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Evening

Rainer Maria Rilke

The sky puts on the darkening blue coat
held for it by a row of ancient trees;
you watch: and the lands grow distant in your sight,
one journeying to heaven, one that falls;

and leave you, not at home in either one,
not quite so still and dark as the darkened houses,
not calling to eternity with the passion of what becomes
a star each night, and rises;

and leave you (inexpressibly to unravel)
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so that, now bounded, now immeasurable,
it is alternately stone in you and star.
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The Next Experiments in Elitism
Venkatesh Rao
Jul 11, 2020

In today’s episode, in honor of Bastille Day next week, and Fourth of July last week, I want to talk about the ongoing evolution in elitism, and the problem of how the emerging new elites can be better than the old ones being toppled.


1/ Elites are a constant and arguably necessary presence in history. Political revolutions that try to do away with elites invariably seem to either fail quickly, or install new elites without meaning to. So the question for me is not how to get rid of elites, but how to try and ensure the ones we end up with are better than the last lot.

2/ I’m going to sketch out a rough theory of elitism and its dynamics, and then get to posing the question itself, and then propose an answer, from the perspective of both the new TBD elites, and the masses they define, so let’s get started.

3/ First, the concept of an elite is not dependent on a particular structure of society. Elites might be kings, nobles, elected leaders, bureaucrats, scholars, scientists, priests, cult leaders, media leaders, business executives, or subcultural inner circles. The prevailing idea of masses is induced by the prevailing idea of elites as a complement.

4/ So there’s always a subset that regards itself, and is regarded as, entitled to a sustainably better than average human condition, with attendant privileges. And importantly, it is a stable equilibrium. Those who are worse off, the non-elites, and think the elites don’t deserve their better conditions, still live with it. The masses rarely disturb the peace unless they are under extreme stress.

5/ Elitism and privilege go together of course. The word privilege literally means private law. Elites are a group for whom laws apply differently, or a different set of laws apply. In the most extreme case, they are formally above the law entirely. That’s the usual definition of a monarch and the dividing line between monarchs and ordinary nobles.

6/ The nobility might have a privileged code of law, but they are still governed by a rule of law, even if it’s not the same one as applies to non-elites. This special treatment has to be pretty special though, so I don’t use privilege in the broad social justice sense of the term, as in white privilege. That’s a different, more diffuse sense of privilege as a structural advantage. I’m talking narrow privilege where you can get exceptional, personalized treatment under whatever rule of law applies to you.

7/ For example, in medieval Europe, the nobility had hereditary property rights, governed by Church law, and the commoners mostly didn’t have the same sorts of property rights, only duties. But what made the law for the nobility special was that it was personally administered, with exceptions being more important. Laws honored in the breach rather than observance, as Shakespeare put it.

8/ So for example, there were laws against consanguinous marriages, but the Church did brisk business in allowing exceptions. Or you have indulgences absolving you of sins that are more easily available to nobility. Or in more modern times, draft exemptions. That’s what privilege looks like.

9/ So one way or the other, some subset of humans will create not only better than average conditions for themselves through private laws, they will even get exceptional treatment under that private law. Or a position above the law entirely.

10/ A big part of the stability of this condition is personal social capital: knowing the right people, with the right level of trust, to get rules bent or interpreted in your favor. Or being treated as an exception. Or in the extreme case, laws simply made to your specifications to benefit you and disadvantage others. In the most extreme case, they simply don’t apply to you.

11/ If you ignore human fallibility and corruption, and look at this as a systems design, it is actually kinda smart to divide the world into 3 zones this way: a zone where the rules apply absolutely, a zone where they can be bent and exceptions are possible, and a zone outside the laws. It gives you a broad ability to evolve the system.

12/ It’s like how, in The Matrix, the architect declared that the city of Zion, Neo, and the Oracle were as much part of the design of the system as Agent Smith. You could even argue that though the architect was God, Neo was the emperor, the citizens of Zion, both red-pilled and native-born, were the nobility, the Oracle was the chief priestess, and the bots like Agent Smith and the blue-pilled people in the Matrix were the non-elites.

13/ But back in our world, I asked my Twitter followers whether they consider themselves part of the current elites. Out of 468 respondents, 34% said yes, and 66% said no. Which seems about right since I write for a pretty privileged class of readers.


14/ Okay, so with this definition, if you look back at history, it looks like a series of experiments in elitism rather than a series of experiments in governance. Some of them end well, some end badly. But all of them end. The conceptualization of an elite class is not stable.

15/ Definitions of elites shift pretty slowly, and typically only move significantly when the technology of trust changes. It used to be about provably noble blood-lines. Then it was about visibly living by a particular code, noblesse oblige. Then it was about money, then it was about education. Maybe in the far future, it will be about being red-pilled out of an AI simulation, so the rules don’t apply to you.

16/ Now, while a notion of elite is stable, there is what Vilfredo Pareto called circulation of elites. He traced how two kinds of elites, which he called lions and foxes based on earlier terminology from Machiavelli, tend to simply take turns being the elites. Foxes rule by the power of the pen, lions through the power of the sword.

