Need help with some questions...
Ok I decided to just wear one of these generic Mylan patches because it seems almost impossible to break down for IV. I have had a chunk [the size of one side of a dice cube, shreded into thin strips] sitting in Vinegar/water for over 6 hours now. I have been agitating it every hour looks about the same since I put it in there [also the solution is high in acidity], I guess I'll see later.
Now I have never worn a patch before, I have always injected the gel, took it sublingual, rubbed it on my gums, applied it to my temples, smoked it, or ate the gel. These Mylan brand ones just are not like the good ol' Duragesics. So I shaved an area over my heart, shaving off a few layers of skin it was nice and red. Than I wiped it down with an alcohol pad to remove any of the dead skin cells. Stuck it on and applied some scotch tape over it to better keep it affixed, I guess. Than randomly turned the hairdryer on hot and heated it up a few times over the course of time I have been wearing it.
My tolerance at the moment is about 4mg's of buprenorphine to stay well. Last time I took Bupe was Monday at about 11am. Yesterday I used IV morphine to keep me straight [probably 100'ish mg's IV'd & 40mg rectal, benzos, and a fair bit of amp salts. I normally take 4-8mg of Klonapin and 1-4mg of Ativan [which I havent dosed yet today].
This morning I injected 40-60mg's of Morphine [I forget actually] and have taken 60-80'ish mgs of Adderall. I also chewed/sublingual a piece of a 50ug patch [about the size of 2 blotters, think acid] and tried to inject some but its was to hard to get it dissolved I did get a slight rush though. Where am I going with this... oh yea, what to expect.
I put a 50ug patch on at 2:13 pm it has been about 3.5 hrs since than. I am starting to 'kinda' feel a slight opiate buzz, my eye site is kinda screwy but that could be from my contacts which I took out because they were bugging me and putting on my glasses sometimes has an effect on my eyes. Anyways people say it takes 6 hrs before it really starts to hit you and I am at about half that feeling slightly noddy. I have a gut feeling and a physical feeling this is going to hit me alot harder and I hate not knowing what to expect. So now my questions...
1] If at the 6 hr. mark I feel high could I take it off, how much will the effects of the Fentanyl thats already in my system increase?
2] I am slightly nervous taking my 'normal' benzo regimen, would it be safe to take some Klonapin [maybe say 2mgs] or would it be safer to take a short acting benzo say Ativan [maybe 2-3mgs]?
3] 'I told him to wear the patch only during waking hours, to avoid sleeping with the patch on.' - who me? posted this and I am wondering if this is something I should do?
4] If I take more Adderall that wont mess-up the high? I know its dangerous but if I start to feel uncomfortable in the high [too noddy, real high, etc.] would a few bumps of Adderall help to bring me back into it? I've done it before when loaded on heroin and needed something to help me open my eyes, so smoke some base, whooosh I am awake. The same goes for Neurontin, should I not dose that today I would take probably 1000-2000mgs. I am thinking I shouldnt take it.
5] How much fentanyl is stored in the body if I wore it for 6 hrs. how much higher should I expect the effects to get?
Basically I have never just worn a patch just abused it in every other manner and am a little nervous about how hard it will hit me or how hard it wont. As I type this now I feel pretty good and would assume it will get much stronger. I am in no mood to deal with an OD as I already have a wee bit of morphine still in my system from earlier. Hopefully I wont feel any signals of the beginning of benzo w/d as I am not feeling to comfortable eating some benzos as I am already feeling pretty good 4.5 hrs since I plastered it on my chest over my heart. I am entertaing the idea of taking it off because I am already feeling pretty good and I know it will just build in intensity/strength/nod. I have been a junky for almost 15 yrs now and tend to know my body very well when it comes to opiates and I am in no mood to push my limits as why that last question is so important.
Any help answering these questions would be appreciated greatly, especially #5. Damn it ended up taking me forever to post this jeez...