• MDMA &
    Empathogenic
    Drugs

    Welcome Guest!
  • MDMA Moderators: Esperighanto

Do You Remember Your First Roll?

Ode to LRC said:
Was visiting a friend in nyc and we were sitting around The Ginger Man just catching a little buzz before heading out for the night. Friend was very experienced in it and I had 0 knowledge of it what so ever but trusted the guy I was with.

Went to harlem to pick them up and I was def. in a spot that I shouldn't have been in (I stuck out bad...people were telling their friends I was a UC and to walk away). 7 blue stars is what we ended up with.

Did a little research before taking them and found out they were safe so I tossed one back with a little water. At the time I couldn't swallow pills so it got stuck in my throat and I had to fight the urge to throw up for about 30 min. before the roll kicked in and I forgot about everything else. My friend was playing the piano and I was watching the light shows on his tv via the xbox. After hour 1 I took the second and about an hr after taking that one I finally stood up for the first time. I had a little alcohol in my system so I was obviously sweating more then I should be so I took my shirt off and wrapped it around my head. He hadn't planned on this before so I had nothing to chew on so I started to chew on my belt. After about hr 4 I take my last one and I start to sway instantly. Not to the point where I might fall...but just enough for my body to think that and to give me a real rush. I watched a dashboard confessional concert on madison square garden tv and slowly started to come down.

Next day I was pretty worthless but I had a 7hr drive home so I had to psych myself up so I went for a LONG walk around the city. It cheered me up enough to make it though the drive almost depression free.


While my first time was amazing, I know I've had better times since because I was better prepared.
Click to expand...

Crazy, Mine started off with blue stars as well %)
 
I remember my first time. Valentines day. It was amazing!
I took 2 and i was the happiest 1 there i couldnt stop talking and got light shows.
I remember this duck that flashed different colors started off slow then sped up. I was attached to it.

My best roll ive ever had I will never forget it.
 
First time I rolled I took 120mg initial dose, age 15. I got asked to do MDMA by my best friend (who had done MDMA before, lets called her T) at the time with her 2 friends (W,Z). At the time I was hanging out with another friend of mine (S) and I said I'd only do it if S does it too. She said she would, and I then proceeded to ask what the hell MDMA was. The answer I got, looking back, is some stereo-typical naive teenager answer, which was "Well, it's like pure E". My thoughts at the time was "New drug + 4 chicks? Fuck yeah!". I went on the internet that night and talked to some friends who had done MDMA, and also did some of my own research. My one friend told me that girls get really horny on MDMA (which I later found out was very true). Needless to say, I was very excited.

So, two days later and it's showtime. Beautiful summer day, around 6:45pm we dropped, each a capsule containing 120mgs of MDMA (or so we were told, but looking back it was unmistakeably MDMA, just not sure how much) followed down by some Sprite. I was slightly disappointed, because S decided not to do MDMA with us, but I was still excited. After dropping, we went to my friends house to grab cigs, weed, papers, iPods, money and drinks, then headed to the beach.

Once we got to the beach, it really started to hit me. All the euphoria came in waves, and I was having a good time. I ran (which felt amazing) and took off my shoes and walked in the water (also amazing). We met a whole bunch of people at a little parkette and had a fire. Here I got a little anxious, because not only was I the youngest person there (everyone who I came with or met there was either a year or two older than myself) but it also really wasn't my scene (it was a bunch of white-gangster kids). I was on MDMA, and knew this kids a little so I was still having a good time, just slightly paranoid.

After a while we decide to hit up the streets and the other parts of the beach. It was simply just walking and talking, everyone saying how good they felt. Eventually we made our way back to the beach, where I had invited S and another friend of mine D to come down and smoke. We had an awesome session (this is where I found my love for smoking while on MDs), I bummed a few smokes then was on my way with W, who said she wanted to share a song with me.

