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Bluelighter
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Though my mdma is not lab tested, Ive been wise enough to be using reagents for over a decade now (and thank f I have... the stuff some ppl eat smdh, anyways). The stuff in question showed positive on all 4 marquis, mecke, mandelin and folin. I feel that my batch, which I have now had for a number of years, likely greater than 5 because I just didnt enjoy it, is middle of the road meh.
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I didnt have fresh reagents when I first came across it but it was on good word. And my old reagents results were promising so...
Now this stuff isnt bad, better than some others that have shown positive reagent results. (Though I honestly couldnt recall any differences in colourmetric testing over the years but I could test this again if itd be helpful).
Anyways, I didnt have a means to differentiate between primary and secondary aimines via a simons /robadope.
But given the other results I ate a stupid amount with a modest amount of acid. It was a decent time lol.. best roll in ages, in fact, likely due to my long tolerance break. And the hike in the woods was real intense. Deep breathing, all bug eyed, lots of nystagmus lol
But when I tried it on its own, some months later, I was kinda taken aback, something just wasnt right.
I honestly thought buddy had mixed the mda with the mdma. I was lethargic - to a degree, there was little empathy, some love - but it was mostly at how good Im feeling, but not too good like I wanna touch everything good, my pupils dilate but they arent flying saucers
And I just dont wanna open up, Id much rather just sit and listen. Which isnt a bad thing but its not what Id come to love about M. Honestly when I found M in high school it really broke me out of my shell. I had a lot of social anxiety and my Mom was sick and it honestly really helped me.....then a few years later I abused it, not as bad as some but fml if theres ever something I regret its taking that much M lol (not funny... though. I also regret alocohl addiction... but thats another story and now Im rambling ..)
Anyways, tt took me 4 years before getting fresh reagents... (What can I say, I dont party much anymore lol) ...
But it turns out, as far as i can tell, this is just middle grade mehdma.
Of note my other "softer" m is most likely mde. Which I might say, given both my meh and mde are short and dont produce much of a comedown, nor midweek blues, they combine nicely... I like about 2:1 meh:mde at about 80:40 with a 60 mg 2:1 boost at ~ 45 min - 1h. The early, slightly beefer (half vs my typical third) boost makes up for the weaker effects from both the meh and the mde and extends the shorter duration.
Though this isnt ideal it tends to suffice, while I look for the elusive quality M. I just dont long for it the way I used to proper M
Again none of it has ever been lab tested so maybe its just nostalgia
But Ive definitely had consistent crystals test positive and suck even more ( lol... sad) so who knows..
Just my 15 ¢
...
I didnt have fresh reagents when I first came across it but it was on good word. And my old reagents results were promising so...
Now this stuff isnt bad, better than some others that have shown positive reagent results. (Though I honestly couldnt recall any differences in colourmetric testing over the years but I could test this again if itd be helpful).
Anyways, I didnt have a means to differentiate between primary and secondary aimines via a simons /robadope.
But given the other results I ate a stupid amount with a modest amount of acid. It was a decent time lol.. best roll in ages, in fact, likely due to my long tolerance break. And the hike in the woods was real intense. Deep breathing, all bug eyed, lots of nystagmus lol
But when I tried it on its own, some months later, I was kinda taken aback, something just wasnt right.
I honestly thought buddy had mixed the mda with the mdma. I was lethargic - to a degree, there was little empathy, some love - but it was mostly at how good Im feeling, but not too good like I wanna touch everything good, my pupils dilate but they arent flying saucers
And I just dont wanna open up, Id much rather just sit and listen. Which isnt a bad thing but its not what Id come to love about M. Honestly when I found M in high school it really broke me out of my shell. I had a lot of social anxiety and my Mom was sick and it honestly really helped me.....then a few years later I abused it, not as bad as some but fml if theres ever something I regret its taking that much M lol (not funny... though. I also regret alocohl addiction... but thats another story and now Im rambling ..)
Anyways, tt took me 4 years before getting fresh reagents... (What can I say, I dont party much anymore lol) ...
But it turns out, as far as i can tell, this is just middle grade mehdma.
Of note my other "softer" m is most likely mde. Which I might say, given both my meh and mde are short and dont produce much of a comedown, nor midweek blues, they combine nicely... I like about 2:1 meh:mde at about 80:40 with a 60 mg 2:1 boost at ~ 45 min - 1h. The early, slightly beefer (half vs my typical third) boost makes up for the weaker effects from both the meh and the mde and extends the shorter duration.
Though this isnt ideal it tends to suffice, while I look for the elusive quality M. I just dont long for it the way I used to proper M
Again none of it has ever been lab tested so maybe its just nostalgia
But Ive definitely had consistent crystals test positive and suck even more ( lol... sad) so who knows..
Just my 15 ¢
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