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Do You Remember Your First Roll?

i should most definitely remember my first time rolling since it was on the 17th or 18th og august this year...lol

my friend had just come back from korea and asked me if i wanted to try ecstacy. i never knew it was a drug until then lol talk about clueless. so i say i'll try it with him. we decide to bring along 2 friends that'll stay sane and drive 2 a nearby park near my place. during the drive there, my friend and I pop 2 white diamonds each. after about 40 minutes, it starts to kick in and the colors of the grass, trees, and sky are damn amazing. my tactile senses become really sensitive and everything is soft. lol when it kicked in harder, my body was extremely warm and my sane friends had to go buy ice bags for us...so funny~ anyway, while they're gone, my friend becomes extremely touchy and it feels good. we were having a hard time staying apart lol. YAY~ we get our ice bags and they feel freakin amazing in the hot weather..haha.
Everything felt like it was a part of me and peaceful. at the end of the roll, it was good listening to music.
LOL and that first time wasn't even 2 months ago. It was pretty awesome. it'd be nice to take them again with him lol
 
hell yes i remember my first roll. well most of it lol. it was back in 2004, my best friend who i was living with had taken some a couple of times when i had gone to the club. i had come home and seen how fucked up he and his girl was. they asked me their first couple of times to do it with them and i said hell no (i had only ever smoked weed and taken loratabs). so curiosity finally gets the best of me and i say ok. i bought one for 20 bucks (i was amazed at how expensive it was) and it was a pink cupid, a heart with the arrow through it. i couldnt swallow pills back then so they told me to snort it. they crushed it up but i chickened out having never snorted anything and just put it all on a spoon and swallowed it, not knowing that for my first time, since it was crushed to powder that i was fixing to be fuuuuucked up. so about 5 to 10 minutes later and my best friends girl wants to go to wal mart, which was right up the street. me, her and another girl that was there all went in her car. they had to get glowsticks, vicks, etc. i decide to stay in the car in case it kicks in, i didnt wanna be in public while coming up my first time lol. needless to say it was a good idea. im sitting in the car talking to my wife on the phone, who at the time was just a good friend. im talking normally and then all of a sudden it kicks me in the head like a fucking mule. she knew i had taken one and all i could say is "oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god" she was like wtf and i explained as best as i could (she didnt know what a roll felt like). the lights in the parking lot were awesome, and pretty much as soon as it kicked in i got off the phone with her bc the 2 girls were coming back to the car. they got in and took one look at me and busted out laughing. i said "this is the best feeling EVER." they said yea now you see why we said to take it lol. anyways, we get back to the house and i get out hugging my best friend and telling everyone there "i love you man", especially my friend who got the pills for us. we group hugged him lol. from there we proceeded to watch the glowsticks and listen to techno as you do on beans. half of that time frame is a blur. the next thing i know, im alone in the living room. my best friend and his girl and the guy who got the pills and the other girl all disappeared into the back bedroom. there were 2 other guys, but they had only taken 1 and had rolled before so they came down and passed out. so im sitting all alone with no music or glowsticks (they took them with them). i sat there for about 15 minutes or so, still blowing up hard. i finally knock on the door and say wtf im out here alone for my first time. my best friend comes out of the room and meets me in the hallway butt naked lol. he says ok you can come in but you gotta strip down bc everyone in there is naked. i said fuck that ill get down to my boxers though he said ok thats good enough. i walk in and everyone is naked and glowsticking and trancing and all that good shit. the two girls say "hey! where have you been? come here and lay down". i lay on the bed and the two girls start rubbing me down with lotion while the guy that got the beans did glowsticks above my head. and my best friend blows vicks all in my face. that, my friends, was complete and utter heaven. best feeling i ever had. so after i blow up hard for like 15 minutes the two couples start getting it on with each other, the girls making out with each other all that shit. everything was fine until the girl i had just met that night tells my friend she doesnt feel comfortable with me just laying there. my best friend and his girl had no problem with me lol. so my friend asks if i would leave and im so fucked up i say yea i dont give a shit. go back to being alone in the living room. well, one of my friends comes to my house with 3 other people to bring my friend a condom lol. i answer the door and they say wtf are you here along your first time? well a girl with him said come with us. i ride with them to a rave party at a house. finished my roll there and actually thats where i met my dealer for the first time lol. long story but epic night imo.
 