17/ As I have said, the economy of elitism is sort of system independent, and is based on personal trust and social-capital based computing within a calculus of privileges — exemptions from the law.

18/ A good model of this calculus is Selectorate Theory, which is described in The Dictator’s Handbook, compares all kinds of political systems in terms of 3 groups: influentials, essentials, and interchangeables. Influentials are always elites, interchangeables are never elites, and some essentials are elites. It doesn’t matter whether it is a dictatorship or democracy. This is how governance by elites happens.

19/ My final theoretical point is about knowledge. The relation among elites and masses is one usually based on what are called noble lies, where elites exploit their privileged access to ideas, information, and education, to craft false consciousnesses for the masses to inhabit. Think of them as blue pills. How you feel about these noble lies, or blue pills, is a big part of your philosophy of elitism.

20/ You can distinguish two basic approaches of elitism. There is what is sometimes called Straussian elitism, which is generally conservative, but not always, and is based on the paternalistic belief that elites lying to the masses for their own good is a good thing. So you get a distinction between esoteric elite red-pill knowledge and exoteric, non-elite blue-pill knowledge meant for the general public.

21/ The other approach, which you could broadly call pluralism, is more democratic in spirit, and eschews noble lying, at least conscious noble lying, based on the principle that even if it gets noisy, messy, uninformed, and ignorant, it’s a good thing to level the epistemic playing field, and not privilege some flavors of knowledge structurally. I’m pretty strongly in this camp. There is no blue versus red pill. Everything is available for anyone to learn.

22/ Okay, now that we have this basic historical sense of what elitism is, and how it works, we can ask, what makes for good elites versus bad elites? It is important to keep a sense of the real history of elitism when you talk about this question, because it is easy to get caught up in theories. In the collage image accompanying this podcast, I’ve included several famous historical examples.

23/ The storming of the Bastille, the American Declaration of Independence, the Magna Carta, and Lee Kuan Yew, Nehru, and Jomo Kenyatta giving their famous speeches. I also included a picture of Muammar Qadaffi’s corpse after he was killed by a mob — it is important to remember that elitism can end like that. So this is the gestalt of what elitism as a historical practice is. Or to use an esoteric word, the praxis of elitism as a consciously held philosophy.

24/ But we shouldn’t anchor too much on these iconic moments when one set of elites takes over from another, or when non-elites temporarily bring down elites altogether, creating a vacuum. The essence of elitism isn’t in these moments of creative destruction of elite power, but in quieter unaccountable workings away from public scrutiny.

25/ So think of closed-door board meetings, experts in a committee meeting setting health standards, Congressional committees hashing out the details of a bill, lobbyists waiting to meet a senator to push some agenda, unaccountable editors in a press room deciding which public figure to attack. Unaccountable tech leaders deciding how an algorithm should work. That’s day-to-day elitism.

26/ This unaccountability by the way, isn’t necessarily a bad thing. It is what it is. To the extent the elites are agents of the will of society at large, there is just so much detail involved in the exercise of actual power that there is no possible way all of it could be made transparent to everybody. At best you can be slightly less opaque and unaccountable than the last crowd.

27/ There’s also a middle-class, provincial version I don’t want to discount too much, like a local city leader calling in a favor with the local police chief, or a powerful business person talking to a school principal about their child. Any behavior that exercises privilege is elite behavior. The defining bit is not amount or scale of power, but the fact that it is exercised in privileged ways — private law, with a degree of unaccountability and exceptionalism.

28/ Now that I’ve painted a portrait, there’s a fork in the road. You can either accept that this is the way the world works and always will, or you can imagine some sort of utopia where there are no elites and no zone of society that operates on the basis of privilege.

29/ Whether you are a commune anarchist who believes direct democracy or consensus will get rid of elites, or a blockchain libertarian who thinks code-is-law will get rid of elites, down that road I think is mainly delusion. I’ll just point to a famous article, the Tyranny of Structurelessness and leave it at that. Getting rid of elites does not work.

30/ One reason is of course that elites have power and they use that power to keep themselves in power even as structural definitions and models of elitism change, become more or less informal, and ideologically different and so on. Angry masses understand this aspect of the persistence of elites. But this is not the biggest reason.

31/ The biggest reason, which revolutionaries routinely discount, is that humans seem to desperately want elites of some sort. Maybe not the current sort, or the current model, and definitely not the current specific people, but some elites. Maybe you want black instead of white, women instead of men, techies instead of lawyers, or trans instead of cis, the point is, you want elites.

32/ There may be strong preferences for a system of choosing elites. That’s kinda what ideology is. Or looser preferences. For example, I tend to prefer fox elites over lion elites, a large selectorate to a small one, and pluralism over noble lies. I also prefer strong mid-level mini-oligarchic patterns of power to either imperially centralized patterns or extremely fragmented, decentralized patterns.