The song was an EDM song, which I can't think of the name of it, but it was really upbeat and fun :P. W and myself kept walking and talking until eventually we got to a quiet part of the beach where we lied down and started talking. I was never friends with W before this (only T and Z had I been good friends with out of the people dropping) but we had an awesome 3-hour long conversation while looking at the stars, it was breath-taking.

After not knowing we'd been gone for 3 hours, are friends kept calling us, and eventually we met up with them all and went back to Z's house (where we were going to sleep). By this point we had all come-down, so we had a nice session then started to get to bed. As we're getting ready to sleep, T keeps kicking me and tells me to come upstairs. She starts crying and asking me if I hooked up with W and I was all like WTF? Needless to say, it was some sort of highschool drama, and I assured her I didn't hook up with W. After that, we all went to sleep, and I woke up in the morning with a new love - MDMA.

Looking back I was an idiot for not hooking up with someone that night, as the opportunity obviously presented itself and it is fucking awesome hooking up on MDMA. But, I had some good conversation which made up for it, so over-all I was more than satisfied with my first time.
 
of course i remember! phish concert - such a good place to roll. everyones so happy and the lights are absolutely amazing to look at. not to mention alllll the glow sticks!!
 
My first time... had a (I kid you not) 4 HOUR DELAY on the come-up. (empty stomach, good environment and everything. not sure why i had that reaction)

Was at a club with some friends that had done it before, so I trusted them, the source, etc.
I took my first one around 11pm, and within an hour everyone was feeling it. I thought I was too. I was not, lol. I had an adrenaline rush being in a crouded place and anticipating the come-up. I was even getting light shows on my false roll. 1am comes around and a guy offers me another, and I accept because I felt like my roll could be stronger. 3am rolls around, and the club closes. We stayed after to wait for a bouncer we knew while the employees cleaned up.

That's when it hit me.

"Dude, I think I feel it..." came out of my mouth as a warm sensation rushed through my body. My friends kinda laughed like, "Yeah...no shit." Now remember, the club is closed, and we are leaving. I'm driving me and one friend home. I felt extremely anxious as I started driving, and I was super jittery and kinda tweaked out. We had to get home though. My friend looked over at me when I wasn't talking and was just like "Dude, you're rolling HARD!" (haha). I put on some good tunes as we drove down the highway, and right as a good song peaked, so did I. We talked nonstop from there (he was having his afterglow) and listened to music as I drove.

I ended up driving around for the duration of the roll, about 2 1/2 hours. The we got home and passed the fuck out.

Still one of the most interesting rolls I've ever had.
 
had it while on holiday...got offered to me and I figured I mine aswell give it a try since my mate was taking it aswell. It was awesome, I was buzzing the whole night, I think I spoke to at least 50 different girls that night, it was quite crazy.
 
Like 5hourenergy, I also had a four hour wait. It hit at the worst and most embarrassing time possible.

It was also a meth bomb, some kind of mdxx mix + speed and not really what I wanted. I spent most of the night freaking out...

The second time though... :)
 
Like it was yesterday was the best day of my life wish i could go back in time and do it again had a 100 mg viagra at the same time and had sex with 2 girls for 5 hours non stop my cock was raw afterwards but was still awsome bring it on again
 
I remember because I was so against it at first, but I took it so casually when he bought it for me.
My best friend and I rolled together my first time, and I wish I could get that feeling again.
 
I took 4 brown stars my first time. Shitty pill now that I look back at it but since it was my first time I thought it was amazing. I had to talk to a bunch of police officers and paramedics while rolling my first time because my friend had alcohol poisoning.
 
My first time rolling was at a massive with a bunch of friends and it was great! I don't remember much, but I do remember this one event.

