thanks gogoroth

i know im better than the meth, heck everyone is better than the meth! a chapter in my life is coming to an end, its a scary thought but i cant do this to myself anymore, my kidneys and bladder are absolutely fucked up..
ive gotten to the point where im only doing it for the last few days before i quit..im waiting for medical advice b4 i quit 'cos I have depression & general anxiety disorder im paranoid coming off them cold turkey and freaking myself out cos i dont have any medical support and going back to it..i just think it'll ease my mind..
im thinking of starting a blog on this starting from day 1 of my detox..this will start next tues in the blog section 4 anybody who wants 2 follow my progress..if u dont i dont mind its more for me to get things out and possibly get some advice etc. i thought it might motivate me more.
but u better read it guys, hahaha only kidding

im sure theres more interestin things to read than about me on here lmao

its so inspiring to hear the stories of others who have quit on here - makes me more determind to join the "ex-meth heads" group hehe, got a little one going here hey?
i told my mum in a rare occasion of communication that im quitting..she rolled her eyes and said "how long is that gonna last". blah, i'll show her!
WOLTERP if your girlfriend is crying about it she obviously has a problem with it..if you're crying 'cos your boyfriend doesn't have meth then thats more than likely leading into an addiction..not certain but that aint a good sign..
if it continues ..just dont let her bring u down and maybe reconsider your choice in partners..just talk to her say you dont want to do it i guess, but dont let her do that that's really fucked up considering you're only doing something good for your body and soul, take it from me!
and wow congrats on flushing it..i dont think i could ever do that..that takes willpower!!!!
as that poem goes, more precious than diamonds
if anyone hasnt read that poem look up 'meth poem' it should be the only one, bloody scary shit, and very true, makes me cry when i read it. once a younger girl asked me for a puff and i read it to her, she quickly changed her mind about the puff!
that poem was actually the thing that made me realise i had a problem..my friend sent it to me and i cried for hours and i KNEW i had to do something about it or else i'd end up like that empty and alone..
anyway, have a good day everyone :D love love! you're all fantastic
