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MDPV Megathread 10: Stuffandnonsensemonger

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I'm sure Nick does know but it would be awful if he was sitting there dialling 911 and getting the "Number not recognised" tone between episodes of syncope ;)
 
Its 112 yes hehe :D

I have called and talked to doc, he say I can stay home so I do that, but fuckin can't sleep and can't stand up other than few seconds before im getting near blackouts.
 
^ Then don't stand up dude, seriously, I kept persevering and that ended with a broken nose and a concussion :|
Just lie down and don't take any more drugs (including benzos!), going to be ridiculously frustrating for a while but it's really the only safe option here.

(and huh, well, I guess France is the only country with a different number haha)
 
was at big meeting today, talking about me etc etc, told about my voices im hearing etc /how I am etc etc, ofc it was no diagnosis but my psychiatrist and a
psychologist talked with each other that maybe I could be schizophrenic.

cRAP

heavy pv consumption is known to cause psychosis. I think the psychologist should consider that before labelling you as a schizophrenic. In fact hes completely incompetent if he isnt taking that into account. Get a new psychologist.
 
I agree with you, MDB, Nicklazz you've said the odd bit of weird shit in your posts here :D but generally you come across as quite lucid, just hammering the drugs far too much and not having a great time as regards life circumstances. Do you tell your psych doctors exactly what drugs you're taking, how much and what the known effects are?
 
Yeah this is important Nicklazz. I havent touched pv for ages. Im gradually trying to transition from dependency use back to recreational use.

A small PV order might be placed in the coming months. Kennys points about the smoothness of the vape have got me intrigued again. I think i was almost getting the hang of it, but i had trouble stopping when the liquid turned to that lovely liquid rich golden colour. That was the best bit and i would keep on heating it foir too long 8( i know thats bad technique.

Ive also learnt that heart palpitations arent necessarily a sign of a pending heart attack so an occassional pv binge might still come back to haunt me in the future.
 
^ Then don't stand up dude, seriously, I kept persevering and that ended with a broken nose and a concussion :|
Just lie down and don't take any more drugs (including benzos!), going to be ridiculously frustrating for a while but it's really the only safe option here.

(and huh, well, I guess France is the only country with a different number haha)

I did not, that much, because everytime I was standing up I got tunnel vision and had to go on my knees ells I blackout.. Was fuckin scary yesterday. But Can walk etc now normal so thats lovely.

But im done with 4-fa, for ever that's for sure ;)

got a bottle with 50 etizolam 1mg pellets coming my way, looking forward too.



heavy pv consumption is known to cause psychosis. I think the psychologist should consider that before labelling you as a schizophrenic. In fact hes completely incompetent if he isnt taking that into account. Get a new psychologist.

I know and he knows too, I have said to him I in general hear voices/having debates in my head all day etc etc. And have not touch mdpv for a while.


I agree with you, MDB, Nicklazz you've said the odd bit of weird shit in your posts here :D but generally you come across as quite lucid, just hammering the drugs far too much and not having a great time as regards life circumstances. Do you tell your psych doctors exactly what drugs you're taking, how much and what the known effects are?

Thanks for kind word mate <3

Yea im telling what it is, what it does etc. Telling all things, with my 100% honesty.



Yeah this is important Nicklazz. I havent touched pv for ages. Im gradually trying to transition from dependency use back to recreational use.

A small PV order might be placed in the coming months. Kennys points about the smoothness of the vape have got me intrigued again. I think i was almost getting the hang of it, but i had trouble stopping when the liquid turned to that lovely liquid rich golden colour. That was the best bit and i would keep on heating it foir too long 8( i know thats bad technique.

Ive also learnt that heart palpitations arent necessarily a sign of a pending heart attack so an occassional pv binge might still come back to haunt me in the future.

Hope you not fall back to the PV, even if only sum times and you could control it. It just aint worth it friend :) But yea I crave this shit everyday myself. But have fucked so much up for me, have to take a stand point, and im doing now. Im 100% done.
 
I might do one binge just before next summer, like how to loose all your fat in 3 days, im not fat at all really, i just have a litlle around the belly which annoys the fuck out of me. PV allways gets rid of that within days seeing as its impossible to eat more than tiny morsels. So then the body starts to eat itself, im not sure if its eats its own muscle or fat tbh, havent got much muscle atm anyway.

The only problem with this technique is that when the binge ends and your appetitie returns it does so with a vengeance, and i crave all the worst type of foods, sweet deserts, and biscuits and chocolate bars, so just put all the fat straight back on again. :sus:
 
I have half a gram of MDPV arriving for reading week next week. I'll probably disappear off the face of the Earth as per usual. I can't cope with the pace of bluelight when it takes me 30+ minutes to write a post with 10 thesaurus.com tabs open.
 
IIRC you were using it as seldom as me over the last 18 months ago, funny that we both hear the sirens call again at almost exactly the same time. :D I blame Kennys post about the smooth vape. Im only gonna make the smallest possible order and wont be getting back into it regularly. I dont think you'll be getting much reading done somehow, unless you have learnt how to use it 'properly' as a functional stim ?
 
I have half a gram of MDPV arriving for reading week next week. I'll probably disappear off the face of the Earth as per usual. I can't cope with the pace of bluelight when it takes me 30+ minutes to write a post with 10 thesaurus.com tabs open.

That made me chuckle. Have a nice time on it :)
 
IIRC you were using it as seldom as me over the last 18 months ago, funny that we both hear the sirens call again at almost exactly the same time. :D I blame Kennys post about the smooth vape. Im only gonna make the smallest possible order and wont be getting back into it regularly. I dont think you'll be getting much reading done somehow, unless you have learnt how to use it 'properly' as a functional stim ?

So do I.

Seriously.

I've tried using MDPV as a functional stim. It's good for the first few hours, but once you put down the book/pen/pencil and turn on the internet, there's no going back. Also drawing on MDPV leads to a lot of eroded paper and broken pencils.

This is the only successful piece of art I've done on MDPV. Took about half a day, due to never wanting to finish it, and the tension in my wrist kept causing me to fuck up:
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I would never normally work on something to such a painstaking degree as that.

I am rather looking forward to this order arriving! My flatmates will be going home on friday. I'll have the place to myself :sus: Should be through the lot of it after 3 days. Should have most of my sanity and energy levels intact. It'll be a ninja sesh.
 
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Amazing artwork Albion, for me pv is as Nicklazz just posted, porn, porn and more porn. The most unproductive stimulant for me
 
It is for me too.

I've had about 10 productive hours on MDPV in my life to 1000+ hours of unproductive porn consumption 8(.

But that's why we love it ;)
 
its pornotastic. Aint other than that, porn for me all the time too till run out. Can't think of other things to do, and damn I made sum sexual stupid things because of mdpv :|
 
Agreed completely, I still remember the first time I tried it, I had the longest porn session in my life, that's the thing though, up until then I had never enjoyed watching porn so much, not even on speed, it's crazy really. I just couldn't stop.

There has been some pv binges where I had two computers with porn on at the same time and I would put videos on the my phone to go to the loo as I couldn't stop watching even for the two minutes I needed to go to the toilet.

That's why we love it spot on.

Anyway I'm leaving this thread, can't afford a relapse right now, you guys enjoy yourselves
 
There has been some pv binges where I had two computers with porn on at the same time and I would put videos on the my phone to go to the loo as I couldn't stop watching even for the two minutes I needed to go to the toilet.

I've water-damaged several iTouches by taking them into the shower while on peevee! 8(
 
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