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The EADD a trifle annoyed thread v. I bet that smarts a bit

Annoyed i touched methamph forgot how horrendous it is. Feel 50% better (ish)
the deep slow breathing+mantra helping
 
foolsgold said:
no just the built in one for now :(

charlie is fine no new pictures could do with a camera for christmas then i can take some new ones of him
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I hope you get that camera, I'd love to see more pics and it sounds like you would do some cool photography :)

Here's hoping the screen holds up, or you can get it repaired. Let it be a goal to get a new one - work towards that.

acieed_ed said:
Annoyed i touched methamph forgot how horrendous it is. Feel 50% better (ish)
the deep slow breathing+mantra helping
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You shouldn't be so much be trifled annoyed by that Ed, you should look at it as a valuable lesson learnt! Nice one flower, I take it you won't be doing that again in a hurry. Sounds absolutely horrible. xxx

Now chill you 2 an prioritise getting well <3
 
kate said:
Sometimes they think you'll not stick it out if something better comes along or you'll be a nightmare to manage if you have more qualifications / experience that the boss. It's shitty. I think I'm going to come across the same soon - even though money doesn't motivate me, at a certain level they expect you to be like that.
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Yeah, I think that's the case.. tis just frustrating that they can't be more honest. Well I have an interview with Ann Summers as a Christmas job if all else fails.. "Dildo Purveyor" sounds like a fun job.

kate said:
Many thanks for your kind pm btw, I really appreciated your advice and comments <3
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You're welcome and sorry I couldn't be much more use.. am sure you'll be fine but was sorry to hear about the stress of it all though. :( x
 
True story - I used to hang out / occasionally sleep with 75% of the weekend staff from the first Ann Summers shop in Manchester. It was the feminist job to have back then.

And 'dildo purveyor'? :D
 
kate said:
I hope you get that camera, I'd love to see more pics and it sounds like you would do some cool photography :)

Here's hoping the screen holds up, or you can get it repaired. Let it be a goal to get a new one - work towards that.



You shouldn't be so much be trifled annoyed by that Ed, you should look at it as a valuable lesson learnt! Nice one flower, I take it you won't be doing that again in a hurry. Sounds absolutely horrible. xxx

Now chill you 2 an prioritise getting well <3
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cheers :) will do that <3
 
foolsgold said:
cheers :) will do that <3
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It's good to have goals, even if it is making sure you have a computer screen so you can communicate online with others . Something to focus on and keep in mind when things get mentally tough. It would be great to see you with a digital camera, I get the impression you have creative talent looking for an out. Maybe that camera is it? It would be lovely to see you try that.

Of course Charlie is amazing and I'd love to see loads more pics of him in the wild which alas means you getting outside to track him ;)
 
Much appreciated Kate am NEVER EVER taking crystal meth again, sheer torture. Still jumpy but am staying grounded. Councillor went good he is a scot too. Thanks 4 ur concern i feel reassured. Ps. Ur eadd's ever mod my regards to felix
 
acieed_ed said:
Much appreciated Kate am NEVER EVER taking crystal meth again, sheer torture. Still jumpy but am staying grounded. Councillor went good he is a scot too. Thanks 4 ur concern i feel reassured. Ps. Ur eadd's ever mod my regards to felix
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Totally appreciate how self destructive things can get, its shit place to be. You're doing well keeping on in these - hold on tight. There is a worthwhile existence beyond it honey, you just need to keep working at it. Baby steps eh <3

Has the councillor given you practical advice on how to deal with the impulses / cravings? CBT is a godsend for some, but not all - has that what they have offered? Sounds like you could do with some actual practicalities - like real actionable techniques, when that urge comes over you.

Apart from drugs, what else makes you tick Ed?
 
No offence dan but i smoke crack regular u ever tried it? Its v potent but ur meth was SR right guarentee its cut/low grade meth cos real strong meth aint smooth its way beyound potent just a matchstick head or more. Its paro jittery trembling hands tachardia for 3/4 hours
 
I know for a fact the meth dan had was pure as ive had some from the same guy, dunno what you're on about tbh.. always a competition tho innit
 
Hmm.. when I chatted with the other partaker of that meth, he said it wasn't great.. certainly not pure.
 
swampdragon said:
Hmm.. when I chatted with the other partaker of that meth, he said it wasn't great.. certainly not pure.
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hmm i may owe ya an apology in that case Ed!

I may be getting confused.. in fact i am .. lol.. too many spliffs here±!

Wasn't dan i was thinking of at all!
 
You dont owe me any apologie bcf lol i was dicksizing with dan but not bs'ing.
Ur a fellow heavy acid eater im glad ur around. Now anyone have ptch on fb? Evey is banned till march.
 
lol i actually do have him on fb, ill send him a message although i got a feeling he is prob past this place, cant hurt to send a message tho
 
Dont want to hassle him or anything but evey drove him away imho but mb he is over it. Worth a try thanks he was a funny intelligent poster
 
I bought a rear tire for one of my bikes two weeks ago. From a friends bike shop. Expensive tire, a Dunlop, $125.

Looked a little old when I took delivery, but he told me it was just over a year on the shelf.

Blew out on a busy road yesterday, could have killed me. Sidewalls failed. Dry rot. Checked the date code and its seven fucking years old. Said "friend" has not even offered an apology and is doing his utmost to avoid refunding me or providing a decent replacement.

Feel like burning his fucking shop down.
 
acieed_ed said:
Cos real strong meth aint smooth its way beyound potent just a matchstick head or more. Its paro jittery trembling hands tachardia for 3/4 hours
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You're talking bollocks. Don't project your experience onto the truth when your experience is bollocks.
 
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