1hr Pre-Game:
500mg phenibut
2 beers
Okay, I finally tried this vaped. First time vaping any substance so there were some lessons regarding vaping itself, I got my measly 17-18mg vaped after 4-5 hits.... lol there's a residue that only alcohol and time will touch lol. I'm glad I'm figuring this out before I try to vape NEP to figure out what a 'bellringer' is.
I had a 'sensual' asmr stream already going w/ my headset on while I went vaping away under the candle and then it just suddenly hit me.... I just found the whispers, the hyper colors, the tracers of movement and EVERYTHING just all of sudden coalesce into need, want, desire, urgency, and utter joy so alike... yet also so different... from any other entactogenic or psychedelic experience. All aspect of psychedelia centered into erotic energy and euphoria! Incredible......



This would be incredible with a partner....
This went on for about 20 minutes... or so the clock says... I hardly believe the clock, seemed like eternity.
After that, it was like a moderate tailing into a mild hippie-flip is the best way to explain it, still unique in it's own regard but after the initial rush and euphoria is hardly the most mentionable or memorable. I actually find the euphoria and stimulation after the rush to be more predominant than psychedelia compared to oral. Pleasant stimulation and mild entactogenesis after the rush. With a very light shroom headspace, lighter than the leftover empathogen feelz. Not at all any phases or anything unless RUSH followed by pleasant trail are phases.
The euphoria and stimulation was so much more intense than oral. In fact, as far as just pure rush goes only the pyros hold a candle. I was hyperventilating, stimulated, and had cognitive and tactile euphoria with crazy tracers and colors hyper hd and melting into each other that just hit me POWWW!!!!! Once I experienced release of the energy gathered into my sacral chakra and came to, I did have a slight compulsion to redose for that... but was afraid it would become just psychedelic weirdness instead of more of what I was actually looking for.
I'm scared of what psychedelic vaped doses could do.... haha.... ha. ha. ha.
After 1.5hr, I just felt pleasantly stimmy and stoned.
P.S.
I redosed 8mg vaped 2.5-3hr after initial dose. Brought back ~1/3 of the initial rush euphoria. After the rush, things started to take on a much more visual and introspective characteristic. Became very stimmy shrooms, entactogenesis still there just not first and foremost. Visuals very tied to energy levels and stimulation. They are mild-moderate classic shroom visuals, just waving and warping, color saturation, tons of visual static. As I thought, redosing leads to more trip and less of the rush and euphoria.
Also want to add that it wouldn't at all be hard to pass for sober after the rush. My pupils weren't dilated and if I focused and concentrated hard enough I could think more or less normal and certainly behave so. I still sure as hell wouldn't want to drive or walk around an unfamiliar place! Stim walls of text are hard to resist.....
P.S.S.
I found this fascinating... I did this over time with 'light' psychedelics like 4-ho-mipt, 5-meo-mipt, and 4-ho-met frequently over the past spring and kind of woke to this realization that everything I hold to near and dear is nothing and all of sudden I have to rebuild and restructure who I am and what I stand for.... I don't think I'm ready for the "God Molecule". I'll see if I can get up to 50mg properly vaped of this one no tolerance before I try that.