speedballs_over
Bluelighter
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I've been with people who OD'd and died, many years ago. It haunts me to this day that I wasn't in any case able to get through to the families to explain what I knew about their son/daughters death. I sure as hell wasn't going to "co-operate" with any investigation fearing being held inappropriately responsible for what I knew about, maybe saw, but was genuinely powerless to stop.
Some of us try, but finding the family isn't always possible.
Some of us wanted to do the right thing, but our addictions and the disordered lives of those who died made it practically impossible. I know I could have tried harder.
The guilt is heavy. Decade plus later. And then as if to get even with me I lost several friends.
Naloxone for EVERYONE!
To clarify: I never administered an OD dose, and I've never trafficked heroin. I would buy for friends, but none of them were ever harmed. I'm no angel, but pls don't vilify me. Thank you.
Some of us try, but finding the family isn't always possible.
Some of us wanted to do the right thing, but our addictions and the disordered lives of those who died made it practically impossible. I know I could have tried harder.
The guilt is heavy. Decade plus later. And then as if to get even with me I lost several friends.
Naloxone for EVERYONE!
To clarify: I never administered an OD dose, and I've never trafficked heroin. I would buy for friends, but none of them were ever harmed. I'm no angel, but pls don't vilify me. Thank you.
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