Ive been shooting up for 6 years now, daily, everyday, never missed a single day since August 2014, I slam about .2-.25 gram a shot, 7-10 times a day... Are there any others that can relate to my usage? Or am i doing it too much (I know its a lot but...)? There has to be somebody else?
Im relatively new here but Im on both the heroin and meth(I smoke meth, but IV heroin however it doesn't mean I am limited to one or the other)
Your usage is nothing too terrible... I actually came here in your situation to see if there was anyone else in my position since- as bad as all the implications are lol, Ive ironically been on the meth for more than half my adult life. (Basically at two decades, into the third)... Now I probably smoke more than you, but whenever i shoot it I find that I am a bit lazy to smoke it for quite sometime after... Doesn't really lessen my usage though as some days i typically go thru a ball, if i get lucky and am really just too busy then maybe at the very least half of that?
Now its sorta messed up for me, i know all the stigma and bad habits/mind damaging elements of the meth (so-called in my case anyway) but for instance i work Mon-Fri, i sustain a perfectly normal life style. Im at the point now where I just flat out deny meth use or any form of drug use lol even though i have two large dependencies on both opiates and meth, and tbh each time Imake the choice to get off it my life has come to a standstill. I feel deteriorated as a human lol,put it this way..If I had to see or visit family tomorrow, I would make sure that I had ample amounts of it so I can continue to pass as regular lol.
Also wanna mention that each time I've stopped, my career and just financial situation has gone to the shitter. Like seriously dont wanna work and even when technically "clean" (drug is out of your system physically) I am completely UNMOTIVATED to work or to earn a living.
So the obvious solution is to keep going right lol, I'd love to hear from those who have had experience in this actual topic with the sort of timeframes that is implied.
Is being on meth and heroin sustainable for lifetime use? Money wont be an issue so don't factor that in... But purely from a health-care point of view.
Thanks and cheers
*edit, i notice alot of posters which are doubting the actual usage of the OP.
I am not defending him, however- i would like to point out that tolerance to meth doesn't really go away. Im not talking about it being non existant but the first time you shoot up .3, ifupuntil that point you were using much less, you would find yourself in a spiral of trying to get a similar rush (the sort which makes you put your head down to comprehend wtf just happened lol) and all of a sudden you're now using .2 each time and more and more frequently, simply means that he has a tolerance to it but for whatever reason weather its financial or mental lol he is only sticking to .2 shots. Personally since as i said i prefer to smoke it, it means that I dont ever see myself using more than .25 lol, (typically half of it haha) because of what everyone else has said (after using I feel like i dont need to for a while and being a chronic smoker that means i get to not waste my time inhaling exhaling until im actually out of breath more often than getting any sort of result) but yeah; i dont think that the OP should be written off completely.. just cause hes new (i am too lol i know why im here though; i have no intention of stopping i just want to be more well informed about my choice so, i dont think that lying to begin with seems like a motive which makes much sense)
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