Day 19
I can't stop thinking and dreaming of MDPV. Oh how that little devil tries to trick me too:
"just order some more but this time stick to oral or nasal dosages and you'll have no problems keeping things under control"
"or just order some apvp or apbp instead. It's not MDPV right?"
I wish that demon inside of me was right but I know he is just trying to trick me!
Seriously, its a massive achievment not to have fallen for the tricks your own mind can play on you in an attempt to justify re-ordering. You have done very well, i hope to be emulating your example, bupe is my current demon, not mdpv, but in a way its all the same thing.
Thanks. Your guys' support helps.
Do you guys actually end up like this?
Pre ban meph used to get me wired but thats on a different level
Deimantas Matukas3 months ago
Bluelight member ofcourse
I have half a gram of MDPV arriving for reading week next week. I'll probably disappear off the face of the Earth as per usual. I can't cope with the pace of bluelight when it takes me 30+ minutes to write a post with 10 thesaurus.com tabs open.
so how about real sex on mdpv rather than porn?
how does that go/work?