I'm just telling a story about an experience I had a few nights ago, simply WONDERFUL. It was a wednesday night and I had just finished putting some hurt into my term paper. My girl (K) had came over and suggested that we do some MXE, to which I excitedly obliged. She dosed 15 mg, and then dosed 30 mg at +0:30 while I started with 50mg and added around 25mg at +0:30 (she has no tolerance, I have a fair bit for context). Fucking disaster unfortunately, it was her first M-hole so she had no idea what to expect. After taking a nose dive to the floor, thankfully not hurting herself, I picked her up and carried her to bed. +2:00 status report, she was coming to and was very tired, and I was getting pissed because all I was feeling was physical dissociation. I let it go and just prepared for bed, K and I split a 5 mg sublingual tablet of melatonin while I also consumed a 7.5 mg of zopiclone. She fell asleep quite quickly, but I soon started to hit a widely intense hole. I played some buckethead (this album) -----> (
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGIs3fOTc7s) from my phone and laid down to the most intense closed eye visuals I had ever witnessed. I was witnessing scenes from my memory mixed in between filler scenes such as
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qUIiRyVItyo . I contemplated my childhood, birth, life, death, my motivations, what I should be doing, what I shouldn't be doing (MXE HURR), and within that hour I was imbued with the strongest sense of peace and love.
Summary - Combination 75 mg MXE, 7.5 mg zopiclone, 2.5 mg melatonin - Positives were: Wildly vivid visuals, ego softening, serenity, among others. Just a warning though, I did feel at times like my heart rate and respiratory rate were dipping