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Yeh, There Are Problems In These Times, But WooHoo, None of them are mine!
The 6th Sense (1999).

See also The Blair Witch Project.
Some people think I won't make it but I know that I will escape the emptyness cause that shit is slow and it kills and I refuse to be concerned with your condescending advice cause I know I have changed my life
Yes it's hez had my 70mg methadone first thing and was owed 20mg methadone from someone else took that around 5pm it's half seven now so staring to peak in course of two hours I've staggered 2100mg gabapentin I am feelin very mellow and relaxed but focused aswell. I've also taken 20mg baclofen to porentiare the effects. Tommorow I'll be mixing it with pregabalin and oxycodone and methadone . I only get pain relief and a short high off oxy now I'm on meth equivalent to a gram of morphine wow
so my sort of boyfriend but its complicated cos i fucked it up in my addiction is sitting downstairs listening to music of what i consider to be a golden age of UK punk rock. for me its music from a more innocent age, when i just really loved booze and benzos and weed and would be at the front at every show pissed out of my head but then everyone there was, i could still sing all the words and stand up and have fun.

its really made me want to cry for that lost innocence. before the heroin and crack, before all the violence, before prostitution, before dodgy ass injection practises, arrest, having no money for food, and no fun ever.

i am really stressed about my job and scared about my future cos of that, so i'm a bit over sensitive. when i heard that music i had a wave of nostalgiac euphoria followed by a gut wrenching urge to just sob about everything i've thrown away. i've been clean 18 months but i know i could end up back at my worst in a heartbeat. i'm working on fixing what i can, but, in the words of one of my favourite bands from that period of my life 'there are mistakes you can't correct.'
I'm the new blogs moderator. I am excited for the challenge of bringing traffic and a sense of community to the best kept secret on the site in my opinion. I have some ideas that I want to try out.

1. I want to have a bi-weekly writing prompt that interested people can write around. So we get multiple perspectives on the same subject. That doesn't explain it well but I will put it together.

2. More feedback on people's blogs and writing. I want this to be a safe haven for aspiring writers.

3. Encourage more diversity in the section. Poetry, lyrics, ect.

4. Writing competitions. Who is the best blogger? Let's find the hell out!

5. Classic blogs. Once a month I will bump an old blog that I think is really special.

Other suggestions are welcome. So yeah anyone have commitments concerns?
What my mother is like.
I said, "She's kinda fearsome."
A love letter to my best friend by Ali

About 5 more hours until check out and then it's off to...well... I could not tell you, it will be like most days I'm sure. With our 2 suit cases packed, a backpack each and a carry on each, we set out into the big bad world. My best friend and I look into each other's eyes like we have many times before now, we lock hands and the day begins. As we walk down the driveway of our 3rd airbnb this week.I think to myself, as much as this man drives be ballistic at times, I couldn't see myself with anyone else. He is more than just a lover, my best friend,he is a teacher,my strength, my weakness, a freethinker, a companion, a caring, passionate being. This man softens my rigid edges, he believes in me when no one else does (including myself). He encourages me to go places I haven't, to take chances be disorganized, have fun and enjoy the process of things rather than getting to the end. He has allowed me to be comfortable in vulnerability, given me emotional security and safety. We may have our differences, but as we make our way out to continue our journey into uncharted territory I can honestly say, I am exactly where I am supposed to be. For once, where I am supposed to be is conducive to where I want to be. I wish he could see what I see when I look at him, I wish he had the confidence I know he has a right to have, he's not perfect but in my eyes he's better. Flaws are what makes a person beautiful, judge not those who are deemed respectable but the ones cast aside, the beaten and the vulnerable, now that's where the real beauty is. He has opened my eyes and my heart to this sort of thinking. Although I struggle with patience, I'm naturally an angry person, but he makes me less angry, less bitter, less resentful, he is what makes me beautiful. He is my fiance and I can't wait to marry him; no one has saw me in the same light he has. Everyday I put on a show, everyone knows that, however he kbows my favorite act os to disappear. I love you ACC ❤️💖
Are, Surprsingly, Usually The Strongest Of The Bunch.

They Are Feminine.
Are, Surprsingly, Usually The Strongest Of The Bunch.
Brahmin (white)
Kasatriya (red)
Vaisha (yellow)
Sudra (black)
One Will Run And Hide.
Here The Cannons Crack A Mile Down Freedom Street.
Guns Of Liberation USHERED In The Dawn!
1. Live my Life
2. Start designing antiretrovirals.
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