Hello
@indigoaura hope you have begun a lovely fresh new day.
One brief comment. 4 pills should not have you feeling even slightly down that soon.
4 real deals would keep my sky high for up to 24 hours with the very best. But more than 5 hours. Imagine all the times I went to work, many times at Tesco, tripping out of my face on really good pills.
Like 3.5 Snowballs, or 5 Hexagons/Ladybirds. On that occasion, 5 pills were taken overnight. By 7.30 am work time, I wasn't the least bit down. Really crisp, full on hallucinogenic state and I strongly suspected some of those pills to contain MDA specifically the hexagons.
I was so wired, high, loved up, rushing supreme. Everything sparkling and looking amazing on top of the world but not very happy about having to work at a superstore on a traffic jam Saturday.
The first pills were taken at about 6 pm that Friday- 2 Ladybirds each me and a friend. Wow they were exceptionally good. Hit as hard as any double drop and before you even knew it as well.
No 45 minutes 1st alert business I tell you. Those Ladybirds were definitely over 100mg, gauged confidently by me now in comparison to other very specific memories I have stored of pills I saw trusted analysis and milligram content of over time.
Like for example, in 2003- White Bacardi Bats. Very clean, tiny little pills. As hard and neat and tidy a press as you would see one for the mantelpiece they were beautiful little tablets.
I saw what I considered to be a very trustworthy analysis at the time of 93 mg of MDMA per pill which matched perfectly with what I was experiencing.
One pill was not too strong but was very effective you noticed it and I was taking three at a time quite a few times and getting extremely strong effects which would have me feeling hammered and high the whole of the next day.
But these Ladybirds in 2004, were unquestionably considerably stronger than those Bacardi bats. 2 Ladybirds was basically not far off 3 Bacardis.
130 mg easily I reckon. Just an example, but I stored up loads of experience details like that over time. I have always been an insanely curious cat and have had a strong interest in how dosages correlate to effects between different pills.
So that Friday night and following Saturday at work- we came up fast on the 6pm double drop. Like 10 minutes and feeling floored, and this was always pretty normal for me from double dropping 2 very strong e's.
Then a short while later much to my dismay I discovered that my friend had sold our ladybirds and replaced them with these little speckly beige Hexagons.
I was a bit annoyed at him for letting those amazing pills go but he seemed confident that these were even better and he was actually right but they were incredibly trippy I'm sure they were MDA exceptionally good pills again and no way inferior to the ladybirds.
By 5 am (I think) I had only taken another 3 Hexagons. 5 total in 11 hours. By 7.30 am, I had not come down, levelled out or straightened up the least bit and I was 100% totally out of my face rushing in ecstasy utopia.
It was an incredibly hard day at work the superstore was so overrun that there was not a single trolley or basket going spare like the busiest day of the year which always happened to me on these Saturday's when I was out of my head.
Which kind of helps in a way I suppose because everybody was in such chaos in their own positions nobody had time to clock how wasted I was but they never did anyway in any of my jobs somehow. It was a long and testing day.
By 4.30 pm I still had not exactly come down I was still off my face and wasted and rushing maybe the hallucinogenic aspect had eased off to an extent but my high was pretty solid as far as longevity and qualitative experience goes.
I never had a bad come down from these experiences if anything I felt remarkably good as I came back to baseline. Emotions and motivation obviously could be affected tumultuously over coming days but this has always just been the price to pay for heavy MDMA consumption.
So my point I guess is about the stability and specifically longevity of the high and experience from this exceptionally good quality MDMA. 5 pills giving a 24 hour experience. The following evenings I would often feel like I have come back up again when pot sessioning with friends after work and I would be as high as a kite for the rest of the night into the early hours of Monday.
Okay I got distracted again, but I wanted to share that anyhow wishing you all an excellent start to the weekend.