So Friday night, 6~ days after my 400ug dose I decided to up the ante and I went with an 800ug dose. I won't get into extreme details here, I'm probably going to write a trip report but I wanted to post some of my findings in this thread.
This was the most visually and physically intense psychedelic experience of my life. It was truly amazing. My only gripe was the body load for the first hour, it was really, really intense. 400ug was like MDMA to me but with 800ug I couldnt sit still, I went through waves each lasting maybe a minute or two each of nausea (didnt puke) or severe muscle tension. With 400ug I remarked at one point I felt like I could feel each individual muscle fibre tensing at once - the same thing happened on 800ug, but x10 - I can see why people may have seizures on this stuff. It was like every muscle in my body was firing as I lay on my bed. I could calm myself but the stimulation had me tensing up again.
Anyway I dosed 400ug and then 400ug another 10 mins later, and went to play the guitar, by 20-30 mins in things were starting to move, lots of morphing. I kept going back and forth between my guitar, my computer and my bedroom, I truly couldnt sit still and focus, I tried to with music but what felt like 30 mins was only more like 5.. every time I went into my computer room the effects seemed to intensify, my monitor moved off my desk at one point, the walls around me were shimmering and greens and blues overtaking the natural colours of mostly everything. I saw my first real tracers ever, I was on my bed watching the ceiling swirl around and the walls shimmer in my peripheral when i moved my hand over my face and this big long trail was left.. it was so awesome. Playing guitar was amazing, with the first hour since every muscle inm y body was twitching guitar became hard to play, but after it settled down my focus was there, tehre was no loss of rhythm, I felt and could see the music with my eyes closed, I had a very enjoyable time, not to mention how cool it was watching my hand trail along the frets as I played. At this point I went for a long walk.. my god it was the most beautiful thing ever, the night was cast in brilliant blues and pinks and greens, the tree tops looked illuminated by a deep purplely blue starry sky, it was truely magical. I was smiling and laughing, I felt like I knew something that most people didn't. I encountered several groups of people and wasnt paranoid in the slightest unlike I would be on mushrooms..
Towards the comedown the CEVS got more intense and I saw colours I never knew existed.. some people have called these "digital" but I don't think that does them justice and I feel like that has a negative conotation to it.. no my cevs were highly vivid and organic flowing tendrils of colour, I can't put what I saw into words, but it was absolutely nothing like mushrooms at all, there was no patterning.
A bad neck/throat tension set in near the end, which I think is because I have been getting a bit of a sore throat, but it persisted until I managed to fall asleep some 7 hours later and lasted into half of the next day. it was rather annoying. I was way, way too stimulated, I felt restless and couldnt get comfortable in bed.
So overall this is absolutely my new favourite psychedelic and I don't think I will ever use mushrooms again. However, the come up by insufflating really is a rocket ship ride into outer space at the speed of light, it was intense as fuck.. nothing compared to 400ug. It wasn't anything I couldn't handle, but I couldn't imagine someone new to drugs being able to handle this with the same level of calm.. It also seems that as fast as the intensity of the trip sets in, it also goes away.. I could handle how mangled my world was for that first hour no problem, but after the 2 hour point thigns settled dramatically, by the time I was outside I didnt really notice the same morphing of patterns and drawings and what not, but the colour enhancement itself was stunning.. I may try to lay a paper towel 'blotter' for the next time. I'd like to increase the dose, but damn the come up is truly intense.. I'd also like to extend the peak if I can because like I said it seems to go as quickly as it comes
