Round 3 - 120mg NENK sublingual.
The taste is bad but also the numbing is strong, so that helped.
As I was ascending, it was as if the whole world held its breath. I came into a cocoon of quiet and peace. Noises from the outside world were dampened and made more quiet, noises I made within my cocoon, shifting in my chair, smoking a cig, were loud by contrast. Depth, shape and color of the visual field were enhanced. Everything looked soft, comfortable. I became ever more peaceful, breath slowing and shallowing, my thoughts mildening and slowing, letting the peace take me.
With closed eyes only very faint visuals in a green mist that had form.
There was some belching as I relaxed more and more. Around 45min into it I began to get mild bowel cramps, the point where my stomach empties into my intestine. This was an annoying disturbance of the peace.
It was almost as if I had taken a sedative, there was no bang, no wow, no inspiration and bending of thought like I'm used to and much enjoy in Methoxetamine, all there was was this beautiful quiet peace.
I can no longer make a gram potency estimate compared to MXE, the drugs are too dissimilar. The effects are very mild but the dose was relatively strong. It was massively uneventful, if that makes sense. I have no doubt that now, 1:30 later if I were to take just 30mg MXE I'd be devoured by a Hole. It was strong in its mildness.
Is it worth it? I have to conclude, no. Not worth paying the money for, not worth eating so many milligrams of a substance which probably shares a problematic metabolite with ketamine.
Sublingually, by itself, the drug is a disappointment, it needs other ROA and combinations to shine, if shine it will. I see no point in taking the dose higher.