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Do You Remember Your First Roll?

first roll was awesome, had a white elephant ..haven't seen that stamp around in a long ass time
 
After pretty much being brainwashed through high school I was shocked to hear that so many people in college did drugs...they would talk about their experiences and soon enough I got curious.

Two love hearts and a bomb of MDMA...awesome...all I did was run around...hug random people and scream...
 
Ah, yes. just recently actually, and it made me bing an ass load for a while too.. but i loved it none the less, they were green cherries. oh mhm :D i remember taking two and later me and a great friend splitting a half. We'll i think i just let him hold onto a whole pill honestly. Man it was a great night. About 8 of us at a friends house jamming to music, taking walks, drinking more water then a herd of camels at an oasis, "falling through the floor" ( honestly the most amazing thing haha)

What a great night even at the sand pits. FIRE FIRE FIRE :DD and "where do you get off?"
 
My first time was in 2006, I was a sophomore in high school and rolled at school because I was a dumbass and too eager to wait (I bought it from a friend while in school). I regret it a lot haha. I mean I had a fun day at school but I wish my first rolling story was a lot cooler than it is..
 
How I wound up at the rave is a depressing story and tl;dr, so I won't bother. I was 11 years old at the time and at a rave. Someone put half a gram of molly in my water. I came back and chugged it, didn't realise until i had three or four gulps down (GOD MDMA is foul). I asked the guy what was in it, and he told me molly. I asked what that meant and he said something like "you know THE molecule -- ECSTASY!!"

I panicked.

I ran into the bathroom desparately trying to puke up what i had drank, but I have a horrible gag reflex and couldn't get anything up.

When it kicked in I was in the bathroom still trying to throw it up but i realised it was too late at that point. I had an incredibly bad panic attack. I kept thinking "this is too much" or "i'm going to die". When the intensity and panic attack rolled back, I noticed everything was beautiful and happy. My first thought was "holy crap. I'm addicted."

...and I was =)

That pure love and appreciation of everyone and everything.. I truly feel that MDMA is an example of the potential humans have to be wonderful animals if we'd only shake off our darwinian negative emotions and embrace an existence of bliss and love for everyone and everything.

As it happens, I predict that superintelligent posthumans will be animated by gradients of bliss that are literally billions of times richer than anything biologically accessible today
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http://www.superhappiness.com/index.html

That link is a really cool article on making people that act like they do on MDMA by toying with genetic or medical material.
 
AylaV said:
How I wound up at the rave is a depressing story and tl;dr, so I won't bother. I was 11 years old at the time and at a rave. Someone put half a gram of molly in my water. I came back and chugged it, didn't realise until i had three or four gulps down (GOD MDMA is foul). I asked the guy what was in it, and he told me molly. I asked what that meant and he said something like "you know THE molecule -- ECSTASY!!"

I panicked.

I ran into the bathroom desparately trying to puke up what i had drank, but I have a horrible gag reflex and couldn't get anything up.

When it kicked in I was in the bathroom still trying to throw it up but i realised it was too late at that point. I had an incredibly bad panic attack. I kept thinking "this is too much" or "i'm going to die". When the intensity and panic attack rolled back, I noticed everything was beautiful and happy. My first thought was "holy crap. I'm addicted."

...and I was =)

That pure love and appreciation of everyone and everything.. I truly feel that MDMA is an example of the potential humans have to be wonderful animals if we'd only shake off our darwinian negative emotions and embrace an existence of bliss and love for everyone and everything.



http://www.superhappiness.com/index.html

That link is a really cool article on making people that act like they do on MDMA by toying with genetic or medical material.
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Wow, 11 years old? That's pretty young. Well at least you seemed to have a good time once the MDMA kicked in. :)

Yeah it's awesome reading everyone's first experiences. Everyone is like "Ah, it was so good." :) And it was, it was like heaven. It's the best thing ever when you don't know what to expect and this made feeling of love and beauty complete dominates your consciousness. None of those nasty Darwinian impulses. ;)
 
your first time rollin experience

my first time rollin' is still my absalute favorite time touching a drug. 08 fair alot of people i new were rollin this day on the same "green rhino" X.. alot of my friends wanted to try it so a bud found a hook and a good 50 went around the fair.. any and all beef was dropped and everyone was chill. the roll was cool calm and a high euphoria feeling that lasted a few days after the trip.. no regrets.

