@Caseface99: You prefer H withdrawals?! Gotta stop you here and ask...you serious? Wd's after doing H for how long? and at what doses? I think a lot will disagree with you. The whole point of the Bupes is to make Opiates Wd's much lighter, until you taper your doses down and give the goodbye kiss. Also, even if the Bupes are used over some time, tapering should be done properly and with no rush. After all, it is a very potent, miracle drug and should be handled with care.
Im absolutely serious. I was using 11-16 bags of dope a day for about 8 months, took me a few months to get to a dose that high, and the majority of the time on that dose was to not feel sick. Getting high wasn't even an option anymore with my money situation. I was on 12mgs daily of suboxone for a year, and have been taper for the last 7 months so thats 19 months total so far. So i know i've been on suboxone for a good while longer than i used heroin, but in my experience heroin never gave me the same "feeling" that suboxone gives me. Its hard to explain, but im not talking about the sweats, or muscle/bone aches, or nausea or diarrhea, RLS, etc. Not those symptoms, take away all that, and im talking about the general feeling you have in you skin sortof, all over. I can't take it. I got something similar from heroin, but nothing as horrible feeling as what suboxone gives me. Even now at .5mgs of sub. I could honestly deal with all the other symptoms except maybe RLS if i had to, its just this feeling that makes me want to rip my skin off. Perhaps i wasn't on heroin long enough, i don't know. But i kicked pretty bad from it before i got my sub scrip.
Besides, don't synthetic opioids have notoriously worse withdrawal symptoms than heroin? Or just oxy?
I encourage you wholeheartedly. I think that dosing 2x daily will yield a more consistent blood level of the drug over a given 24hours. Then, just continue to divide your doses into halves, quarters, until you get small enough pieces to see the taper through to the end. With a purpose, but not rushed...
Are you using the Subxone strips (easiest to divide accurately)? Of course, you could always make a larger solution of 'Suboxone water' like 1mg / 4mL -- really dilute in order to dose with consistency in the lower range ~0.125mg, etc. Not for IV, just for sublingual, but premade and likely even better for dosing.
Thanks for the advice. I did in fact get the strips prescribed last time i went to the doc since im at such a low dose now the pills were inconsistent to say the least. The strips are awesome, i love them. When i wake up tomorrow ill take .25, and then again when i go to bed and do that for a couple days and see how it works out. I suppose ill want to start dosing at the same time everyday more consistently, which i should be doing anyway. That in itself might be a contributor to my lack of stabilizing after a month at a dose. Ill report back how i feel tomorrow night.
^ you actually inspired me to get one.....u had posted pictures......does yours have ridges inside? like a bunch of very small pyramids (not flat), and i find that the two sides dont quite touch.......does the job properly tho......
update....for those of you who knew i was very sick.....im feeling much better, and doing well....not 100 percent, but close......my left basilic still has a bump tho, and it swells when i poke at it.....but thats better to
edit.....i ended up in the ER the night before last.....
I Love my pill crusher. I have no use for it anymore since im on the strips and 78 days sober, but it served me well over the years. Also very glad to hear you are doing well!
its bacteriostatic water....... it has like 0.9 percent benzyl alcohol in it....to preserve solutions.........
so you can grab some bupe, and filter it in.....and figure out how many UT's to mg's there is.....
You are not necessarily incorrect, it may very well also preserve the solution. But to my knowledge the main reason for using water with .9% benzyl alcohol (bacteriostatic water) is to stop bacteria from growing in it. If one were to inject a solution kept for any number of days in just water they could get a very serious infection, possibly even a fatal infection if it had been long enough.
^What's UT stand for? I'm pretty certain I know what they are but not what that abbreviation means.
@Been - It's confidential in the sense that at least you might believe no one else knows you're an addict
Im pretty certain what he meant was figuring out the ratio of mgs to units on a syringe.
Uhg. I mentioned this before, but i HATE how its like my body doesn't absorb the suboxone until i either sleep or exercise. I forgot to take my dose before i went rock climbing today, so i took it when i got home like 5 hours ago and i feel like shit. Yesterday i took it before i went rock climbing, and when i got home until i went to bed i felt fine.
I guarantee ill wake up and feel fine, especially since i didn't take the dose until 9pm, but id like to feel fine in order to fall asleep in the first place and not have to keep relying on clonidine to sleep.

Although kratom soon, can probably afford to order it this weekend. Should only take a day or 2 to get here at most. Im excited to give it a try.