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Hopeless Please help me get clean off heroin

In 10 minutes I enter lunch break for 1 hour. Then I have another 4 hours of work.

As of right now I have done 0 work even thou I have a fuck ton of work to do. I am so disappointed in myself. I hope after lunch to be feeling good enough and mentally clear so I can do my work. I also have a deadline today. Hopefully the speed and energy drinks will make me sharp by then and the downers will mask the withdrawals symptoms(pain, etc).


I also took vitamins, NAC, and paracetamol and ibuprofen. I ll took another 500mg paracetamol and 400mg ibuprofen which will put me to 1.5g paracetamol and 1200mg ibuprofen. Spread over 3-4 hours I think
 
Stay away from energy drinks, according to a web site that said 7 foods for detoxing because caffeine and sugary foods will make it worse. Bananas and leafy greans are good, avoid sugary foods and caffeine,

It will probably taste horrible but have you tried breaking open the lyrica capsule and putting under your tongue, so it gets into the blood stream fast.

The clonidine was number 2, on the list of good meds to take.

Sports drinks can help along with plenty of water.

I never heard that uppers can help, in fact They may make it worse. The clonidine in my experience ( I have a script and plenty of them is good) the diazepam is also good. If you try to balance it out it will make it worse, and defeat the purpose of the clonidine
 
Auch.

All I eat today were bananas, blueberries, lots of chocolate and 2 energy drinks
Jnowhere said:
Stay away from energy drinks, according to a web site that said 7 foods for detoxing because caffeine and sugary foods will make it worse. Bananas and leafy greans are good, avoid sugary foods and caffeine,

It will probably taste horrible but have you tried breaking open the lyrica capsule and putting under your tongue, so it gets into the blood stream fast.

The clonidine was number 2, on the list of good meds to take.

Sports drinks can help along with plenty of water.

I never heard that uppers can help, in fact They may make it worse. The clonidine in my experience ( I have a script and plenty of them is good) the diazepam is also good. If you try to balance it out it will make it worse, and defeat the purpose of the clonidine
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bunny22 said:
In 10 minutes I enter lunch break for 1 hour. Then I have another 4 hours of work.

As of right now I have done 0 work even thou I have a fuck ton of work to do. I am so disappointed in myself. I hope after lunch to be feeling good enough and mentally clear so I can do my work. I also have a deadline today. Hopefully the speed and energy drinks will make me sharp by then and the downers will mask the withdrawals symptoms(pain, etc).


I also took vitamins, NAC, and paracetamol and ibuprofen. I ll took another 500mg paracetamol and 400mg ibuprofen which will put me to 1.5g paracetamol and 1200mg ibuprofen. Spread over 3-4 hours I
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Yea a reddit post said Lyrica hits faster and harder if taken the powder under the tougue. But the benzos are a last resort sort of if you are not use to them.
I have a shit load of prescription pills in me because I felt awful when I woke up and taking Lyrica does take a while but the powder under the tongue may work better. It depends on what you are use too.

The cocktail of drugs in me only makes me slightly drowsy, and the clonidine and gabapentin( lyrica little brother, are used by me to potentiate( make stronger the diazepam and oxycodone, along with benadryl, motion sickness pill,) I took alot of stuff but I feel like shit. I may be dying, but I was supposed to be dead 9 years ago. Or it may pass as it has before.

Someone also posted to dissolve Lyrica in water to make it faster.
 
bunny22 said:
Auch.

All I eat today were bananas, blueberries, lots of chocolate and 2 energy drinks
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The bananas are great, sorry didn't make that clear, dark chocolate isn't bad though. But the energy drinks not so good
 
Jnowhere said:
The bananas are great, sorry didn't make that clear, dark chocolate isn't bad though. But the energy drinks not so good
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I managed to get some work done even though I am theoretically in lunch break.

