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The Hallways Appeared
Inexplicably intricate hallways appeared overlaying my immediate surroundings I was still vividly aware of as well as humanoids from what felt like another dimension or universe. An African male with short purple hair wearing a sleeveless studded jean vest or I am pushing the memory now with my imagination.

The hallways looked regal and foreign strangely so ultra modern and sophisticated beyond my extremely limited perception and understanding or alien perhaps not even hallways Idk nor am I trying to repeat the experience they manifested in.

Or perhaps just a product of my hallucinating subconcious mind.
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They Still Make Kikwears!
Let's Party Like It's 1997!

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You Can Do It!
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Kill Jesus, BAD!
L.O.V.E. Jesus, GOOD!
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I Got My Flu Shot Yesterday!
FEELING: Satisfecho Conmigo.
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Phenigan's Wake
Hohohohoho, Mister Phen Will Be Phen Again! James Joyce.

Huckel Berry Finn's Rule Of Aromaticity: H(n) = 4n + 2. This Equation Also Applies To The Aufbau Principle (Orbital Theory) And To Intratomical Bond Formation. (Valency.)

A Born Again Finn Again Only To Be Finn Again!!!
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Why I Am Going To Outer Space.
Because I Get Along With Robots, Who Often Use Addictive Drugs And Have The Ability To Appreciate Great Music, Better Than I Get Along With Half-baked, Nuked, Meatpuppet Zombies.
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DJ_SUNLIGHT.
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Your Options
You Can Be, At Any Given Time T, Either:
1. Awake (alive) or
2. Asleep (dead).
The Trick Is To Be Happy About It Either Way.
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I don't always drink, but...
Yesterday, when I was coming down, I drank Red Bull mixed with Andre Spumanti Sparkling Wine. THE_BEST
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Sending Out A Son Of SAMCID.
Iran So Far Away!
Flock Of Seagulls.
Fog Machines.
LASER Rays.
Wish I Had A Job Today.

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Want To Trick An Alcoholic?
Give S/HEM CH3CH3CH2OH!
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I'm Rolling HARD
On A Mystery Street Pill.
The Chemical Vendors Wouldn't Send Me The 1-(diphenylmethyl)-piperazine RILEY Or 1-benzoyl-piperazine. Plus, I'm Stoned, Capone. Zed's Dead. :(
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All These Meatpuppet
Resurrected Dead Zombies Are Spreading Contagion Here On Old Earth Like You Wouldn't Believe!
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They Nuked Houston.
Now We Have Tropical Weather Here In Georgia.
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Grateful for the lightning storm outside here now tonight
Takes me out of myself and my self created confusion beautiful.

I briefly shared a legal San Pedro types of cacti (among Peruvian & Bolivian Dungeon Lanterns I always seem to ingest wrong should stop lol unless with a shaman maybe never) source on my Facebook earlier in a frenzy like anyone asked or saw HAH this morning I think lightning is meaningful in relation to that.

nature helped soothe my midlife crisis tonight at least.

Oh hell a psy gem I take back what was said in prior posts.

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fuxking Hell
Hate reading relapse stories like "i relapsed after 18 months clean" i understood that cravings should be gone after a few months, so that means i will have them forever? that is so discouraging... the fuck did i get like this? my life was great, i could do anything,
fuck me i dont even like drugs and i cant stop slamming this shit, who did this to me? i see absolutely no way out, everytime i try i fail
everyday i think lower of myself, i was about to go pro on my sport, the thing i loved the most, and now i cant even climb the stairs to my apartment without sweating like a pig
i have no words to describe this feeling, i can only feel shame and more shame because i cry
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Dragonix's Quest to the Inner Sanctuary
I focus too much on the world and not enough on my own habits.

My journey now leads me to the gates of the inner sanctum. What perilous dungeons of the consciousness may lay ahead R not enough to stop this quest to kingdom fuggin come baby.

I can start by giving up my insatiable appetite for what is basically chemsex.

I will now blog about this quest solely.

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MEGAN (2-MeS-3,4-dichloroamp) & 1 Adderall.
This Combo Was Gr8!
How Do I Know I Got The Real Thing?
I Could Smell The Methyl-S-Areneal Moiety The Next Time I Took A Dump.
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Feeling Lost
Who can guide me? The 12 Steps and the Fellowship are the only answer for chemical compulsion problems? Who decides that bro?

Dude I am getting a therapist over these last three days of meetings with my new sponsor I am soon to be long gone from any 12 Step program forever wanna say I won't ever get clean the right way because of dat homeboy?

I be done bloggin until my brain recalibrates more I hope is my plan


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Cold heart
Where do I start. Love is a funny thing. At first its exciting and all happiness and potential. Then it slowly turns to familiarity. Then contempt slowly seeps in. Before you know it your girl is asleep next to the bed every night and you fight more often then you have sex.

How do I fix us? We have been through so much could life just give us a fucking break. I still love you. I'm not giving up. But worry you are unhappy. I am confused and scared. Goose if your reading this please know my love is unconditional and I will fight for this to some bitter end.
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My Fractured Psyche, Brain, & Body
I need to become more organized very fast for the life of me and the sake of those who care. I flushed the remainder of the drug that is only dilating one pupil which I take it after all these years of experimenting with such compounds and other ones rest not assured is a bad omen that I must cease all drugs and find a spiritual path to make it out of this life or death maze I seem to be getting more lost in the by the day but I think I made the right choice here if for nothing other than the sake of my damaged brain but I believe in neurogenesis and change is possible not guaranteed unfortunately but fortunately you are thinking how to get better before you cannot.

Aside from that I suck at blogs dont have one anywhere else will take a step back and leave you with this for hopefully some months of solid recovery meeting attendance and personal habit development.

Now unlike me this gentleman said he never took drugs do I sure somehow wish at this point in time:

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On The Tao Of Heaven
HOTTO_OTTOH

And, Although The Tao Of Heaven Is Pointed, It Harms No One.
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Deep Thoughts by Jack B. Nimbling Quik
It Seems Like Most People Who Do Drugs Probably Want To. And It Also Seems Like Most People Who Don't Want To Do Them Probably Don't. MK-ULTRA
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Creative Sports Team Names:
Creative Sports Teams' Names:
1. The Sad You C's
2. The Fair Uh Seize
3. The Good O-Sama El Arringtans
4. The Cunning Linguists
5. The Mizz O'Genists
6. The Mac Polly Want A Cracker Glot Annas
7. The Benzos
8. The Tell Tale Saturn 9 Tails
9. The Warlocks
10. The Wizard's Gizzards
11. The Annihilators
12. The Phish
13. The OutKasts
14. The M Sees
15. The Magician
16. The House Of McNair
17. The Star Of Jason
18. Double Bubba Bubble Boy Toy Trouble
19. The Russell Stover Stewie Stevie Stevia Wanders Round & Roundup Glyphosate Big Boi Satisfaction Survey Center
20. The Blind Zombies
21. The Tara Terra Dawg Man Star Mucho Muncho Incognito Cogitator Tater Agitator Playa H8er Da 8er Maker
22. Catch-22 by Joseph Heller
23. The Royal Star Of The Lion
24. 420 Ish
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