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Hahaha! Excellent comparison. I am guessing you have read ' A Scanner Darkly'
After a week long 10g binge not too long ago, It really could be substance D. A high so good that does, permanent damage, but as long as you are using it you don't notice the damages in you cognitive abilities and the changes to your personality. Just like substance D. I dunno if it could cause split personality like substance d but it def has most of the other side effects (Not unexpected, as Philip K Dick was an amphetamine addict and many side effects such as sleep deprevation psychosis and longer lasting possible neurosis should be expected of any centrally acting stimulant).
Slightly off topic - everyone here should check out the album 'Substance D' by Dieselboy, Especially the track 'Warning label'!
Cheers!
- I felt this! I felt like I was actually doing damage to my brain, and had to reign it in!
Maybe thats why my brain feels so screwed up 6 months later!
how do you mean your brain feels screwd up? because i think i have done some damage to mine and i have only done the drug maybe 8 times over 6 months, but my problems started after i took it on a night out and i have not felt the same since, i have being to a+e 3 times because i thought iwas having a heart attack i have a constant headache for over 2 months now and i just feel like nothing seems normal or real any more and things seem to move all the time and i have being having a lot of panic attcks and for 4 weeks after taking it i kept re experiencing the effects of taking it.
Slightly off topic - everyone here should check out the album 'Substance D' by Dieselboy, Especially the track 'Warning label'!
how do you mean your brain feels screwd up? because i think i have done some damage to mine and i have only done the drug maybe 8 times over 6 months
Also: what was the name of the mephedrone you were taking?
the person who gave me it said it was methedrone/mcat. and i only had i'd say 200mg of it but as soon as i had it i tripped out everything was moving all over it was not like pervious times on it, it was like i'd just had loads of acid tabs. the thing about things not seeming real yes it's how described but i think that is a thing called depersonalization/derealization which is linked to anxiety which does go away after time. i have a constant headache since aswel which ive being reffered to a neurologist so hopefully he can give me some answers
Cool man, I'm going to get some blood tests done, and then hopefully onto a neurologist. Stay in contact and let me know what the results are will you? A lot of my symptoms suggest damage to the basal ganglia but since thats my own diagnosis and I'm not doctor we'll wait and see what they think.
A lot of the symptoms you're reporting seem to subside after a period of time according to others who have reported it. It might take a while though. In the meantime refer to the previous posts where people have replied to me, particularly to the parts about trying not to be anxious.
Maybe lions mane could be of use as it stimulates NGF wich regrows nerves.
Another bad experience with mephedrone here from me. Total usage 2.25g I reckon over 5-6 or 7 sessions, sometimes weeks apart.
Last time I tried it I insuffated about 50-100mg roughly (3 months ago roughly) before I noticed I had slightly blue fingers and feet and slightly itchy skin, also redder skin overall. The next day the blueness was gone bur I had a quite noticable tanning / skin darkening effect.
Since then I have been getting red/blushing skin on my hands, forearms, feet and lower legs. I have always been slightly blushy and had reddish palms, it definitely seems more pronounced now though and this has me fairly worried. No heart palpitations or any other symptoms apart from redness really. Still looking quite tanned, although I have dark hair and tan easily.
As for more background info I seem to have somrt sort of inflammatory problem in my back that flares up occasionally, (possibly have Anklyosing Spondylitis although docs are leaning away from that now) and get regular acid reflux / heartburn. I lift weights at the gym 3 times a week (no steroids) and have just started running, overall slim/athletic, fit and healthy (good diet, multivitamin).
I took some suppliments that are supposed to help cirulation but it didn't seem to help, these were: Ginko bilboa (dry pill form) L-arginine, a vitamin B complex and magnesium.
Any help or advice would be appreciated, or this info could just be useful info to someone else perhaps.
I thought the effects were going away but it stills seems noticable occasionally. The problem is I never paid much attention to it before and I may have been like this often before trying meph, only now I am concious of it and notice it more. I am almost certain i'm redder overall and blood returns to pressed skin slightly slower than before however.
Has anyone who has had the blushing/vasoconstrictive reaction actually had it go away at all? Thanks
I think all the people whose hands, feet, and knees are turning blue, and the effect is lasting long after the drug exits the system, should go out and get checked for vasculitis. I have not seen this idea proposed anywhere else yet, but I believe it may fit the bill. Vasculitis can be caused by amphetamines and cocaine so it seems likely to me that mephedrone use could cause it, in those who are susceptible. It also seems very likely that mephedrone in immunosuppresant and vasculitis is an immune system problem.
Just my .02USD. I have some bad blood vessels in my left leg anyway that have been there a long time, but since I had a heavy mephedrone binge a couple weeks ago it feels like the blood vessels in both legs have been feeling inflamed, but it could also be shin splints. The feeling is not new, but seems more noticeable so I am thinking about going to a doc to see about getting checked for both, just in case. I have pretty large order on the way as well and don't want to be using this crap like I was, maybe get it down to once or twice a week, instead of 6-7 days no sleep binge. I am looking forward to it's arrival, though!
Cheers,
-SimStim