zophen said:
So you are saying that some independent intelligence which exists and has power in the physical realm contacts you ?
That would be my interpretation of events, yes.
I only know that it was intentional.
Communication is difficult enough with other humans, who sort of share a frame of reference. It is far more difficult with a supposedly non-human, especially because I'm used to verbal exchanges.
This is a combination of empathy en telepathy, which probably means something entirely different to anyone you talk to.
So I only pick up a fraction of the attempted information exchange, and trying to communicate the things I more or less understand with other people is even more difficult for several reasons, one of which is the fact that most people will probably think I'm insane.
As I'm just an unknown person on a druggie forum I don't have that problem here, but in the "real" world I'm more than hesitant to tell people about this.
Some stuff I can share: It's ancient, ancient enough to considers humans "new-ish".
It feels friendly towards us, and especially so to some like me (maybe it's my after-shave).
It works towards a *goal* (beyond my understanding), which is also the reason it exists, of perhaps the reason it believes it exists.
It likes to communicate=exchange information/energy with me and others, and claims it can do so at the same time, i.e. it isn't limited to one point in space/time.
How do you explain this then?
Before I experienced this I had everything in my lovely little universe nicely and neatly explained.
Now the universe at large is without ending, and I hardly understand anything.
I've never been able to get it back into that little box.
I don't think I would want to.
CuriousButAfraidToAsk said:
Are you stupid enough to believe that that entity is....God?
No.
I can believe that others (without +4 experiences perhaps?) would make such an interpretation.
These type of beings, for what I've seen, are extremely powerful, especially on psychic and mental levels.
I can even believe that there could be entities out there that would intentionally abuse people in that manner.
Rumor has it that things like that have happened in the past.