sekio
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Well I k-holed for the first (and last) time yesterday night. I was chilling with my cuz and some other friends. My cuz was also dipping his toes down the rabbit hole but my friends were overseeing us just to make sure nothing bad happened. I insufflated 144 mg (I weigh 135 lbs) over 5 min.
I fell into this world where I was watching a beautiful starry night sky unfolding while watching myself watch the night sky from a canoe on a body of river. I had a friend shine lights in my eyes and saw fireworks. This was all pretty cool.
And then the main effects wore off and I threw up trying to get to my house nearly 2 hours after dosing. I felt like shit when I woke up and threw up again today.
So I'm not doing it again but glad I did it at all.
interesting, I guess it must be because of the MXE use then, but I still would have thought that IM would be a lot better than it was. I'm tempted to give it one more shot with a larger dose now, say around 150-200mg even though that would normally be a super high dose for IM. IMO
Voices? That's OK.Bit of a question here.
Does anyone get auditory hallucinations on k? I've been interested in it for a while and the other day, I tried it for the first time. I insufflated 40mg in one nostril, followed about 15 minutes later by another 40mg in the other nostril. The trip took about 15 minutes to come on. I mostly felt a pressure in my head and numb face, with slight dissociation while moving around. Mental effects were mostly confusion and inability to communicate effectively. Tactile feedback was generally stable, while anxiety was pretty high. Reaction to music was unremarkable. The high felt sterile and wired. I smoked some cannabis and this brought on a relaxing, trippy state of mind. Finally I laid down, and this is when the euphoria came on. I saw some strange things in the clouds, like clown faces forming in a little strip that was moving back and forth but staying the same, in a way. I was getting some good euphoric effects, nothing too overwhelming though.
About +50 minutes after my initial dosing I insufflated an additional 20mg, totaling 100mg. I also smoked more cannabis. I consider this to have been a mistake. At this point I was inside, listening to music, and I laid down on the bed. I felt an interesting dissociation happening, where my legs were becoming part of the bed and tactile feedback was fading out along with increasing pressure in my head.
This is the part that worries me: Out of nowhere, I get uncontrollable voices in my head, saying things that really disturbed me. I was on the verge of panicking, but I was able to somehow steer my body, which felt totally dissociated from this hellish maelstrom of thoughts, into acting as cheerful as possible. I was able to chalk it up to the drug, but it was frightening in a way that anxiety bouts on any of the classical psychedelics have not even come close to.
Despite the fear I have wanted to try K again almost daily. It's been a week and a half and I was thinking I'd give it another go tonight. I get the feeling that this drug is something to be extremely careful with, and I just want to know what sort of auditory hallucinations other people have gotten on k.
Safe travels.
Can Ketamine HCl be stored in a amber glass container (at room temperature) for an indefinite amount of time?
The only study I found about the stability of ketamine suggested that it is quite stable in a sterile solution.
Would an inert atmosphere significantly increase the stability?