Thank you so much missjay. It's always reassuring to know you aren't alone in your fucked up thoughts. The guilt is just so immense, it makes it all worse.
But, it gives me hope. I'm 23, I don't want to be 40+ years old and still hustling for dope every day. .
also, new to bluelight
Exactly! The sooner you decide to better your life, the better. You still have your whole life ahead of you, love.. you're doing the right thing by turning it around now.