33/ The psychological function of elites appears to be to model how life can and ought to be lived. But this is a pretty loose specification. Christians think in terms of What Would Jesus Do. Confucians in ancient China thought in terms of how to codify the will of the Emperor into law. Woke elites think in term of how to turn intersectional theory into prescription, and anti-Woke elites think in terms of making classical liberalism great again.

34/ It’s important to keep your definition of elites broad. For example, many people pretend that people like court jesters (and people often classify me as one) are among the non-elite. Maybe formally, but informally, they wield power and privilege — in my sense of access to exceptional treatment — in ways that makes them elite. So today in the US, the cast of Saturday Night Live, stand-up comics, and people like Jon Stewart and Trevor Noah are definitely elites.

35/ Anti-elite philosophy and philosophers are also necessarily elite simply by virtue of how their influence operates. So whether you’re taking about the Taoist sage Zhuangzi in ancient China or important figures like Robert Anton Wilson in the Discordian subculture of modern America, they’re all elites. Just because you laugh at other elites with sticks up their asses doesn’t make you not elite.

36/ There’s many theories of this psychological function. There is a basic ethics theory of people just wanting guidance on how to have a good life, and looking for teachers. There is the theory of elites as surrogate parental figures. There is the Girardian theory of mimetic envy. Each theory explains some aspects and some situations well, and others poorly, but the point is, that psychological function exists. Elites are models of how to live life.

37/ Okay, so now that we know what elites are, who counts as elites, how elitism and privilege work, and why they are both psychologically necessary for societies and structurally hard to eliminate, you can finally ask, what makes for good elites.

38/ It’s an important question to ask right now, because the current regime of elites is definitely nearing its end. Chris Hayes wrote a good book about this back in 2012, called Twilight of the Elites, and there’s been a lot of other writing about it, like Moses Naim’s End of Power, and Martin Gurri’s Revolt of the Public.

39/ The elites are of course not going quietly. My friend Nils Gilman wrote a great article about the reaction, called The Twin Insurgency, and there is in general a lot of attention on how the current elites are rapidly trying to secure what they have, and sort of batten down the hatches.

41/ But I think the old elites are kinda done for in the next decade. My hypothesis about this is a simple one about how elites fail. In general, elites fail when their relationships with each other become more important than their relationships with the world. Not just masses, the world. The inner reality of the elites absorbs all their attention: whether it is court intrigues, scholarly debates in journals, boardroom battles, product architecture arguments, rivalries among schools of economists, or media wars.

42/ Once an elite class has turned into this kind of inward-focused blackhole unmoored from the larger universe, it’s only a matter of time before it self-destructs. With or without help from the revolting masses. It doesn’t really matter how much power they have. Their hold on that power is a function of the strength of their connection to the world.

43/ This is one reason the function of policing is in the spotlight, because the job of the police is to enforce a particular relationship between elites and masses. When this enforcement gets particularly one-sided, they turn into a Praetorian Guard like in ancient Rome. So calls to defund, deunionize, or demilitarize the police, and theories of how policing itself can be ended as a function, are also part of new experiments in elitism.

44/ Whether it goes down in flames or more peacefully, change of some sort is coming. If my theories are correct, any non-elite period will be short-lived. The shorter, the bloodier. The current idea of power may be ending, but the role of elite power and privilege will not end. Policing as we know it may end, but some enforcement of elite-mass relationships will remain. It will simply take on a new form in the new medium.

45/ Already you see weird kinds of new elites, like online personalities, offline protest coordinators, skilled hackers, and people who are good at crafting spectacles like videos of bad “Karen” behavior. Much of this gets labeled populism, but it’s important to note that each of these manifestations of so-called populism comes with its own breed of new elites, mostly descended from old elites.

46/ I think the populist phase of the culture wars might even be over. The actual commoners are exhausted from decades of violence, both physical and cultural. They can at most come out to riot online and offline occasionally. The real battle now is between old and new elites, and within old and new group. And of course, it’s confused by lots of overlapping membership.

47/ For example, in the last few weeks, an open battle has broken out between tech industry thought leaders and media leaders. And right now there’s a weird letter doing the rounds on Harpers magazine, signed by a bunch of old elites denouncing a bunch of the new elites.

48/ The elite wars have really gotten going now, because everybody senses old institutions are dying, and emerging ones are at the point in their evolution where they are ripe for capture by one faction of wannabe elites or another.

49/ Basically, you could say a new era of experiments in elitism is about to get underway, with more or less blood on the streets around the world. The question again is, what experiments should you support? How can you minimize the bloodshed? How can you try and ensure the new elites are good. If you’re a candidate elite, how do you plan to be good?

50/ I don’t know the general answers to these questions, but I suspect I have an approximately equal claim to being a D-list member of the elite in both the old and new worlds. So I can only share my answer. I think the key to being a good elite is to take your function — serving as a model of how life should be lived — seriously. This means thinking more about your connection to the world than your connection with other elites.

51/ If you want to define this function more precisely, I think it has to do with the idea that humans are ideally the measure of the world, not the other way around, and privilege is about being among those who get to measure the world rather than being measured by it, and in doing so, create ways to measure non-elites. So if you voted to self-identify as an elite in my Twitter poll, ask yourself: how do I measure the world with my life.