Amazing... memories. Picky describes it well

misterpicky said:
Everything felt SO different, SO magical. World peace felt like it actually existed, and I loved all my friends.
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I remember it perfectly like it was yesterday.

I was at a house party in a town where most people are drug-hating drunks. This town is country-like - but not entirely. It has it's fair share of pavement roads, but very quiet and quiet foresty.

I found a friend (my bestie's ex actually) who also wanted to do it. She seemed really interested in it since a few months before.

It was after sunset, the sky was dark. Not a cloud to be seen... no wind. Warm summer night (t-shirt and shorts weather even at night).

The party was rowdy, people screaming, the typical drunkenness. My friend and I decided to drop. This was our third attempt, our last two were pipes which we bad tripped on, but I knew this was legit because my friends tried it.

Pink eights. Only one pill each. We also had glow sticks too!

I remember the come up, it felt like someone was tickling the inside of my belly (butterflies ^^). While that was happening, the girl I did it with was talking to my bestie (ex) and telling him how she always felt safe with him. I thought it was pretty cute :)

After about 30 minutes. I started feeling... Good. Just kind of comforting, but still a little of that "something's going on" feeling. I asked her if she wanted to go outside. I didn't like the rowdiness. She said Ok :).

We stepped out of the home and started walking down a pavement road surrounded by some trees and grass. It was a lonely pavement road... maybe one car every ten minutes would pass by.

I remember we were so casually and calmly walking down the road. Everything was so calm. Everything was so peaceful. I didn't have any worries. I had no problem just... taking my time to walk slowly - so slowly - and talk to her.

At one point we both had the same idea to just lie down on the pavement. It was so warm from the sun earlier that day, so comforting. The feeling would be comparable to that of laying down in a beautiful bed in the middle of autumn, with leaves gently falling on and around it, with a girl you love.

The breeze was so gentle. Just perfect.

After talking and cuddling a little bit on the warm pavement, we decided to get up and explore more :). We walked some more down the road and there was a rather large park with an open field. She told me to run as fast as I can... and we did for about 10 seconds.

Normally when you sprint like this, you feel stressed the moment you stop, you get an 'out of breath' feeling. This was not only diminished, but completely and utterly absent. It was amazing. We both noted this at the same time :)

We played on the swings. We both took our turns being pushed. With our eyes closed :) It felt so free.

I remember the feeling. It was just purely magical. Indescribable. You'd think drugs make you feel "high". On this, I didn't feel high at all. I felt like me. I felt so comfortable being myself. There was no edge :) Just complete comfort, calmness and peace. Sooooo free.

I truly felt like if everyone could feel this, even for a short while, there would be so much more peace and love. I can't even begin to imagine the kind of things that would happen to our world.

It feels like one of those incredible dreams you wake up from and just smile for the entire day - even though you know its just a dream. Except this was real experienced and I shared it with someone.

We cuddled & talked and played for the next few minutes in the park. I would have preferred to stay, but she wanted to go to back to the party to see her friends. I have no trouble seeing my friends, I just didn't particularly want the rowdiness. I liked it outside - I really didn't mind going though.

From there on, we made our way back to the house party. I remember piggy backing her in the middle of the road and some random car drives by full of drunks and says "IS EVERYTHING OK??" and we both smiled wildly and were like "Yeah :)!".

I was almost sober at the party, basically after glow. We texted each other for the next couple days on how happy we were.

From then on my rolls were never as magical, but granted, the environments were never as calming as the first. I intend to find an environment that can recreate this indescribable magic. And even if I never do, I'll always hold this memory at the core of my heart. It almost brings a tear to my eye just writing about it.

PLUR <3
 
misterpicky said:
I remember mine. I was lucky enough to have my pill contain ecstasy. :D

Little kickback on a Halloween last year, a pink swan. Swallowed with water, felt it in an hour. Most amazing time of my life. :]

Everything felt SO different, SO magical. World peace felt like it actually existed, and I loved all my friends. Euphoric bliss.

How I wish I could experience that again.
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World Peace is the best way of describing the feeling!
 
