My Fractured Psyche, Brain, & Body

[dragonix]

I need to become more organized very fast for the life of me and the sake of those who care. I flushed the remainder of the drug that is only dilating one pupil which I take it after all these years of experimenting with such compounds and other ones rest not assured is a bad omen that I must cease all drugs and find a spiritual path to make it out of this life or death maze I seem to be getting more lost in the by the day but I think I made the right choice here if for nothing other than the sake of my damaged brain but I believe in neurogenesis and change is possible not guaranteed unfortunately but fortunately you are thinking how to get better before you cannot.

Aside from that I suck at blogs dont have one anywhere else will take a step back and leave you with this for hopefully some months of solid recovery meeting attendance and personal habit development.

Now unlike me this gentleman said he never took drugs do I sure somehow wish at this point in time:

 

[woyzeck]

Good on your chief; hope u go well too.
I suspect most of us get on the gear to be cool, life of the party, expand our minds - but addiction eventually fucks that up and often ends us going the wrong way. Exercise, challenging yourself by taking up a hobby, sport, a new job. This will give you the buzz you really need. A sense of accomplishment and a new perspective. Trying something new, and overcoming adversity to create new and better neuron pathways will expand your mind and make you really, really cool.