52/ The price of your privilege — which, remember, is special, personalized treatment under private law via access to social capital — is that you are expected to be at the forefront of relating to the wider world, and taking its measure on behalf of all humans. Which means facing uncertainty, and taking on risks, physical, intellectual, and psychological. This is why there is a natural relationship between being a member of the elite, and being expected to lead in the fullest sense of the word.

53/ To lead is to ultimately function as a model to non-elites on how to live, and not just live, but live with, for want of a better word, courage. Since that’s what it means to be the measure of the world, take risks, and deal with uncertainty. Otherwise you’re just a parasite pretending to be a lordly predator. And there’s no real way to fake this. People can tell when you are living courageously.

54/ To be non-elite in 2020, on the other hand, is to be measured in a hundred different industrial-bureaucratic ways. The world measures you. Height, weight, gender, wealth, skin color, zip code, credit score, criminal record, degrees, job titles, parentage, and so on. This is what makes you part of the industrial-age masses. This idea didn’t come from nowhere, and is only a century or so old. It’s the complement of the industrial age definition of elites.

55/ Being utterly unique and specialized with your 100-dimensional address in society is pretty new. The Spanish philosopher Jose Ortega y Gasset studied how this industrial non-elite human differed from the peasants of the past. My gloss on his theory is that the masses were measured the way they were because the elites were measuring the world in a specific way: through science and rationality.

56/ One of the main proposals for new elites on the table right now looks like an extreme form of industrial bureaucratism, namely intersectional bureaucratism. The other one looks like a throwback to agrarian feudal elitism, with nobility and peasantry. Both are of course lazy and lousy, and you can tell because neither is in the least bit courageous, and both involve an existing set of elites primarily dealing with each other rather than with the world.

57/ If you think you aren’t elite now, or won’t be elite in the future, your part of the equation is to ask, first, whether you think elites are necessary, and if so what kind you want. A way to restate that question is to ask: how do you want to measure yourself against the world? The elites you want are the ones measuring the world itself in a complementary way.

58/ Whatever it is, it is a particular model of courage that inspires you enough to follow. Your main challenge is spotting real courage facing the world, which does not lie in facing competing elites. If your chosen elites are elites primarily by virtue of battling or beefing with the elites you don’t choose, they are not good elites, and you are not choosing particularly good elites to define who you are. Both of you are going to be miserable.

59/ The good news is, there’s never been such a culture of widespread experimentation in new modes of being elite, so you have a lot of choices. The bad news is, it’s going to get really ugly while it plays out. The future elites are going to be playing Game of Thrones for a while, and the future masses are going to be playing Hunger Games for a while.

60/ So all I can say is, may the best elites win, and may the best measure of the masses prevail.







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The Full and Comprehensive History of DMT​

What is the Story Behind the Spirit Molecule?

all about DMT

What is DMT? [Define DMT]

DMT (as well as 5-methoxy-DMT) are found naturally occurring in many plants, animals and even people. The largest percentage of the plants which contain DMT are native to South America. It is true that DMT is also regularly manufactured (both in countries where it is legal and illegal), producing a synthetic version. These compounds are typically found for sale on the dark web and black markets. Pure DMT, however, is a more recent trend, as up until 1957, anyone around the world who experienced DMT would have been consuming a more primitive, tribal concoction…rather than a precise, laboratory-grade extraction. This first record would also be a DMT user experience, and one that would be taken very seriously.

The First Recorded DMT Experience

Ironically, the first recorded experience with pure DMT would be Stephen Szara, Chief of the National Institute of Drug Abuse’s Biomedical Research at the time. When Stephen Szara injected himself and some friends with DMT (75 mg intramuscular injection), he recorded the entire experience to the best of his ability. The initial effects began to manifest only a few moments into the trip, producing a nauseous, weak, elevated state. Szara was able to document a dilation of his pupils and his elevated pulse and blood pressure. He also documented a euphoria and amazing visuals, of which he could only describe during his trip as rapid changing, wonderful visions and brilliant colors. He would need to wait until the trip passed, almost an hour later, before he was able to fully record the experience.
Szara also noted that it only required 50 mg of DMT to bring amazing visual hallucinations. He made note that the eyes could be open or closed, not effecting the visuals either way. The peak was recorded to be about 15 minutes into the trip, with a come down period not lasting more than 45 minutes from there. Those participants of his study which received 125 mg doses or larger became catatonic and could not communicate, respond, or move. They would lose consciousness until the trip had passed.
It is also worth noting that Albert Hofmann, a well-known pioneer for his synthesis and work with LSD (most notably LSD-25), had also known of DMT. He synthesized a number of DMT analogs which received much less appreciation than his LSD work. In fact, most people would not care about his DMT analogs at all until about the mid 1960s.

When Did DMT Become Mainstream?

