PurpleLibra
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 3, 2010
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I have been taking suboxone for a month now @ 16mgs a day(too much I know)....like an idiot I came across some IR oxy today...I took it only 12 hrs after my last sub dose, and I actually felt a decent little high...weird right? but i def felt it... I have enough oxy for 1 more use and zero chance of obtaining anymore for the forseable future........my question now is, where do I go from here....when can I resume my sub use? I hope I didnt completely fuck myself. In other words, if I used 1 or 2 times (the oxy) obviously I wouldnt be dependent on it, but I DO NOT want to go into precipitated wd's...any info you can give I would greatly appreciate....
I did something similar a couple of weeks ago. I had a bunch of oxys in the house and it seemed as if they were taunting me... driving me batshit crazy is more like it. So, I went off the subs, took the oxys for a day and a half, and the next morning, roughly eight hours after my last oxy (I took about 250 - 300 mgs oxy in total) I took a sub. I thought for sure I would get sick, but I was dragging ass at work and I would have rather been puking than having anxiety attacks... anyway, I was fine!
I was seriously glad to be rid of the oxys and back on the subs. My mom takes oxy every now and then when her arthritis flares up really bad, so she kept six pills. She was like, "should I hide them from you?" and I laughed. Six wouldn't do shit for me, lol! Besides, if I wanted those pills, I would find them. I have torn the house apart numerous times looking for a hidden stash of Roxis. I would get high as fuck (go on a Roxi and Soma binge) and hide them from myself and it was always such a joy to run across a stash I hid from myself and forgotten about. GAWD I'm glad those days are over!
I love my subs.
