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severely etarded said:
I am growing exhausted from living. I am morbidly depressed and I want nothing more than to sleep for eternity.
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I've suffered relentless fatigue from depression in the past, and the less physical activity I did the worse it got.

At the time I was have a course of CBT and the counsellor suggested I make a simple weekly chart of small and achievable commitments, one of those was to walk my dog around the block every morning. It sounds insignificant but the fresh air the exercise, the fact I'd done at least one ting that I'd committed to doing made a greater impact than I would have thought possible.

If you don't have a dog, just plan a route, I listened to music or audio books, largely to avoid having to deal with any one else. This specific thign may not be of help to you but the weekly plan of small commitments is worth thinking about, some of what was making me feel so down and depressed was how empty and useless my life had become.

All the best

Sir Tard<3
 
I really hope they are okay. X

I'm sorry I'm sat in hospital for my chest infection and it's triggering the shit out of me, reminding me of all the overdoses I took last year. I fucking hate this so much, I need to get out of this waiting room. Horrible memories.
 
severely etarded said:
I am growing exhausted from living. I am morbidly depressed and I want nothing more than to sleep for eternity.
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Just try to think that this feeling of empty or tiredness will pass. I´ve been in situations like this before and it seems like an eternity, but you´ll see, that´s a phase many of us pass through life. Patience and think positive.
 
Five months ago I was having to stop myself from stepping out in to every busy road I came to.

Today I am living in the present and doing everything I can to move towards a better and happy place. I want to be alive and I want to eat up whatever life throws at me.

Just thought I should register the fact that things can change for everyone out there that's suffering. I've just done the best I can to fight one day at a time, make the next right move every time a chance comes my way. I've not always done the right thing because I'm human and i'm fallible same as the next person, but I'm trying to learn from my mistakes.

One love people.
 
It can and does happen.

No guaruntees I'll be so stable at any point in the future so I'll enjoy it for now.
 
i've given up on life my life is a cycle of getting high and going through withdrawal it's sickening
 
i think i'm gonna kill myself so i might check myself into a psych ward on like a 5150 or if i feel the need a 5250
 
Nah dont do it dontfollow. Sure life is a benal clusterfuck. But enjoy it. Im assuming you have two hands a head and both eyes functioning. a brain capable of logging into and posting on BL.

Thats more privelidge ;] than many millions of people on earth.

In the words of Katt Williams "Enjoy your life"

as for me, currently Im on the nondepressed side of polar. switch can get thrown though. add massive amounts of a-PVP and bam you got a nutcase just begging for it.

"Bobby hit the chunks" - Hank
"Dayud Im usin the foil" - Bobby
"Bobby Nooooo the hits, theyll be too big" - Hank
"Shut your fuckin mouth Dad" - Bobby as he proceeds to hit 200mg a-PVP foil style
"Bobby Noooooo" - Hank muffled voice not facing Bobby sweating twitching in his wall facing chair throne hitting the bulb

But I live for the music, science, my catpigs, Madi, my family and the bulb. Not so much the foil.

Stay Strong Chug Along
~ <3
 
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that converstaion i'm assuming you had with your dad sounds like some shit me and my dad would talk about and i hate that me and my dad do drugs together so you may have tried to cheer me up but it just enforced how shitty things really are
 
I'm so suicidal, I've got shit coming at me in all directions and I just don't know how long I'm going to be able to keep myself safe. Everything in my life is going wrong and has been doing for a long time, I just want a break from all of the hassle, physical and mental pain, I just want to go to sleep and never wake up I'm sick of this existence it's not a life, they would put me down if I was an animal, there's no way they would let an animal suffer if it had all of my health problems.
 
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