DMT chemical
DMT has been used for (probably) thousands of years for its psychedelic effects, however, it has only recently become mainstream in a pure form. Interestingly enough, the first real “wave” of people wanted to try DMT and explore the possibilities the drug provided themselves after hearing about a rather terrible experience on DMT. A famous author by the name of William Burroughs visited Peru in 1960 trying to find Yage, experimenting with a number of plants and devices that induce hallucinations or are used as hallucinogens. Allen Ginsberg introduced famed psychonaut and psychedelic advocate Timothy Leary (also a famous author) to William Burroughs, and the two began corresponding back and forth about hallucinogens, specifically dimethyltryptamine, or DMT. Burroughs warned Leary about using DMT, explaining he had a horrible reaction, which was widely unpleasant and published in a popular magazine called “Encounter.”
Timothy Leary did take the warning seriously, but decided (as documented in “High Priest”) that his team should wait to judge for themselves until they try DMT in the appropriate settings. Leary, along with fellow researchers Richard Alpert and Ralph Metzner, are often credited with being responsible for DMT’s many years of popular psychedelic use, even to this day. If it weren’t for these three researchers deciding to experiment with DMT despite all of the negative experiences they had come across, there would have been no excitement about the drug.
One of Leary’s experiences was actually recorded and published in the Psychedelic Review. The team even began a prototype for a device that would allow a spiritual explorer on DMT the ability to communicate their state of mind back to the real world while they were tripping. Leary, Alpert and Metzner documented so many of their experiments and observations about how DMT experiences can differ depending upon set and setting that it is more than reasonable to attribute the widespread experiences today to their initial research. Ultimately, their work in the early 1960s pushed DMT into the spotlight and created a world’s worth of experimenters.

What is DPT? [Define DPT, the Drug]

DPT use
N,N-Dipropyltryptamine and Dipropyltryptamine are known more commonly by the name “DPT.” DPT is a synthetic psychedelic that is similar in many ways to DMT. DPT is typically a little less predictable than DMT and the trips can be a little more intense at times, leading many psychonauts to claim it is harder to have a good trip on DPT. One of the reasons DPT is a “harder to handle” drug than DMT is because DPT lasts much longer. DPT has also been described as producing a feeling of intense paranoia, and although nothing is “right.” It can be very hard to stabilize the mind during some of the longer DPT experiences, which make it a drug that most psychonauts suggest only experienced psychedelic users pursue.
Just like DMT, DPT is ingested orally, injected intramuscularly, or even snorted. The most common method of administration, however, is vaporizing the freebase form of DPT. Vaporizing or smoking the freebase is most popular when DPT is used for recreation and also when used for research purposes. It has been used for so many things throughout the years…though it first appeared towards the end of the 1970s. It was first most commonly employed in psychological practices and therapy sessions. Some psychologists and therapists believed it was a wonderful aide for patients on their deathbeds, and it was prescribed as a way to reduce anxieties for these hurting patients.
DPT is a fast-acting, short-lived tryptamine that has a longer side-chain than DMT. Unlike DMT experiences, which typically last about 15-60 minutes, DPT experiences can last up to 4 hours. Many of the patients and recreational users alike have reported experiences of extreme peaks that have far exceeded those of DMT. When comparing DPT to LSD, about half of the people who have tried authentic, pure versions of both believe DPT is stronger of an experience. Almost all of the people who tried DPT explain it as exhausting, no matter how valuable an experience they may have had.

Pathways to Other Dimensions

new dimensions DMT DPT
A lot of records and experiences (from both famous authors and experts on the topic of psychedelics, as well as a plethora of other researchers) exist that detail intricate details of other worlds and realms one may see while under the influence of DMT. One author in particular, Cliff Pickover, has theorized that there are entire other parallel universes which can only be viewed and experienced while on DMT. It has been speculated by many people that DMT could be a way of changing one’s filter so that they can see other dimensions. Some tribes believed DMT was given to them by the Gods to help them access the heavens and other far away places.
DMT has had such a profound effect on the history of mankind, that no one truly knows exactly how far back DMT use may have been employed. Many authors, again Pickover one of them, have suggested that DMT has likely greatly influenced ancient artwork, especially things like cave paintings. A lot of other experts and pioneers on the topic, such as James Kent (a former editor of Entheogen Review), have described a huge array of creatures, beings, aliens and divine creatures which have been presented to those using DMT. Kent specifically notates that there is no limit to the types of creatures and things one can see in DMT visions. Kent has outlined the most prominent creatures experienced through DMT trips are those of aliens and elves delivering messages. The messages are usually deduced to environmental-plant-like messages such as “the plants are all interconnected,” “the plants have consciousness” and “the plants are the soul of the Earth.”