I was walking towards the front of the crowd and when I got to the front these two middle aged mexican guys(they looked like those guys in front of home depot) in wife beaters were sitting on the floor in front of the dj booth and kept waving me over for a light show. I just gave my first lightshow that day, so to say I was inexperienced was an understatement. I don't know, I just felt weird giving a lightshow to two middle aged mexican dudes sitting in front of the dj booth. When I walked away I got a wtf just happened feeling, It's pretty funny now that I think back on it :).
 
i have a question for everybody. i apologize for going off of thee topic but.... has anybody ever seen a tatoo while rolling.??? is it just me or what.? when i see tatoos while rolling they like float on peoples skin and it looks crazy.! everybody i ask knows nothing about it.?????
 
yea i remember looking at the sky and feeling like i was in a giant dome, it was weird rolling my first time but a good experience none the less.
 
ah man :) just thinking about it makes me happy

It was my fourth rave. The 3 previous raves i went with my bestfriend. We were into smoking weed every now and then but we always said no to dropping E. Especially because i had to drive and we had no idea of what it does.

Anyway we're on the way to the rave blasting some hardstyle i believe and he turns to me and says "man, i wonder what its like?" So we had a 45 minute drive ahead of us and we weighed out all the positive and negatives. We decided NOT to chance it with curfew and driving.

We get to the rave and of course its a half hour wait to get in. We see our friends midway in line and cut them so we only had to pay the 15$ instead of the regular 20$ because we got in before 9 pm.

Luckily we each brought extra money for fingerlights. :) which cost about 5$ around here. We start dancing and talking to our group and all of them are rolling. It looked like so much fun so we start thinking about it more and more. I mean whats the worst that could happen? lol

Ten minutes later we go up to our friend that rolls constantly and ask her where can we buy it? She becomes extremely happy and brings over the dealer. We ask if a full dose is too much and hes like "No man no dont worry a pill each so thats 20$." We give him the money and we look at them. Turns out they were Blue Lacoste Pokeballs.

So we get some water from the group and on the count of three throw it in the back of our throats and drink the water. Both of us were nervous after. We kept pacing around the rave asking each other has it kicked in every minute haha.

20 minutes go by and we say fuck it and start to dance again. A new DJ comes on and pulls out the Dubstep, our favorite. So we start walking back to our group all excited and about halfway to the group the whole rooms starts to blurr and melt for me. He says hes still fine. I begin to open my eyes really really wide and begin sweating. I look over to him and he starts turning his head saying he feels weird. We laugh and then go lay against a wall; our group can wait lol.

Its now been 30 minutes since we dropped it and we both are having "roll talk" saying we should have done this years ago and that we're mother fucking ravers now and how much we love all of our friends.

Then we get up and find our group and upon seeing us they laugh. They said we were looking around at everything like a bunch of crackheads and could hardly walk straight. They sit us down and hand us a vicks inhaler and say breathe in deep. So I go first and my head slumps onto the wall and my eyes wiggle uncontrollably. I perk my head back up and say "I fucking love you" to our friend who gave us it. He says stay put and we of course do. he gets his hand soaked with water and flicks water all over our faces and at that point i was like "I never want this to stop!" and we all laugh. He then put on his gloves and gave us our first lightshow, which im addicted to now XD.

Now its been a hour since we dropped it and we start to peak. We find some girls and my friend is hardcore making out with one of them. Me on the other hand, im laying on her looking up at her asking why is this illegal and inviting her to come home with us. She refuses (we struckout haha) and they give us a massage each and then go dance.

its about 2 hours into it and our pills begin to fade slowly. We keep asking each other how we feel and we both keep saying its goin away. So we leave the rave and i am extremely nervous about driving but we make it back safe and sound. Neither one of us could sleep until about 8 am haha and we smoked a few bowls to calm us down. One of the best nights of my life. its only been 3 months since then and every rave we do it again lol
 
Wow, the first time i rolled.... :)


It started like this:

