anxiety and racing thoughts. But I still really like weed, I just have to be more careful about when I use it, and how much (a couple of hits at most).
 
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