DMT and Anadenanthera

Anadenanthera is found abundantly growing throughout a large percentage of the Amazon and South America. In fact, some explorers have suggested it can be found in about 10% of the continent. It is extremely common near the Orinoco basin (located in both Colombia and Venezuela). It has been found growing in grasslands, wetlands, forests, and even in savanna areas. Anadenanthera was also introduced and cultivated in the West Indies for quite some time, only dying out right before the 1900s.
Anadenanthera tree DMT producing
Anadenanthera is not only one of the most prevalent DMT producing plants available in South America used by the tribes, it is also one of the sources with the highest DMT content. Although many records and publications have indicated that the tribes of South America have turned to a number of plants for their DMT content, almost all of the tribes seem to prefer Anadenanthera when available. Most of the drinks that are made using this plant are described as miraculous.
Almost all natives of South America seem to be familiar with Anadenanthera and its vision inducing properties. Almost all tribes around and within the Amazon have their own special version of the drink. One popular drink is well-known around the world in modern times as “ayahuasca.” In some regions where Anadenanthera is less common, tribes turned to Mimosa hostilis, a DMT analog. One of the most common Mimosa drinks is known as the “wine of Jurema.”

DMT and the Virola Species

The Virola genre has many species, more than 60 in fact. These plants are a part of the nutmeg family, also known as the Myristiceae family. They are present throughout much of South America, as well as Central America. Because the more preferred plant for making ayahuasca and many DMT containing beverages is Anadenanthera, a plant which is only native to South America, plants from the more widely growing Virola genre have been found in many ayahuasca analogues. This is especially true in Central America and even in some parts of southern Mexico. Virola DMT preparations are sometimes more frequently in snuff form.
Ironically the Virola hallucinogenic snuffs seem to be most commonly employed in tribes around the Orinoco basin, the same region known as one the most frequent users of Anadenanthera DMT preparations. There are some instances recorded throughout Columbia and Venezuela where some tribes prefer to smoke Virola to induce trances and visions. Typically, better trips are obtained from more involved preparations involving the inner bark of the plant.
Many medicine men and shaman of tribes that regularly employed Virola for their hallucinogenic properties, have amazing botanist skills. Despite the fact that there are over 60 species in the Virola genre, many of them looking extremely similar but still having profoundly different effects, these tribal “psychedelic specialists” are able to predict a lot about the concoctions far before the preparation is complete. For example, they can describe exactly how long preparations take and certain parts of the plant take to change colors during preparation, even though each species is different, simply from examining the plant or its inner bark. They can also predict which plants will provide longer, or more hallucinogenic experiences. This skill is likely a byproduct of living in the area with these native plants, and regularly working with them to produce hallucinogenic snuffs and drinks.

Known Sources of DMT for South American Tribes

Canary Grass DMT
Although many DMT containing concoctions throughout South American tribes tend to possess one of the above-mentioned plants (Anadenanthera, Mimosa hostilis, or a species of Virola), there are still many other DMT sources throughout the continent. Many of these sources have been used as a substitute when one of the primary DMT ingredients are not available. Sometimes these other sources are used in combination with one of the primary DMT ingredients. Some of these sources have been transplanted and cultivated in South America, while others are native to the continent.
There are likely many sources of DMT in South America which have yet to be discovered, however, there are also many sources which have been identified. Many species of Acacia contain high quantities of DMT. Although this plant is a little more prevalent on other continents, it can still be found in South America. The Waika indians (of the Orinoco basin region in Venezuela) use the Acanthaceae justicia shrub’s leaves to create a powerful DMT extraction. Acanthaceae is also very common throughout Mexico. Canary Grass and Common Reed are available throughout South America. Tribes and DMT enthusiasts commonly seek out P. aruninacea for its extremely high DMT content and versatility in growth. Desmanthus illinoensis is hunted for its root bark which contains a lot of DMT that can be easily extracted. It is sometimes called “Prairie Mimosa.” Although Desmanthus is more commonly found in North America, it has been grown and used in South America by tribes for its DMT.

How is DMT Used Today?

Today, DMT is used fairly similarly to how it has been used throughout history. There may be a few set and setting differences between traditional and modern rituals (and users), however, the plants have remained the same, a lot of the preparations have remained the same, and as far as recent history goes for Western culture recreational use (within the last 50 years or so), freebase has remained the same. DMT seems to have barely made the cut as a modern, mainstream drug and had a really rocky start. Against all odds, DMT and its close relative DPT managed to achieve enough positive traction in the 60s and 70s to still be around today. In fact, research on the spirit molecule has become so plentiful that the drug often is known by all psychonauts.
Addiction: a psychological condition in which one constantly craves a particular drug; characterized by drug seeking behaviors, the rationale that " they can stop whenever they want to, " and a continuation of using a particular drug when it's obviously having detrimental effects on the user's physical, social, or emotional health.

Dependence: a physiological response to the constant presence of a particular drug in their bloodstream; physically dependent users will often go into withdrawl and become sick and with particular drugs have really dangerous side effects such as seizures if the drug is stopped abruptly; one can be physically dependent without being psychologically addicted and vice versa.

Withdrawal: a physiological state of being in which a physically dependent drug user (recreational or medicinal) has abruptly stopped the use of a drug or has lowered the dose of their drug too quickly and ad a result is experiencing very unpleasant side effects from doing so; symptoms can range from headaches, to abdominal pain, to vomiting, diarrhea, alternating hot and cold sweats, general emotional distress, craving of the drug, and with certain drugs, seizures.
Aight, wednesday. Still 61kg (geez), 17 inches and a junkie.

