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MDPV Megathread 10: Stuffandnonsensemonger

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Nicklazz said:
Ok fuck doing 1g of MDMA over a night again, and I knew that but when it suddenly stops working, and u feel like shite. It aint fun.
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In the past I used a lot of MDMA and for a fairly long time, 8-9 years averaging twice a month. Dosing did escalate over time and I guess a gram would not have been unknown, certainly 4-5 good pills was fairly normal.

It's not s drug I would recommend using like that on a regular basis, it can be underestimated in its ability to mess up your head and chasing that rush can be a fruitless experience, in the end it started making me puke for days after and I slowed then stopped.

A straight stim is going to be easier to deal with IMO, better still a good break but that may not be an option on the table. I've know a number of friends get into serious trouble abusing MDMA and it never turned out well.

I tried allsorts for the comedown, only good food and rest really helped, that and copious amounts of THC, I'd really consider leaving it alone, like me you seem unable to take drugs without systematically abusing them and MDMA isn't a good choice for that kind of use.
 
Dr Mamba said:
Nicklazz, I'd better take anything but M1 to fill drug craving if I were you.
M1 is very short life, and it lead very fast to depression, and depression lead to MDPV/whatever more craving.
If you want empathogene to numb your MDPV craving, I'd advise to long acting one, like 6-APB or AMT.
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I think the GMC - General Medical Council would have your badge Doctor for advice like that !
 
he was right about the M1 leading to depression when it wears off atleast.

Like you, im not too sure about the alternatives he mentioned. Its a difficult one, ideally Niclazz shouldnt take anything except what his Dr has prescribed. If he finds that too hard to stick to maybe modafinil wouldnt be a bad bet, its a relatively benign and functional non abusable stimulant, (re-dosing and taking higher doses doesnt work) doesnt directly affect serotonin, but given enough time you can become dependant on that too. Ive managed to halve my dose of modafinil, ideally i want to stop it completely for a while, but I dont feel ready for that yet.
 
Yea he sure was right, I think I have hitted a depression with all em serotonin stims I have used since the 9th, man think 25g of mixed drugs.

I have stopped from yesterday on, and not buyin no more, thats for sure. Will try my best from now on, like REALLY try, stop with stims, I can't control em or me when I am on them.

Gettin sum mxe tomorrow, will do on new years eve, small doses and a little drinkin, my mind craving for a BIG MDMA dose there, but hell no I don't want to ruin that night for me. :)

No alternatives for me guys, it is breaking me down, getting quicker and quicker stim psychosis, and my voices and paranoia is hell even without em stims.

Thanks for all ya help mayn, I am so happy u guys always here, can't thank enough <3
 
Nicklazz said:
Yea he sure was right, I think I have hitted a depression with all em serotonin stims I have used since the 9th, man think 25g of mixed drugs.

I have stopped from yesterday on, and not buyin no more, thats for sure. Will try my best from now on, like REALLY try, stop with stims, I can't control em or me when I am on them.

Gettin sum mxe tomorrow, will do on new years eve, small doses and a little drinkin, my mind craving for a BIG MDMA dose there, but hell no I don't want to ruin that night for me. :)

No alternatives for me guys, it is breaking me down, getting quicker and quicker stim psychosis, and my voices and paranoia is hell even without em stims.

Thanks for all ya help mayn, I am so happy u guys always here, can't thank enough <3
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You cant take drugs when your dead mate.

The only person who can help you is you......most folk say you need to hit rock bottom before beating an addiction. Surely you ve been lurking about in some extremely low places for long enough?

Take care Nick and dont become the next EADD'er in the shrine.
 
You are 100% right. Only me can do it and win this game against my addiction.

Oh boy do I have hit rock bottom many times the couple last years, been and seen places and things that mothafuckin scary. Hell I wanna out from this hell, and now I feel is my last chance, really last. Ells I have to go fight all alone, and fuck no I don't wanna loose em all.

I will take care <3
 
Wish a very good christmas to all my lovely fiends, and lets hope it aint gonna snow, at all! ;)
 
Many people dream of a white christmas. Its all well and good if you dont have to go anywhere, it does make everything look beatifull, but if you have to travel or anything its the last thing you need. No doubt any type of snow would be "the wrong type of snow" as our railway companies famously and lamely excused their inabilty to cope with it. WTF, so if it had been a different type of snow they would have coped, yeah right. Why dont they just cut out the bullshit. 8(
 
hey man i love snow in reasonable amounts.
its the ice that gets me. the ice and the cold freezing arctic winds
 
I miss the crazy world full of wonders and weirdness. I miss the mania. 11 days no PV but...

I miss you so much MDPV!
 
Keep on going without my man, it will get better^ Miss it too I do oh yea.. But in the long run (and for me allso the short run) we are better without pv, and u know it :)
 
Happy new year to all my fiends let us go into a year of success and for them who fights to get out from this MDPV nightmare let it be year 2014 it will happen!

And for them who stills love the madness of PV, be safe. Love to ya all <3
 
quick question. how long does the hornyness of pv last (oral dose)? is it for the full duration? does it get weaker or stronger as the effects wear off?
 
lol are you having trouble with never ending arousal ? Way to bring in 2014. It kind of has 'peaks and troughs' IME, the peaks being immediately after a dose and then a slight decline until your next dose IIRC.
 
All I can say is God was looking out for me when I somehow turned away from a bunch of MDPV a couple of months before I went sober. This, at such a cost, would become my DOC.
 
Day 19

I can't stop thinking and dreaming of MDPV. Oh how that little devil tries to trick me too:

"just order some more but this time stick to oral or nasal dosages and you'll have no problems keeping things under control"
"or just order some apvp or apbp instead. It's not MDPV right?"

I wish that demon inside of me was right but I know he is just trying to trick me!
 
U remember to give ya self credit for going so long without any pv, right? ^
 
Nicklazz said:
U remember to give ya self credit for going so long without any pv, right? ^
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A little PV to celebrate not using any PV for this long? Oh wait...

Seriously though, I plan to make it a full month before I allow myself to feel any sort of accomplishment. Then 3 months, 6 months, 1 year etc etc. I'm still taking things one day at a time (more like a hour at a time).
 
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