I've only started taking meph this year, but I've got myself quite into it. Got to the point where I was spending three days awake on it once a week for several weeks, but I've stopped doing more than a one-nighter since a 4-day session broke me more than anything else ever.
I've not had many of the side-effects noted above, when I'm on it I feel completely fine physically and mentally. However, if I go more than 24hrs without it, I get anxious, very emotionally sensitive (feeling like crying if I read sad news, or even something hopeful), and also palpitations. These are best described as feeling my heart beat in hands, legs, neck and occasionally elsewhere, usually also felt in my head and causing temporary (for the duration of the throbbing) fatigue feelings. These feelings all go if I have a small dose (for me about 80mg).
I'm taking up to a gram a day, and feel a lot of need to do it at work (I work in a call centre, so the ability to talk freely and good-naturedly is far preferable to anxiety and self-consciousness), usually 250-400mg over an 8-hour workday.
I should point out that I don't get gurning, eye twitching or any other physically obvious reactions except increased sweating, and the need to hold little bits of tissue under my nose if I can't be bothered to bomb it
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Of the three main withdrawal symptoms I get, the first two seem explainable by psychological factors/serotonin levels, but the palpitations make me worry that the addiction may also be physical. I'm not aware of any physically addictive uppers though, so is this more likely a vasoconstriction side-effect, and if so why does redosing make it go away?
I'm aware that I really do need to stop taking this stuff with any sort of regularity, but I feel I'd need at least two days off it (and maybe quite a few benzos) to break the symptoms well enough to ride it out, but work being as it is, getting this time off to coincide with when there's no parties I want to go to is proving problematic.
Mind you, it's now become almost impossible to get hold of so probably I'll soon have to have an enforced withdrawal. I'm not looking forward to that (and the anxiety I feel when my supply's almost gone) makes me think it'll be best in the long run.
In reply to the posters who've mentioned sore throats, this is clearly caused by the caustic nature of the drug, so it's best to only snort it occasionally. Gel caps or Rizla bombs are both perfect for eating purposes, but this can just defer the problem elsewhere. I have quite a sensitive stomach (due to having a bit of a tantrum and taking 30 aspirin tablets a decade or so back), and I get nasty acid stomach after 3 pints of cider/more than 12 hours drinking anything alcoholic, having an empty stomach for too long and also from bombing meph.
Of course, if I've been bombing meph for a while it's pretty likely my stomach's fairly empty and there's been sustained drinking, so I whether this stomach burn is a universal thing is not known.
Of course, if you want to go as long as possible on it without getting chemical burns anywhere, you could always go for #1 up the nose, #2 down the throat and #3 up the Gary (definitely use a gel cap here). Repeat until you're a screaming mass of whole-body burns. Ladies can get 33% more fun by using their jacky danny for #4.
I've not had many of the side-effects noted above, when I'm on it I feel completely fine physically and mentally. However, if I go more than 24hrs without it, I get anxious, very emotionally sensitive (feeling like crying if I read sad news, or even something hopeful), and also palpitations. These are best described as feeling my heart beat in hands, legs, neck and occasionally elsewhere, usually also felt in my head and causing temporary (for the duration of the throbbing) fatigue feelings. These feelings all go if I have a small dose (for me about 80mg).
I'm taking up to a gram a day, and feel a lot of need to do it at work (I work in a call centre, so the ability to talk freely and good-naturedly is far preferable to anxiety and self-consciousness), usually 250-400mg over an 8-hour workday.
I should point out that I don't get gurning, eye twitching or any other physically obvious reactions except increased sweating, and the need to hold little bits of tissue under my nose if I can't be bothered to bomb it
.Of the three main withdrawal symptoms I get, the first two seem explainable by psychological factors/serotonin levels, but the palpitations make me worry that the addiction may also be physical. I'm not aware of any physically addictive uppers though, so is this more likely a vasoconstriction side-effect, and if so why does redosing make it go away?
I'm aware that I really do need to stop taking this stuff with any sort of regularity, but I feel I'd need at least two days off it (and maybe quite a few benzos) to break the symptoms well enough to ride it out, but work being as it is, getting this time off to coincide with when there's no parties I want to go to is proving problematic.
Mind you, it's now become almost impossible to get hold of so probably I'll soon have to have an enforced withdrawal. I'm not looking forward to that (and the anxiety I feel when my supply's almost gone) makes me think it'll be best in the long run.
In reply to the posters who've mentioned sore throats, this is clearly caused by the caustic nature of the drug, so it's best to only snort it occasionally. Gel caps or Rizla bombs are both perfect for eating purposes, but this can just defer the problem elsewhere. I have quite a sensitive stomach (due to having a bit of a tantrum and taking 30 aspirin tablets a decade or so back), and I get nasty acid stomach after 3 pints of cider/more than 12 hours drinking anything alcoholic, having an empty stomach for too long and also from bombing meph.
Of course, if I've been bombing meph for a while it's pretty likely my stomach's fairly empty and there's been sustained drinking, so I whether this stomach burn is a universal thing is not known.
Of course, if you want to go as long as possible on it without getting chemical burns anywhere, you could always go for #1 up the nose, #2 down the throat and #3 up the Gary (definitely use a gel cap here). Repeat until you're a screaming mass of whole-body burns. Ladies can get 33% more fun by using their jacky danny for #4.
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