Did pushups and walked 2 miles

Drugs cant kill my testosterone
about to go to bed when my fucking linux distribution says I have an upgrade, but it's not really an upgrade and then you spend 2 hours having to reinstall everything uggghghggghhh i just wanted to sleep. fuck you ubuntu.
I have world politics, intro to sociology, general psychology, and painting 1.

Excited af!!

Should also be going back to work soon. Have been on unpid leave almost 2 months but I feel a lot better. Only 3 days a week tho. Also still going to try and switch to another department. I’m currently in Online Grocery Pickup.

But I feel good about 2021!!
A nightmare in Connecticut (2011-2012)

For a while, I was quartered in Connecticut. It started with a high-speed (100+ mph) chase from the Hudson River on 1-84 eastbound to the Connecticut border near Danbury, CT. I was driving to Rhode Island to learn about their medical marijuana program on March 25, 2011 because I ran out of weed and no one would have any. It wasn’t a casual drive, for it was my attempt to make it out of New York state because I didn’t want to go back to jail in New York. It was successful in that New York police stopped me in Connecticut. It took me 14 months to make it back home to Pennsylvania.

While in the Bridgeport, CT jail hospital, Dr. Moon, Dr. Hoppler, and the staff were trying to give me Haldol for schizophrenia. Schizophrenia is the medical industry's lazy approach to saying that you've done psychedelics and must do something. The medical industry will sell you into a coma. The profit margin is great. However, they should sell you health. That is the goal. You should be careful when you pray, they will call you schizophrenic. But these were solitary conditions and they let me out to shower and walk around the unit. I refused the Haldol at any breath, because it is probably the worst drug prescribed. Court would eventually move me to Connecticut Valley Hospital in Middletown, CT. But back on Bridgeport, they forced me to take the drug by saying I was paneled, whatever that means. Refusing to take the pill would mean they would give an injection. I obliged eventually, with a nurse and four corrections officers in the cell, to take the pill. This atypical antipsychotic causes akathisia which makes it impossible to sleep. Constant nervous tremors and ticks that are a side effect and highly undesirable. It was forty-two days here before Dr. Moon convinced me to go to Osborne correctional facility near Enfield, CT. They never used needles at Bridgeport, thankfully, but the damage done by Haldol is a problem in the industry.

I spent eleven days in Osborne general population psych unit. Haldol was still a prescription and they even upped it to injections of Haldol while there. Jimi was my celly, a good guy who shared his commissary with me. The cells were small, so doing pushups or sit-ups wasn’t advised. Tension runs high in jail and it’s wise to be careful who you upset. The food they served was just enough to satisfy, but I was always hungry here. I had usurped to 187 lbs. More trips to Danbury courthouse would end my time in jail and lead me to the hospital in Middletown, CT. It was Cinco de Mayo, or May 5 2011 and ever so a nightmare.

Four long months in the hospital of pacing the floors, watching TV, and meditating passed by in 2011. Hurricane Sandy made a visit while here, whose name parallels what I believe a Connecticut marriage is like. There were some nice people here, and they would let us out on the roof twice a day and sometimes to the courtyard to play bocce and basketball. It wasn’t horrible and better than Osborne, but boredom without any real psychoactives or psychedelics will downfall. They gave me Haldol pills to start, and then switched to Risperdal. The one nurse, who gets off on needling the patients, insisted I get injections of Risperdal and continues to date, although it’s now Invega sustenna. I played guitar sometimes here, but really it was all so boring. I initially tried to cheek my meds, but they caught on, and started doing mouth checks at the medicine counter. I was charged with misdemeanor offense for interfering with a police officer in Connecticut for my run.
At death, my heart,
An orgasm of gratitude
So deep as to touch sorrow
And sorrow,
so bright as to invoke ecstasy —

A most luminous darkness
where I have tended
the garden of innumerable dreams.
เՇ'ร ฬคг๓ ๒єђเภ๔ Շђє ฬเภ๔๏ฬ ๔คภςเภﻮ ɭเﻮђՇร เภ ค ﻮɭครร ฬє ςคภ Ŧєєɭ Շђє ς๏ɭ๔ ๏ยՇรเ๔є ๒ยՇ เՇ ๓คкєร ยร Ŧєєɭ คɭเשє ץ๏ย Շєɭɭ ๓є ՇђคՇ เՇ'ร Ŧคг ค๒๏שє Ŧคг ๒єץ๏ภ๔ ๏ยг гєคςђ คภ๔ เՇ ๓คкєร ๓є ฬ๏ภ๔єг ๔๏ ץ๏ย รєє ฬђคՇ'ร ςɭ๏รє ฬเՇђเภ?

๔๏ ץ๏ย ๔гєค๓ ɭเкє เ ๔๏?
๔๏ ץ๏ย Ŧєєɭ ɭเкє เ ๔๏?
ฬђєภ ץ๏ย รՇคгє เภՇ๏ Շђє ๒ɭคչє คгє ץ๏ย รђ๏ฬเภﻮ ๓є ץ๏ยг ђย๓คภ Ŧคςє?

