chicagolove
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i wasnt aware this was the case with so many people (in addition to myself). when i first started using dope, i would usually have some beers with it and be fine. my only previous opiate experience was vicodins, and i always had that with a couple beers. but as time wore on, i became less and less tolerant to alcohol w/ my opies, to the point where a sip or two could make me feel nauseous/very uneasy.
same thing with pot. i had a daily pot habit for the past seven years. but smoking weed while doped up brings on severe panic attacks/labored breathing. i'm actually quite happy with exchanging a weed habit for a dope habit. as long as i keep the supply steady (which hasnt been a problem lately), im much happier on dope. overall less paranoid, stressed out, and way more social. i find it very strange that now i view weed in such a negative light now. i never thought it would come to this, haha. but it seems that weed fucks me up (in a negative way) much more than dope does. hmm...
same thing with pot. i had a daily pot habit for the past seven years. but smoking weed while doped up brings on severe panic attacks/labored breathing. i'm actually quite happy with exchanging a weed habit for a dope habit. as long as i keep the supply steady (which hasnt been a problem lately), im much happier on dope. overall less paranoid, stressed out, and way more social. i find it very strange that now i view weed in such a negative light now. i never thought it would come to this, haha. but it seems that weed fucks me up (in a negative way) much more than dope does. hmm...

. And then the hangover you get from drinking. I'm not sure why, but when I started using opiates for awhile, and then went out drinking one night, I got the worst fucking hangovers ever
, so I gave drinking up completely.