Tongue
Bluelighter
yo, this past weekend, i decided to give drinking a try, and after 4-5 shots of VODKA, i was HATING IT..now, i have been CLEAN from ALL drugs for the past year, EXCEPT for METHADONE..i only dose 20 mgs per day, so thats not a big thing...i grew up drinking, getting drunk(on the weekends) and LOVING IT..then i found OPIODs, and my desire for all other drugs diminished...
i dunno, i was just curious as to how some of you OPIATE freaks can sit and drink it up and get drunk AFTER being exposed to the BLISS of opiods..i just hated the process of drinking, and the "feeling" of drunkeness that was creeping up on me just didnt feel GOOD at all..like said, i USED to love drinking and gettin drunk, so MAYBE im guessing my years of opiod use/abuse has possibly DAMAGED my brain in some way so now the effects of ALCOHOL are quite unpleasant??i dunno, just curious as to why this happened..
NO, im staying off ALL other drugs, so thats not the answer here...i just wanna know if any of you that have successfully quit a hardcore opiod habit went back to actually ENJOYING the ALCOHOL experience?/
i dunno, i was just curious as to how some of you OPIATE freaks can sit and drink it up and get drunk AFTER being exposed to the BLISS of opiods..i just hated the process of drinking, and the "feeling" of drunkeness that was creeping up on me just didnt feel GOOD at all..like said, i USED to love drinking and gettin drunk, so MAYBE im guessing my years of opiod use/abuse has possibly DAMAGED my brain in some way so now the effects of ALCOHOL are quite unpleasant??i dunno, just curious as to why this happened..
NO, im staying off ALL other drugs, so thats not the answer here...i just wanna know if any of you that have successfully quit a hardcore opiod habit went back to actually ENJOYING the ALCOHOL experience?/
