absent minded
Bluelighter
I'm really glad to hear that that has alleviated some of your withdrawal symptoms. In regards to the imodium, it won't do either of the things that you mentioned but if it makes you feel uncomfortable thinking of taking too much then don't I suppose. This being said I still highly recommend that you would take at least three times the recommended dosage on the back of the bottle to get any sort of relief from it. Otherwise it really was kind of a waste of money. I think today and tomorrow are going to be telling days for you because that's the point where I know a lot of people lose determination and give in. I'm glad that you gave all your money to your girlfriend. I also recommend deleting dealer phone numbers from your phone which I know can be a hard thing to do. Even if you live in a city like me where you can go cop easily on the streets deleting numbers is a big step. You're strong and I know you can do it. I have school today and I'm not at work so I'll check your thread throughout the day and try to provide as much support as I can as long as you keep providing updates. If you need somebody to call I'm free to talk and I know how this s*** is. I know you have people or your girlfriend at least there with you but if you want to talk to somebody else pm me and I'll give you my phone number. Sometimes it makes a lot of difference to talk to somebody that's actually been through it and understands. Either way you doing great keep it up and do yourself a favor if you can suck it up and go for a walk or even a run any kind of exercise will really help. And after that treat yourself to a really f****** hot bath or shower. I still stand by my Epsom salt recomendation- that's my number one tool for withdrawals. I just live in the bathtub haha with a hot bath in Epsom salt in it it relieves almost every single physical symptoms from withdrawal at least for me