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Mental Health Mental Illness Support Thread V. How do you feel?

schizopath said:
What I need is a diary, not to post all of my personal shit on this site. Anybody know if they are selling filters for retards yet?
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I know what you mean, I've also been using the site as a diary lately. The only benefit is that you get other people's perspective / input once in a while which can help.
 
Yeah, but the problem in it is that I get helped so much that I forget to help myself. Its been a problem for all my life. I need to grow the fuck out of that, idk, mindset? Nevertheless, its a weakness since all that matters is my own opinion anyways. Basically I need to grow the fuck up, Im fucking 26 and acting like Im ~21? HOLY FUCKING HELL.
 
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Lol was just kidding. Thanks though 🤣

I hope you get a good 2021. This is some toxic positivity shit but whatever, if a horrible fucking junkie like me can get better, Im sure you could too. Do it for yourself, you dont deserve withdrawals or the infections.
 
Not so good, had a roommate use my past against me and file involuntary commitment paperwork in lieu of evicting me legally. Was prescribed latuda. It helped my depression a bit but seems a dangerous med to mess with. I am returning to my normal regimen of benzos twice or four times a month and occasionally pregabalin and kratom. Today had 60mg diazepam and 750mg pregabalin, as well as 750mg oral delta 8 thc. considering some kratom in the next few hours.
For some reason I just took about 200mg propylhexedrine with kava and chamomile and green tea. Had a small amount of kratom. Heard someone died combining kratom and propylhexsdrine but my dosage was low. If I die just know I love all of you
 
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Zephyn said:
Not so good, had a roommate use my past against me and file involuntary commitment paperwork in lieu of evicting me legally. Was prescribed latuda. It helped my depression a bit but seems a dangerous med to mess with. I am returning to my normal regimen of benzos twice or four times a month and occasionally pregabalin and kratom. Today had 60mg diazepam and 750mg pregabalin, as well as 750mg oral delta 8 thc. considering some kratom in the next few hours.
For some reason I just took about 200mg propylhexedrine with kava and chamomile and green tea. Had a small amount of kratom. Heard someone died combining kratom and propylhexsdrine but my dosage was low. If I die just know I love all of you
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You good?
 
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