Hey brother, been a while. I've read, I believe, all of your posts in the last few months. My heart goes out to ya with your situations. I truly admire your continued tenacity of picking yourself back up each time and trying again. It's been a steady 2 steps forward, 1 step back for me as well since the last few months where we were posting so much.
To let ya know, I'm at 36 hours off right now myself and trying to not take that proverbial once step back this time. The last week has been a taper for the most part with two high doses only that didn't last more than 4-5 hours. So things aren't horrible now but I'm sneezing my ass off and temperature can't regulate itself. Had to take about 8 immodium throughout the day to get my stomach in working order. I'm still hanging in there though. Oh, and no Kratom for me this time. I think, although it provided some relief, has dragged things out for me each time and presented different mental issues to deal with that I don't normally have.
Anyhow, wanted to drop in and show my support for ya man! Keep going with the documenting of your process. I'll probably find my old journal and update it for the last 60 days since things are starting to look up finally.
-SK