what was this thread about again? lol. must be the drugs because my brain is fried but I remember weed/suboxone.
well, ill chime in again since its been sometime but anytime I smoke I always feel too fucked up. makes me not want to do a thing, scared of driving on the road, scared of speaking to others, etc. I just feel a bit too out of place. ill never get behind the wheel because its just too concerning consider my situation and the life of myself and others. weed is just NOT FOR ME and I feel its because I also take a low dosage of Suboxone and not the best mix although my Suboxone Dr. lets me get by with any failures as long as its weed and ONLY WEED, which sometimes it is because ill smoke at night just to get some hunger because ill go through most of the day w/o eating much since I am currently going through medical treatment.
so yea, weed, no good for me. people tell me I need to keep smoking and eventually I'll love it but why must I continue? plus, I feel I have continued for so long, many months/years, etc, and it just never came to me, so I somewhat gave up smoking on my own unless a bowl or so is given to me at night. I hardly/rarely go out and spend my own cash on something not wanted. but it sure does help me sleep and build an appetite, which helps me in many ways, which is the ONLY REASON ill smoke solo at night, but its a mere bowl, nothing to write home to mama about. lol.