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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 5th Dose (you took too much, seriously)

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There is definately a balance that needs to be found and adhered to with any drug... taking breakes works for me to make sure I'm not using for the wrong reasons...

The place I'm at now is doing k/mxe pretty much everyday but I never have cravings... its kinda odd... very different from other classes of drugs when used on a regular basis... I wake up some days and just don't feel like taking any and I don't... but a lot of the time I do feel like taking it and do...
 
^have you taken an intentional break rather than just the break between batches? Something a little longer than a few days.
Because with it in your possession i bet most days you do decide to take some (as do i).

I havent had any for a little over a week and im planning to go at least another week before ordering more.
I feel its a needed break, i was using 2-5 times a week for the last couple months (probably closer to 5 most weeks).

Im also going to do with this what i do with K which is give it to my gf to hold on for me because im starting to not have a very good grasp on my usage, and She'll have no problem giving it to me when i ask for it especially if my usage sticks to a few times a month.

I do it alot Mainly because i have it laying around, its a light experience and tons of fun, no hangover etc... But that makes me use it often when what id really like to do is keep my usage much lower. 1 or 2 high dose experiences a month, and a couple low dose experiences for going out to the bar, or concerts or other things of the social nature.

I said it before and ill say it again, MXE is the best drug for socializing i have ever done. And no one ever knows im on it. Its a just a friendlier, happier, more social version of me. And i only need a fraction of the alcohol i would normally drink with out MXE in me.

I love this drug, the feeling is really special, and im not just spewing manic dissociative blabber. The light psychedelic effects, the euphoria, the motivation. Its just makes it a great one to have in my arsenal.
There are better dissociatives and psychedelics, better euphoriants and empathogens, and better stimulants. But to have all these properties rolled into one drug is what makes this one special.
 
Cface said:
Sorta off topic:
whilst on mxe i've come to conclusion, dissociatives are not the so-called "death" when contrasting against psychedelics ideology of "birth". Dissociatives are Pre-Birth.... you are in the womb. Man am i whacked out on mxe
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This is very much in line with the impression I get from it sometimes. In fact, here's what I posted earlier in post #224
After the second dose I started to experience some signs of the unique mind state MXE had occasionally brought me to in the past, and which I thought I may have lost access to. It feels like a virtual world for infants prior to birth, full of a bright innocence and wonderment, with all its realms permeated by a static field of soft textures, and replete with comfort and joy.
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A short search reveals others using similar language to describe it. See this one from Taoluo on 30-5-2011:
Right now I'm putting all of my focus into my body, imagining myself as a newborn child born into this huge playground we call the world experiencing everything for the first time, feeling each sensation like it was the first time I've ever felt anything.
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It definitely has a "cocooning" aspect about it, like opiates but on a more psychospiritual level.
 
Yea for a while if I had it on me id most likely take it... but lately I can have it around and ignore it for a week or so... I usually don't take it on weekdays anymore... sometimes I do but just small amounts... but mostly just when I'm partying...
 
I want to try this stuff so badly lol.
ive kicked the K habit (well it was barely a habit i wouldnt exceed 200mg daily, more like 100mg one day, 150mg 2 days later, 100mg , 100mg and so on )
 
does anyone have info on IV mxe? i'ved UTSF and got a mix of stuff.. but nothing saying that it was bad to do.. I might IM it first? and if things go alright..
 
some people said that the off-white not so fluffy batch is very potent but different..lack of euphoria and warm blanket type feeling.
i only had this off-white batch. from one of the official vendors.
i really enjoyed it but yes...it´s a little cold.
that´s about 2 months ago.

is there a new batch around? if so does it feel more like the earlier batches.
 
I ordered a small amount of mxe and it should be here later in the week:); I never had it before and am really excited for my first trip with it.

I am interested in seeing how mxe helps with pain. I found ketamine helped really well with my chronic pain.
 
holy fuck balls im shit up lol im'd the mxe, workd great. lovin it. i feel like a drunkard from an early 1800's novel/film or somethng lol, likke fucked up minus the booze.
dosed about 25mg so in spoon,add'd like 75 units of water 1/2cc. mixd it up, cotton, pull ass cheek 5mins later fuckd up cant move, pull ur self together man back on bed, in this time put the cotton ball under ur tounge and suck spoon lol. rinse n repeat
 
miracle brain reset!!!!!

I have experienced the weirdest thing.

I have been in a depressive fug for a few months or so, and list night I did a big dose 120mg weighed under-tongue along with 2mg Xanax to knock me out.

This morning I awoke reset. my depressive state has gone I feel anew,well almost ecstatic. things seem brighter and fresh.

It really is a wonderful thing.

I hope this lasts, if it doesn't I plan on doing this experiment again.
 
deko said:
I have experienced the weirdest thing.

I have been in a depressive fug for a few months or so, and list night I did a big dose 120mg weighed under-tongue along with 2mg Xanax to knock me out.

This morning I awoke reset. my depressive state has gone I feel anew,well almost ecstatic. things seem brighter and fresh.

It really is a wonderful thing.

I hope this lasts, if it doesn't I plan on doing this experiment again.
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Do you remember much of the experience or did you pass out shortly after taking everything??
 
Last night

@firenx

I recall coming up then got a bit sleepy due to the Xanax and slept until the morning, recalling nothing.

It's literately like a switch was flipped.
 
deko said:
I have experienced the weirdest thing.

I have been in a depressive fug for a few months or so, and list night I did a big dose 120mg weighed under-tongue along with 2mg Xanax to knock me out.

This morning I awoke reset. my depressive state has gone I feel anew,well almost ecstatic. things seem brighter and fresh.

It really is a wonderful thing.

I hope this lasts, if it doesn't I plan on doing this experiment again.
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Completely crazy, isn't it?
 
Spent the night in hospital because of it. Went fucking mental, and suffered a mild heart attack. My mum said four security guards had to restrain me because I was so out of control. I was screaming like a mental patient. I don't remember any of the night, except being in the ambulance and not knowing who my parents were.
 
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GodSpeedK said:
this shit should DEFINITELY be banned. Spent the night in hospital because of it. Went fucking mental, and suffered a mild heart attack. My mum said four security guards had to restrain me because I was so out of control. I was screaming like a mental patient. I don't remember any of the night, except being in the ambulance and not knowing who my parents were.
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Sounds like you was On PCP

The high strength.. The Mania...

This was you - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ULP7DBH9UDY
 
I think mxe is great for relaxing.. It's not ment to take and drive around or be in a high social place imo.. it's sorta like ether to me, so when i do some i cant go around and try to do social normal things,.
godspeek, did you mix mxe with anything else?
 
I took 1g l-Arginine and then proceeded to dose 60mg of MXE rectally.

The effects came on slow. The physical effects were not there, but the mental effects were prevalent.

Later on I snorted some to boost the effects and I began to slur.

I strongly feel that l-Arginine attenuates some of the more unpleasant and long lasting side effects of MXE. In fact, I would go out on a stretch to say that piracetam (1-2g) and l-arginine (1-2g) could be utilized to sober oneself up decently after a bout of MXE induced entertainment.
 
GodSpeedK said:
this shit should DEFINITELY be banned. Spent the night in hospital because of it. Went fucking mental, and suffered a mild heart attack. My mum said four security guards had to restrain me because I was so out of control. I was screaming like a mental patient. I don't remember any of the night, except being in the ambulance and not knowing who my parents were.
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This sounds like total lack of responsibility.... just like a drunk who gets hauled off to jail... I've been there before and I follow a different path now....
 
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