I guess I ll add to the combo of drugs I am another 150mg lyrica(I have 300mg pills)

was thinking also of snorting a bit more speed. I have some side effects(double/blurred vision) bit I seem to be clearer mentally and still be sedated from the downers(feeling the withdrawal pains more dull/less intensive)
 
Yeah I checked a site called Blunt therapy:The opiod detox diet: 7 foods to ease opiod withdrawal and it tells you what is good and bad. Bananas, pasta, dark chocolate without added sugar, salmon, leafy greens, water and sports drinks ( no energy drinks) alcohol is bad also
 
Gabapentin is Lyricas little brother and it took me 21/2 hours to feel it. Swalled it un broken. I would avoid the speed unless you absolutely think you can't get work done because the lyrica and clonidine

if you are use to them a little Valium will relax muscles.
 
Gabapentin is Lyricas little brother and it took me 21/2 hours to feel it. Swalled it un broken.
 
I took half pill like 40 minutes ago with water and the rest 150mg j tkkm the. In the case right now.
 
I'm shocked that there is now a waiting list for treatment in The Netherlands.

I can remember the methadone bus in Amsterdam and it seemed to really work.

It was a long time ago but one thing I remember is that on and around de junkiebrug (Armbrug - off Oudezijds Voorburgwal), there was a brisk trade in methadone. I mean €1 per 5mg tablet. I don't know where you are but a friend told me that like Amsterdam, most cities in The Netherlands sort of allow/tolerate the sale of hard drugs inside a very small, very specific location.

In Amsterdam there were three bridges off Oudezijds Voorburgwal known locally as 'de junkiebrug', 'de cocainebrug' and 'de pillenbrug'.

But I was served in under five minutes by a guy who took about 20 strips of methadone tablets out of his pocket (rubber band holding them all together), extracting a single strip and handing it to me openly. I paid, he informed me that he was at the bridge from 1PM until 9PM every day and would I like his phone number...

He evidently felt very comfortable BUT he did insist we step onto the bridge BEFORE he would discuss anything.

That was a long time ago but anywhere with a lot of H users will likely see people selling methadone. Now I'm pretty sure I was overcharged but what he appeared to be offering was a solid, reliable source. He had worked out that some people will pay a premium just to avoid the uncertainties surrounding most street dealers.

I might add that while US manufacturers seem to go in for more and more complex pill composition to avoid the active feeding the needle, the Dutch have a MUCH simpler method. The pills were huge. I mean the size of paracetamol. I was dubious but the strip was clearly marked as being 5mg methadon hydrochlorid.
 
Jnowhere said:
How are you doing, did the clonidine work?
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I guess so, but yesterday was a hellish day.

now is 7:33am here in rotterdam but I feel okay.

I took clonazepam 2mg and diazepam 10mg along 150ug clonidine but stil I woke up like 3 times during the night.

I am optimistic and i hope to feel like this(no physical withdrawals symptoms) for the rest of today. Although I feel tired

Mentally I am pretty fuck. I also do have cravings but i fight them. I ll go to the store to buy some energy drink and snacks
 
Oh, shit it is 12 degree Celcius in my house. -6 degrees Celcius outside. I fell asleep for no reason early yesterday and woke up for no reason.
 
Jnowhere said:
Oh, shit it is 12 degree Celcius in my house. -6 degrees Celcius outside. I fell asleep for no reason early yesterday and woke up for no reason.
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-2 degrees Celsius outside. I started feeling withdrawal symptoms. Smoking a joint jn the square between my house and supermarket. In romania I would have been beaten by the police and thrown 3 years jn jail(1 year house arrest for rape
It s wild how different each European country is and not there isn't really a cohesion European spirit like there is with the American states
 
I have took 225ug clonidine while also on 2mg clonazepam(took 2-3 hours ago).

I hope it will solve the withdrawals
 
bunny22 said:
I have took 225ug clonidine while also on 2mg clonazepam(took 2-3 hours ago).

I hope it will solve the withdrawals
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I also took multivatim pill, 500mg valerian root, 400mg ibuprofen and 500mg paracetamol
 
Sorry I wrote along response and erased it because it was to personal to be put into the open. I really hope you can get through this. I don't judge you, at all. I could only quit drinking by begging ALMIGHTY GOD to help me and I became allergic and other wise would have drank myself to death and we would not be talking.
 
Addiction really fucks with your mind. Alcohol in some ways is similar to heroin. You get clean and you mind says what could getting drunk once at home do, and three days later you realize, opps I am getting sick and need more beer
 
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