jaystyle, i get the same feeling on subs last time i took one very energetic, almost too speedy felt like running through a wall (at least wd stopped), try some kava or some herbs like skullcap, hops, chamomile,valerian, instead of benzos, or at least alter days, to avoid benzo dependence. have you tried kratom?
ok, now kratom has been a blessing for me, i have actually just been taking that instead of subs for the past week on and off, i am using zen2 kratom, no sourcing allowed but google it, i tried bali and it just took too much, but this zen2, 3-4 grams keeps me good for about 5-6 hours, and actually provides some euphoria, now again, so far this is the only strain that really helped. but in all reality i kinda almost prefer it to oc in some ways.
I really dont know if it will work while on subs, i will be trying that soon, but it works great in place of it, so if you want a break from subs and a buzz give it a go.
I have also tried 5-htp, DL-phenylanine, and most recently Black seed oil
5-htp, seems to help alot with anxiety and be a little relaxing i still wake up feeling kinda sick, but not waking in a full blown panic attack on top of it.
DL-phenlyananine similar effects to 5-htp
Black Seed Oil, beats the pants off gfj, DL, or tagament for potentiation of oc, and by itself lessens wd to a noticeable degree it doesn't eliminate it, but sure helps, and seems it would be VERY helpful in tapering down on subs, or to help pwd after stopping subs. there have been several studies that seem to confirm this.
Has anyone tried salvia nemerosa i have been reading alot about it and sounds very promising and i am in the process of obtaining some. but according to some reports i have read can be very helpful.