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NEW/FINAL at home (attempt) detox diary, general support, and advice thread.

Also, Also - I keep trying to get into an inpatient detox but I am not having such luck.
Even if I go into one, the one here locally does not give ANY sort of comfort meds.
So I feel like I might be better off with just using what I have and attempt another at home detox.
 
Oh, sweetheart. I feel for you. I wish you could go to an inpatient detox. Keep looking, you may need help. I know you are trying so fucking hard, I know it's brutal babe.

Don't lose hope.

Someone here suggested checking into a hospital with a psych ward just to get through the detox? Is that a possibility for you? I know it's a nightmare, baby doll. But once it's over its over, the withdrawal at least.

Keep us updated. Saying prayers for you and sending you so much love. So much.

It's OK love.

Peace.
 
God, that's fucking ridiculous that they give no comfort meds. Fucking barbaric....

I'm sorry honey.
Xo
 
Smart move getting medical help. The kratom along with clonidine should make the H withdrawals bearable. Though I will say they kinda fucked you on the clonidine by only giving you10 pills. I was popping them like tic tacs during my last opiate kick. Probably not that safe but hell I was hurting
 
Yeah - I wish I had a little more clonidine because they were on the 4$ list at walmart and that was a blessing for not having insurance.
Today I do not feel too bad which is kinda strange.. I don't know if I'm having some delay effect or something? just having some stomach issues and such..
I am going to take 1 clonidine, 1 mg of xanax and 4 grams of kratom.
 
Update:
So I took what I said previously and I actually don't feel all that bad anymore.
That's SO strange... I guess the cocktail worked for me. I was expecting it to show min effects.
I actually am hungry right now and feel a little motivated. I am worried though.. it seems like this is too good to be true.
 
So I went to Bojangles (actually walked there, it's only about a 5 min walk, and bought myself a sausage bisc and a coffee. It's cold outside - but it felt nice the sun hitting my face.
My nose is running a lot and im a little groggy but that's really that only issues I am having at the moment. These combo of meds + the kratom pretty much took away 90% of my withdrawals!
Amazing!
Much love.
 
Honestly, If you have the right comfort meds, it does wonders with withdrawals. I know I'm going to have to stop taking the kratom and my last dose of xanax will be tonight so I will be switching to the weaker stuff which I'm sure will cause some discomfort but hopefully nothing too bad. I don't want to eat up all the blood pressure medicine so I am trying to use it sparingly. If anything maybe I can go back to the hospital to get more? not sure. I just want everything to be okay when I see my PO. I don't need any more trouble. I am tired of that. Hopefully, when I stop taking the Kratom I won't experience too bad of WD from it because I only plan to take it for about 3 or 4 more days.
 
You're kicking ASS and I'm SO PROUD of you man!

Keep it up.

Of to the store, be around later, wanted to pop in and send you lots of love.

So happy for you honey :)

Peace.
 
w0w: It's about time you caught a break and started to feel better... I am so happy for you... enjoy each moment.
Peace and Hugs,
P.
 
It's been nice to not feel so bad. I am a little bored but I would rather be bored than SICK!!
I will no longer have any xanax so I hope the WD won't be too bad.
I will continue using a little bit of kratom if I feel bad, and my blood pressure meds.
Much love to you all
 
Today I was not feeling too bad, I had some anxiety/stomach cramps and I'm all out of xanax..
So to suffice I did take a little bit of Kratom (3.5 grams) and a blood pressure pill.
I am not going to take the Librium until it's absolutely needed.

Much love to you all
 
Hey w0w. I just wanted to drop in and wish you some serious luck. I've read through the thread and you're doing great. I support you all the way. I've got my own little opiate battle going on, you'll be alright. I can only imagine what you're going through. Hopefully once its over you can make a better life for yourself and your girlfriend. You have my deepest wishes. I'm not a religous boy, but you have my prayers.
 
Thank you so much.
I am really trying my best!
My only worry is the benzo withdrawals now.
I also have to see my Probation Officer on the 3rd and I know I have a couple violations.
I'm hoping she does not lock me up!
Much love
 
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