Wolfy90
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I was curious to ask bluelight, does anyone remeber there first roll on the lovely drug known as Ecstasy
Do you remeber what made you do e or crave it?
I can remember mine like whats on the back of my hand. My freind was looking for E. Had a hard time trying to find it ,I at the time had no care for Ecstasy, however he asked me to see if I could find any pills. Therefore I went on a mission to see if I could get my hands on these pills he never had and neither did myself.
Upon looking arond for about a week. Still in highschool senior year it finally was made avaible to me. Once, it was able to be bought I was a little shocked for what it costed that being twenty dollars a pop. I was like damn I could get myself something nicer however, I was more curious to see if it would live up to its hype.
Which I will get to in a little bit, I bought the E I believe I bought 8 or ten pills. Just for the hell of it becuase I was thinking it would be a once in a life time chance to get ahold of them. Anyways, once bought I got ahold of my buddy told him I got the goods,he came up with a smile brighter than Los Angeles lit up at night.
So finally it came about when was I going to expirmenet with this new mysterious drug? I debated about it for about an hour. I thought to myself should I take the pill at home? Would it be worth while? and etc, however I was more intersted in taking it asap.
I had no test kits for the pills didnt really think about it as impluse buying came over me and I was like fuck it Im going in. Its only money, cant take it with you when your gone. So before any of that I just barely did any research on Ecstasy read pillereports about the item I purchased before the purchase of course no need to throw money away for garbage.
More over, I got ahold of my two close freinds they wanted acid for quiet sometime however, I told them I got E and they became intersted and then I was like how about we try it out at my place. And they were more than happy to.
I didnt go all out buying lights and all of that shit becuase I thought I might as well feel this the most nautral way think that the pill wouldnt do anything for me that it was a placebo of some sort.
It was seven thirty when I took my first pill. And I wasnt feeling anything until about 8. Where it hit in, you know that feeling where your body is being drowned in an unknown substance and its being taken over it became me. I was walking around then boom! Hit me like a ton of bricks. I made previous plans to hang out with a girl but totally forgot about them. The world felt as if I could feel peoples emotions to a heightened extent where what pain they felt Id feel for them. However, I was feeling like I was a god of some sort where I was drowned in a mixture of both Confidence, arrogance and a little bit of ignorance but it was more than pleasurable it was an orgasm in a capsule that had reinvted the world to me. As I never feel for people yet, when I was on I cared about who was doing what and for there safety made me feel as if it was what peace would feel like on Earth.
Moreover, I realized that I couldnt stop smiling my eyes were huge and I couldnt resist the urge to talk and make freinds. We went to wal mart sometime that night rolling and everything and I was talking to everyone made new freinds eassier than anything. It was simply amazing.
Conclusion to the whole experince is that no matter what people say you have to at least try MDMA at least once. Its a ground breaking drug that makes life alot more real then what we see now, I dont smoke weed due to the pill as the pill is what I strive for while Im on. No need to have munchies and all of that. Just a pill and some watter and people and your set. It carries over the next day I woke up feeling good no mouth pain. I was content with life and had an even better outlook on everything. It makes life seem eassier than what it is but it also destroys that wall people have, you know that wall where you worried about what your saying and how you present yourself to others it creates an openness of both feelings and oppinions with that extra added confidence that makes you feel as if you won the lottery.
Thats was my first roll. And about a week later that freind and I tryed them out at a club on his birthday felt pretty damn amazing seeing how he was rolling for the first time in a club and how much he thanked me for finding them and the overall expericne on how e made his birthday the greatest ever
Do you remeber what made you do e or crave it?
I can remember mine like whats on the back of my hand. My freind was looking for E. Had a hard time trying to find it ,I at the time had no care for Ecstasy, however he asked me to see if I could find any pills. Therefore I went on a mission to see if I could get my hands on these pills he never had and neither did myself.
Upon looking arond for about a week. Still in highschool senior year it finally was made avaible to me. Once, it was able to be bought I was a little shocked for what it costed that being twenty dollars a pop. I was like damn I could get myself something nicer however, I was more curious to see if it would live up to its hype.
Which I will get to in a little bit, I bought the E I believe I bought 8 or ten pills. Just for the hell of it becuase I was thinking it would be a once in a life time chance to get ahold of them. Anyways, once bought I got ahold of my buddy told him I got the goods,he came up with a smile brighter than Los Angeles lit up at night.
So finally it came about when was I going to expirmenet with this new mysterious drug? I debated about it for about an hour. I thought to myself should I take the pill at home? Would it be worth while? and etc, however I was more intersted in taking it asap.
I had no test kits for the pills didnt really think about it as impluse buying came over me and I was like fuck it Im going in. Its only money, cant take it with you when your gone. So before any of that I just barely did any research on Ecstasy read pillereports about the item I purchased before the purchase of course no need to throw money away for garbage.
More over, I got ahold of my two close freinds they wanted acid for quiet sometime however, I told them I got E and they became intersted and then I was like how about we try it out at my place. And they were more than happy to.
I didnt go all out buying lights and all of that shit becuase I thought I might as well feel this the most nautral way think that the pill wouldnt do anything for me that it was a placebo of some sort.
It was seven thirty when I took my first pill. And I wasnt feeling anything until about 8. Where it hit in, you know that feeling where your body is being drowned in an unknown substance and its being taken over it became me. I was walking around then boom! Hit me like a ton of bricks. I made previous plans to hang out with a girl but totally forgot about them. The world felt as if I could feel peoples emotions to a heightened extent where what pain they felt Id feel for them. However, I was feeling like I was a god of some sort where I was drowned in a mixture of both Confidence, arrogance and a little bit of ignorance but it was more than pleasurable it was an orgasm in a capsule that had reinvted the world to me. As I never feel for people yet, when I was on I cared about who was doing what and for there safety made me feel as if it was what peace would feel like on Earth.
Moreover, I realized that I couldnt stop smiling my eyes were huge and I couldnt resist the urge to talk and make freinds. We went to wal mart sometime that night rolling and everything and I was talking to everyone made new freinds eassier than anything. It was simply amazing.
Conclusion to the whole experince is that no matter what people say you have to at least try MDMA at least once. Its a ground breaking drug that makes life alot more real then what we see now, I dont smoke weed due to the pill as the pill is what I strive for while Im on. No need to have munchies and all of that. Just a pill and some watter and people and your set. It carries over the next day I woke up feeling good no mouth pain. I was content with life and had an even better outlook on everything. It makes life seem eassier than what it is but it also destroys that wall people have, you know that wall where you worried about what your saying and how you present yourself to others it creates an openness of both feelings and oppinions with that extra added confidence that makes you feel as if you won the lottery.
Thats was my first roll. And about a week later that freind and I tryed them out at a club on his birthday felt pretty damn amazing seeing how he was rolling for the first time in a club and how much he thanked me for finding them and the overall expericne on how e made his birthday the greatest ever
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
) I do remeber laying my head on a rather large girls ass (she was laying on her stomach on the floor at the rave) after she yelled out "DOES ANYONE WANT TO CUDDLE"
