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I learned on facebook that a friend of mine killed himself 2 days ago. I don't know if he was on BL or not. Dan was 27 and had been suicidal for as long as I'd known him (maybe 6-7 years) but things were looking up for him. He was in school and had a job. He had quit most drugs. He used to be hooked on PST but had stopped it. Guess something happened and he just couldn't take it anymore. The last time we talked was a year ago and I was glad to see that the last words we both said were "I love you." I hope you are at peace now, my friend.
 
abracadabra girl said:
I learned on facebook that a friend of mine killed himself 2 days ago. I don't know if he was on BL or not. Dan was 27 and had been suicidal for as long as I'd known him (maybe 6-7 years) but things were looking up for him. He was in school and had a job. He had quit most drugs. He used to be hooked on PST but had stopped it. Guess something happened and he just couldn't take it anymore. The last time we talked was a year ago and I was glad to see that the last words we both said were "I love you." I hope you are at peace now, my friend.
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That's crazy when you hear of things like that happening. The same sort of thing happened to my friend with his friend awhile back too. I'm sure he is at peace. We all will be one day.
 
What do you do when you can't live with the person you love because they're too mentally ill, and you can't live without them either because you love them too much?
 
herbavore said:
(((Doomed2Pain)))
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<3 herby <3

Our thoughts are with you D2P. I am tearing up thinking about you at the moment.

sinclair1984 said:
What do you do when you can't live with the person you love because they're too mentally ill, and you can't live without them either because you love them too much?
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I was in a similar situation. You have to learn to live for yourself. It was hard for me but we are able to. <3
 
^ yup.@Sinclair, Unfortunately, it's hard as fuck to walk away- but you need to help yourself. And he/she needs to work on themselves. With mental illness, YOU can't fix them, you can't make everything better...only co-dependency and imbalance will rear up it's head. Love is to also let go..you will find many thing smooth out, if yon walk away&work on yourself. So cliche but also so true.
 
ughh one of those days, fuck my life it's spiraling out of control. Guess I need to put on my happy face and face the world? Or I can get loaded off some drugs and say fuck off to everyone.
 
sadkid said:
Wouldn't it be funny if the whole world just fucking died. Every shity thing would be gone. No more suffering. Done.
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Just like suicide itself it wouldn't be anything as there would be no one around to observe it.

Suffering and pain are part of life, it's just a fact we have to accept.

But at the same time the world / the universe / everything is so full of incomprehensible beauty, as humans we seem to be rare, possibly unique in our ability to be able to objectively observe this beauty.

You may feel it's not worth sticking around to see more of it's wonder but those feelings are temporary whereas the universe would seem to be infinite
 
Thinking about the universe is a big source of happiness for me, honestly. It's just so fucking CRAZY! That's reality though, what we're experiencing is just the briefest flash of time, all of human history is just the tiniest blip. That thought brings me peace and perspective.
 
hangyourhead said:
I'm thinking about purchasing a firearm and blowing my brains out. I can kick this 70mg of methadone and benzo's (usually 1mg of clonazepam/alprazolam or a lot more). I'm so lonely, lost, and an underachiever. My sister is moving on to college. My parents always working. My friends are fake.

I'm close to the edge and growing closer with each step. I want to be free of this wretched world. Help me please somebody, I need support and a caring soul. Goddamnit, I care about people so much and this is what I get in return, even though I don't want any payment. Just happiness. I will be dead soon if this doesnt end.

And I'm becoming an alcoholic with dormant Hep C.
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By dormant Hep C you mean you haven´t taken the drugs to get this cured. I´ve been though this shit and in 52 weeks became as clean as anyone else. Assuming anyone else has a healthy liver. Unfortunately, with all the shit i m taking now, my liver must be in crisis by now.
 
You never know what happens after you die. It may get worse, who the hell knows?! Don´t do it. Simple and basic.
Things to be lived and overcome are still on their way.
Do live the immediate moment.
I believed that this could silence my pain, then I had an amazing overcome in my life. And I seriously doubted that would happen. But sometimes in most cases it does.
 
How can you be dormant Hep c. I can help. I´ve been through the treatment and it´s not that bad. And it clears all virus. I´m sure as I had the worst one.
 
Not all hep c can be cleared, I was under the impression that for most people it couldn't be?

On that subject....really must get myself tested.:|
 
Every sub-typo of hep c is treatable. Interferon and some other pills for 52 weeks. The person will still carry the virus but it won´t do any harm to the body. Treatment is available but it´s also something you´ve wanted to do with a clean liver, by that I mean, off drugs, as much as you can.
Definitely treatable, indeed. Since early 2000´s.
If not, the liver will develop cirrosis more rapidly than those who don´t treat.
 
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