I was drinking a fifth of tequila(friendly ol jose in fact) straight with a lemon to suck on and then im trashed as fuck so my friend who i barely know whos 22(and im barely 18 ) im chillin with hands me this pill and says "ive been savin this for quite a while but I want to share this with you" im like oh damn whats this? *kinda stumbling with my words* and 2 chicks i was with were like "omggggg its ecstasy....!!" im like O DAMN hook me up so he breaks the pill in half and it turned out to be a blue gun like the one on edata 20:mdma,1:caffeine so i had never done E before(obviously, point of this story) and I had no idea so im trippin balls within 15 MIN! LOL and im just waiting for my friend to come out of his house suddenly cause time fly and i forgot the chicks left and we went to his house to have him give me a ride home. He finally comes out and im like "WHO IS THAT!" and hes like *his name* im feeling so good at this point and dont even realize im high lolololol my body is a numb but soft squishy orgasm LOL when i shook his hands with him i didnt even realize he was saying he couldnt drive me home and btw it felt great exchanging contact with another piece of flesh(no homo LOL) so i find myself running down the street at 1 am in the morning xD and skipping beats if you get my meaning, TRIPPING BALLS!!!! I keep looking back and being like "WTF how did i get here LOL" *LAUGH giggle giggle maniacle giggle* i get to my block and a car drives by and someone yells my name so i screamed like a frightened girl(LOL) and jump at LEAST 3 feet up lolololol, i finally get home and walk in the door my parents are at the kitchen table and say son? are you drunk?" i just start laughing crazily and say ya like i dont give a fuck and walk down stairs (pretty much falling LOL its dark). Turn on the trance and BOOM! i fall back in my chair LOL now im doing that repeatedly and its so much fun LOLOLOLOL I came down 2 after 3 hours of listening to the same trance song :D
~the end~ :P
 
Yep, I was supposed to get two points of molly and on my gempro it only weighed to 175 mgs. So I figure its not enough to break into two doses and just fill the gelcap and swallow away. It was pretty nice, sitting back smoking bongs. I even cracked open some wine and ending up drinking the whole bottle. Then the real fun began. I snorted 180ish mgs(once again supposed to be 2 points) of ketamine. Man was that amazing. I felt as if I was an ant living in a giants world. Then I was swiftly carried away and delivered a view of what looked like the security cameras that go back and forth in stores would provide. Amazing night.
 
Do i ever cuz it was yesterday, haha. Two girls used to work convinced me to give it a try, Pick up at around 900ish and the dealer told us that It was MDMA and good shit to, one of the girls knew him from high school, i didn't know what to expect, i was definitely kind of nervous, having only smoked weed, it was a big thing for me. The girls assured me that everything would be ok. So i took the first 2 of the 4 pills i had, they weren't very big looked like Gel caps, i don't really know how much they weighed. I was really anxious for the first 30-40 mins and then BOOM, I started having mild Hallucinations, like a House outside would shrink and expand with my breathing, but not super crazy just very controlled in and out. So i thought that i had been given something else as i was aware that mdma can be cut with other stuff. But the Hallucinations didn't last more than i dunno maybe 5 mins, i was very brief, and then we went stairs, cuz the only thing i wanted to do was just cuddle lol. And that want we did for the rest of the night, Just layed there in this moment that just went on forever it seemed, We didn't have sex, just being there with these girls snuggled in was all i needed. The country music was playing, THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE.


This is something i will never forget, This will be with me forever, I am alive
 
Last night...

I had wanted to try E for a while and a friend I trust hooked me up. I think they were purple pokeballs. Took half of one then the other half like 45 minutes later. Just watching a movie, hanging out when I realized that it was f$&#ing awesome and I wanted more. Lots of euphoria, the lights on my cell phone buttons were insane, i could barely type. So i picked up a few more ( i ended up taking 2 and 1/2 over the course of the night. The night was simple, just listening to music, talking, playing beer pong. But everything was awesome, the lights, the music. I think my favorite part was the conversation. I'm normally a pretty reserved person, but not last night. Talking to people felt so natural. I was talking to everyone who called on the phone. People's girlfriends, brother, etc. And it wasn't some "drunken rambling" type of talking either. I was coherent and felt in control. We stayed up until like 5:30 in the morning just talking and listening to music. Unbelievable night.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top