Life is pretty turmoil at the moment actually. But got lots to be thankful for too. It is what it is.
I'm actually fairly indifferent to everything around me lately. I think I could have either the most awesome life or the worst life and still feel the same overall right now. I'm just broken inside somehow to the point where i cant focus on much beyond myself. Hard to explain but I'm sure most here can relate.
The worst of all this though is the complete lack of motivation, the fatigue and the depression. What a deadly combo. I can easily understand now how somebody could be so depressed they don't get out of bed for weeks now. I used to think that anyone who claimed to be that depressed was just a weak minded idiot. Now I understand.
I am making progress though. Things are improving. It is just hard to keep ones head up at all times.
Nick:
Been following your struggle in this thread for quite sometime. Its all too familiar. Dont know what else to say other than to say I wish you the best... And just hang in there man.