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NEW/FINAL at home (attempt) detox diary, general support, and advice thread.

Went to my PO appointment - She didn't lock me up!!
She didn't even give me a drug test!

Much love - Feeling better
 
Great news Wow!

I'm a great believer in everything happening for a reason. You have managed to stay off the drugs, you have found success with your business and you have avoid jail and had a good PO visit. Things are looking good for you!

Let this be the start of your life now - don't go back. You've worked hard to get where you are now, end the torturous cycle and finally be happy.

As someone wise once said - MUCH LOVE!

:)
 
I have been doing pretty good.
I have made almost 1,500$ in less than a week from my website.
They finally put money on my food stamp card - 400$ worth!!
I haven't used any benzos nor heroin.

I have been using tianeptine which I plan on stopping here in a couple of days.
I might have a little bit of withdrawals from it, but nothing too bad.

Much love to you all.
 
I knew things would work out. I knew you deserved them to.

I'm so happy for you hon!!!

Keep going, things are already looking up. You are amazing!

Peace.
 
w0w. You don't have any idea how proud we are. I am so happy for you. I am so incredibly happy. You don't even know how proud I am. You can't know how happy I am for you. I swear to god if you do heroin again I'm gonna track you down and kick your ass. Then I'm gonna give you a hug. Here's a hug. *hug*.

I am so happy. I am so happy...
 
Hey buddy,

I wanted to stop in and also share how proud I am of you! This has been one helluva a journey. The strength you've shown by picking yourself up after each setback has been inspiring to so many people, myself included!! That's so awesome that you've managed a method of income in spite of all the adversity you've dealt with. I'm really happy your PO visit went well. That has to be a sign that your efforts are being recognized on a higher power plane. I'll continue to keep you in my thoughts for sustained strength in the coming hours/days/weeks/months/years :).

Take care good sir,

-SK
 
So, I decided to take some suboxone and it thru me into HORRIBLE PWD I was sick for
2 days straight, throwing up, drenched in sweat, it was hell.
I am feeling a little better now.
The tianeptine was the reason for the PWD, I guess it does attach to the opiate receptors after all.

I was taking 3 grams a day of Tianeptine and it became an addiction itself.

So far all I have had was 4 mg of suboxone and it has helped a little bit, I have 1 mg left for tonight and then no more suboxone.

I am having trouble with my business, I have all this money in my Square account but they wont approve my verification which means I have 1,000$ just sitting there!

Ugh I am just resting right now.

much love
 
That's really rough man, I had no idea that would happen.

Even though it's not a typical ligand structure, it must certainly bind to the mu opioid receptors.

Good luck with the business and congrats on your progress man!
 
You live, you learn, eh? I am so proud of you, man. Don't let these business frustrations propell you into doing anything you will regret. Feel free to PM me if anything is confusing you business-wise, I can be pretty good at figuring that stuff out. No guarantees lol. But I will do my best to help.

Keep on keepin on, brother :) With lots of love,

Peace.
 
Ohyeah, definitely think it attaches to the opiate receptors with 'mega-doses' I was taking.
I was IVing 500-900mg doses 4 times a day, It destroyed like all my veins.
I had to redose so many times, it got out of hand.
I refuse to order any more of tianeptine.
Today I tried taking some Kratom FST, I have about 10ml of Bali FST and i don't think it's really doing anything for me, maybe a tiny bit but I don't know.. I just keep taking more and I am not feeling the effects...
I also have an order of Diphenidine coming in the mail today.
Does anyone know if that would help with withdrawal? I know it's a dissociative chemical but I heard it does alleviate withdrawal symptoms.
I would only take tiny doses like 10 to 20mg.
I am just wanting to feel better so I can work more.
 
w0w0mg said:
Ohyeah, definitely think it attaches to the opiate receptors with 'mega-doses' I was taking.
I was IVing 500-900mg doses 4 times a day, It destroyed like all my veins.
I had to redose so many times, it got out of hand.
I refuse to order any more of tianeptine.
Today I tried taking some Kratom FST, I have about 10ml of Bali FST and i don't think it's really doing anything for me, maybe a tiny bit but I don't know.. I just keep taking more and I am not feeling the effects...
I also have an order of Diphenidine coming in the mail today.
Does anyone know if that would help with withdrawal? I know it's a dissociative chemical but I heard it does alleviate withdrawal symptoms.
I would only take tiny doses like 10 to 20mg.
I am just wanting to feel better so I can work more.
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in my experience, I hated dissociative drugs during opiate withdrawal

s-ketamine is weird enough on its own, and I can't imagine wanting to dose it during opiate withdrawal

Use small doses only to alleviate baseline withdrawal symptoms; large doses will likely make things worse, oddly enough.

It might not "act the same way", and I've never used diphenidine, just ketamine, s-ketamine and DXM
 
Yeah, I am not going to even try it.. I am scared that I am going to have a made experience.....
This Kratom FST I purchased has not done a thing, ehhhhhhhhh.
 
I am doing okay for the most part.
I started using tianeptine again, I got 10 grams shipped to me for free.
It's a struggle, and PAWS really messes with me bad..
At least I'm not doing anything else!
much love
 
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