What was you first roll like, what kind of scene were you in what type of X/MDMA
 
My first e-xperience was actually earlier this year at a party. I don't think I've been the same since, in a really good way.

Originally everyone was just going to get drunk, and I couldn't wait after working all week and taking midterm exams. But my friend's dad wasn't feeling good and we had no one old enough to buy booze.

So we decided to get some E instead, well they did anyway. I wasn't too keen on doing it because at the time I didn't understand it at all.

My friend convinced me to try it, reluctantly. At that time I was kind of a shy guy that kind of kept to himself. But holy fuck that changed. I loved everything and I couldn't keep it inside. It was magical. It really showed something to me about myself I didn't even know was there. It sounds corny, but it's true. I loved people, and I couldn't get enough of them! I couldn't believe I was missing out on this.

The whole night was full of happiness, hugs and happy hardcore. No egos, no qualms, none of it, just love and togetherness. People just came out of their shells, and it was fucking great.

I got to know my friends on a new level I egotistically thought was 'gay'. I had ridiculously long but fun talks with people that I weren't really friends with but just kinda knew, just about anything. Everyone was in the mood for it. I made friends out of people that thought I was a hard ass or an asshole, when I'm really not. Makes me wonder what kind of image I give to people.

Overall it was a such a great time. It was a learning experience and tremendous amount of fun with more pure and sheer euphoria then I think I could handle, all bundled in a little pill I severely misjudged. Ever since I became much more of a socialable person. I don't judge people on something like looks anymore, because I know they have that great person on the inside. I have a much more positive outlook on life, I think of myself entirely differently. Love had left such an impression on me I can't even really describe it.

tl;dr: would do again
 
yep. at school. dropped in 2nd period and it was cranking by recess. Wasnt the best pill but it was okay for a 15 year old kid.
 
I dropped for the first time (well, what I consider to be the actual first time) at a big summer rave in LA a few years back...had no idea what I was getting myself into, heh. I'd first heard about the event from a friend and at that point didn't really know that it was a "rave"...I thought that raves were quaint holdovers from the early 2000's that everyone save me used to go to (I was apparently either too good or too shy for them back then, haha). Anyway, I figured I might as well see what was up, and on the advice of a friend ("rolling at a rave is the funnest thing you can ever do"), I procured a few Yellow Buddhas (pretty amp'd out pills in retrospect) and showed up at the place with my girlfriend.

We dropped our first pill in the car, waited through a very short line, and then were in, wandering around the fairgrounds. I'd never been to a rave before, so you can imagine the culture shock...I was starting to feel a little antsy about the whole thing, being surrounded by people I normally regarded as way cooler or at least way weirder than me. I'm generally a pretty timid person and I was way out of my comfort zone. I wondered if I belonged there.

Suddenly, magically, everything I was anxious about disappeared. It was just me and this presence that I later realized was music, flowing over and into me in a way that music never had. I looked around me and realized for the first time in my life that, on a fundamental level, I was no different than anyone else. Here we all were, ostensibly to enjoy ourselves, and really for the first time that I can remember I didn't have to second-guess whether or not I was engaged. That night I learned how to enjoy music as a participant rather than an observer, and that lesson has stuck with me since, sober or on whatever. I've also become a far less timid person...though the feeling of unity has faded with time, I've at least realized that who I am is nothing to be ashamed of.

Looking back, I took way more than I should have (three pills total) and had a pretty epically awful week-long comedown during which I researched the hell out of what I'd just done to my brain. I've never had a really bad comedown since (aside from the regular brainfog or whatever), and I've always been careful to use in moderation (no more than once a month, though in recent years it's been every two or three).

Anyway, that's my happy drug story, heh. :)
 
remember mine well, it was back in 04 round a mates house there was a few people round who all took pilld before i remember i kept asking what it was like and what to expect etc i was nervous but exited at the same time as i did not know what ui was getting myself into which makes the first time better than any other IMO.

they were pink pills we had with HD on them and within an hour i was coming up and i remember thinking it was the best feeling ever and just feeling love for everyones who i was around and just feeling overwelmed with happyness. man i miss them old pills
 
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