๔๏ ץ๏ย ๔гєค๓ ɭเкє เ ๔๏?
๔๏ ץ๏ย Ŧєєɭ ɭเкє เ ๔๏?
ฬђєภ ץ๏ย รՇคгє เภՇ๏ Շђє ๒ɭคչє คгє ץ๏ย รђ๏ฬเภﻮ ๓є ץ๏ยг ђย๓คภ Ŧคςє?
๔๏ ץ๏ย ๔гєค๓ ɭเкє เ ๔๏?

๔๏ ץ๏ย Ŧєєɭ ɭเкє เ ๔๏? ฬђєภ ץ๏ย รՇคгє เภՇ๏ Շђє ๒ɭคչє คгє ץ๏ย รђ๏ฬเภﻮ ๓є ץ๏ยг ђย๓คภ Ŧคςє? ๔๏ ץ๏ย Ŧєєɭ ɭเкє เ ๔๏?
Then I Would Buy A Kilo Of Cocaine And Save It For Myself.
Legalize All Drugs, And Make Them Free.
Make a 20 hour workweek full time.
Medicare for all, no exceptions.
Reopen Backstreet ATL.

More will be revealed...
6 years past in the blink of my eye. Nothing you can say that wont be trite and shallow because the feeling is too deep for words. Writing words is like graffiti scribbled over a headstone, scratched into the granite, covering the real meaning. Chopped at the root, deep, where it means something, not at the surface where rings continue to grow, to ripple out as the years go on.stunted , a stopped clock, frozen moment in time. I want to stop the last scene in my mind liike a movie camera, let flower petals or snow flakes flutter down , want to know that this was it,last chance. make it beautiful. you never realize til its too late. zoom out and frame the last shot but the picture is already gone, how things can change in a minute.

the key to the puzzle is broken, you un learned the code, it dont make sense now. The scab already starting to form but there will always be a soft place underneath. days will go by and simplify everything. flatten it into a 2D photo still.

But nothing coulda been changed. some how time pushed you forward and you fell thru the little cracks that appeared as the days went on. you will never look back and smile. This is the pain that will keep somewhere, untouched, like the dead kitten you buried in your backyard in a tupperware dish when it didnt survive, cried and tried to forget where you placed it in the ground. Youll push it back and avoid it all you can praying that youll never be alone long enough to let it catch up to you. sometimes in your mind you will travel back to the private sorrow and sink into it for a while.....

your mind plays tricks,the past and reality overlap too much. you want it to be behind you, something solid and definite like a black and white picture in a photo album, how the kitchen at your grandmothers house is different now, and theres a fridge there and the table is on the other side of the room, and now that one wall is the back door and theres a new oven. Changed. you wouldnt have to get that quick sad feeling if everything was to go back to 1970s color schemes and all the old appliances were still there and you could almost go back in time if you imagined just right. Its different enough that theres no risk of involuntary mental time travel.

but when it stays the same, when the same bench is there, the same bar you went to and the same chair outside on the porch its too close. you cant move on because how can the two lives exist on top of each other? you dont want to forget about the old, go over it like your old cassette tapes from childhood that ended up with songs from the radio recorded over. still there, but the original content is gone.

you wrestle with this shit for a while and finally say fuck it. you stop the sentimental bullshit and the thoughts about anything,really. You harden up, go thru life half assed just like the rest of everybody else does, god only knows the things that made them exist in shades of gray but everybody got em, crushed dream, unrequited love, dead child, father,mother, wife....lost the job, house foreclosed, sexually abused, suicidal. they all got somethin, everybody does. A lifetime of that and you kind of happily give in to the monotony and its almost a relieif that you know this is all there is. The melodramatic pictures you painted in your mind are like cheap landscapes from sears hanging in a double wide or a rent by the hour motel room with burn holes all over the bedspreads. You let them drift away from you and a dull discomfort is the worst emotion you allow yourself to indulge in.

You find yourself alone on a saturday night with a bottle of 151 and a couple bundles of heroin, cigarette burning out in the ashtray, just you and the things you can count on, and do the thing you know how to do best. and every night, right when that shot hits home and you see the stars, in the long second before it goes dark you can almost see the image of love on the back of your eyelids, the only place it still lives.





Why did you go?
Why did you turn
away from me?

When all the world
seemed to sing
Why, why did you go?

Was it me?
Was it you?
Questions in a world of blue

How can a heart
that's filled with love
Start to cry?

When all the world
seemed so right
How, how can love die?

Was it me?
Was it you?
Questions in a world of blue

When did the day
with all it's light
turn into night?

When all the world
seemed to sing
Why, why did you go?

Was it me?
Was it you?
Questions in a world of blue
Questions in a world of blue
Then wait till we see how expensive it becomes once it's ILLEGAL!
My parents have taken away all my money and tobacco. Vengeance will be mine. Oh Yes, Vengeance will be mine.
My mother stole 35 grams of phenylpiracetam from me. I HATE being robbed.
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