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Mental Health Mental Illness Support Thread V. How do you feel?

Atelier3 said:
I’m starting to think that the fact that I’m feeling so happy and carefree is a worrying sign than I’m more fucked up than I think. Clearly if I’m feeling good about my life right now I’m delusional. But it beats being depressed.
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sounds good to me " lifes filled with highs n lows" enjoy it wile it lasts
 
Yeah, but the problem in it is that I get helped so much that I forget to help myself. Its been a problem for all my life. I need to grow the fuck out of that, idk, mindset? Nevertheless, its a weakness since all that matters is my own opinion anyways. Basically I need to grow the fuck up, Im fucking 26 and acting like Im ~21? HOLY FUCKING HELL.
 
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Not so good, had a roommate use my past against me and file involuntary commitment paperwork in lieu of evicting me legally. Was prescribed latuda. It helped my depression a bit but seems a dangerous med to mess with. I am returning to my normal regimen of benzos twice or four times a month and occasionally pregabalin and kratom. Today had 60mg diazepam and 750mg pregabalin, as well as 750mg oral delta 8 thc. considering some kratom in the next few hours.
For some reason I just took about 200mg propylhexedrine with kava and chamomile and green tea. Had a small amount of kratom. Heard someone died combining kratom and propylhexsdrine but my dosage was low. If I die just know I love all of you
 
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Zephyn said:
Not so good, had a roommate use my past against me and file involuntary commitment paperwork in lieu of evicting me legally. Was prescribed latuda. It helped my depression a bit but seems a dangerous med to mess with. I am returning to my normal regimen of benzos twice or four times a month and occasionally pregabalin and kratom. Today had 60mg diazepam and 750mg pregabalin, as well as 750mg oral delta 8 thc. considering some kratom in the next few hours.
For some reason I just took about 200mg propylhexedrine with kava and chamomile and green tea. Had a small amount of kratom. Heard someone died combining kratom and propylhexsdrine but my dosage was low. If I die just know I love all of you
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You good?
 
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