Friends and I were smoking a blunt on the block like 4 years ago and went into his car to chill and talk and next thing you know he says hey you want to try this? of course in my high state of marijuana i was down for anything so I said yes. They took me to a park with a gallon of water on hand and after a half an hour I started to feel it. The sun looked a little brighter, life seemed a little better, way better actually. Went back to the homies house and we were watching basketball because we bet on the games and during my roll i was like I can drink water for days to my friends and they were like only drink when youre thirsty so I was in good hands. We won our bet so it brought my roll higher. Daylight became to night. 6 hours later I was still rolling off one pill. we went to my other homies and I couldnt stop moving, I was walking all over the place with my phone in my ear bumping music. I went outside with my other friend to smoke a cig and it was one of the best cigs of my life and the after that I smoked another blunt with my homies and it was the best blunt of my life. After that I drove home still rolling, 8 hours +now off one pure mdma capsule. After I got home, went straight to my home, turned off the lights, turned on my colorful disco ball, put on my head phones and started bumping some ATB and it was magical. The rest is history.
 
The first time I rolled was one of my best experiences rolling! It was 6 years ago, my brother and I were on our way to my first rave, AK1200 was headlining. The drive to the rave was about 2 hours so we had plenty of time to talk on the way there, he ended talking about rolling and I thought it sounded so awesome, and wanted to try it. I remember right before the rave we stopped to get cigs and he bought newports instead of marlboro lights like we usually smoked, and I was like why are you buying menthols?!? He told me I would see lol, and oh did I! So we get to the rave and my brother wanders off and comes back and hands me a pill. There were no marks on it, no indentions. It was a brown speckled pill. I ate it as soon as he handed it to me. So I am in the middle of dancing and I start to get that warm fuzzy feeling, and I go to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and started tripping out about my pupils being huge. Then I stood at the sink and washed my hands for about 15 minutes haha lol. This girl walks up to me and asked if I was rolling and was said yea its my first time. When I told her that she got all excited and gave me a binky! That binky was my best friend. The roll was great being at a rave with all the lights and techno music!It was an awesome first time experience
 
how can anyone not remember their first roll? I will always remember that night. I got 5 yellow aliens with my friend and we chewed up 1 each and railed the rest. Epic night ensued. I was so hyped on it we rolled again the next night. Bad idea lol.
 
I've posted it in a couple other threads, but I love sharing the story with everyone so here you go:

So I went to Bonnaroo this year. It was the best weekend of my life...if there were a heaven, for me it would be almost identical to this place. I went into this weekend with two goals: to try acid and to try molly. I completed one of them.

Thursday (the first night) I decided to go shrooming. After sitting in a field in front of the trippy, lit-up ferris wheel with fireworks glasses (google is your friend) for two hours and talking with random people, I decided to head back to the RV. On the way back, I started talking to two random girls and after a while got their numbers and headed back. I didn't think much of it...one of the girls was really cute but I didn't really feel like pursuing it.

So fast forward to Saturday morning. I wake up to my friends showing me that they got a bunch of hits of X. I decide to buy two of them just in case one wasn't enough. I had decided that I wanted to take them for the Jay-Z concert.

Fast forward to that night. Stevie Wonder plays a set and there's an hour between him and Jay-Z. I leave my friends during Stevie Wonder because they want to stay in the back and I want to move to the front. I start moving my way to the front, and out of the 100,000 people in this field, I run into the two girls from Thursday night. I ask if I can chill with them and they're cool with it. Everyone at Bonnaroo is extremely non-judgmental and open-minded (and usually doing drugs themselves) so I told them that I was about to partake in my first ecstasy experience. They are cool with it and they say they want to help make it a great experience.

I take the first pill right before Stevie Wonder wraps up. After he exits the stage, the screens display a countdown timer for when Jay-Z is to come out. No joke, once the timer hits 2 minutes I start feeling something subtle hitting me. I look at the girls, they look at me, and they say "You're feeling it aren't you?" I reply "I think so..." and suddenly one starts running her fingertips up my right arm. I'm like "Holy s*** do that again!" and both her and her friend start rubbing all over me and scratching the back of my head.

Now I know what a puppy dog feels like when he's getting scratched behind the ears.

Lights go up, Jay-Z hits the stage. Dude f***ing KILLS it. Hands down the most mind-blowing show I have ever witnessed, and that's saying a lot. Suddenly all I could feel was that I wanted to be intimate with the girl next to me. I want to kiss her, but I don't want to get rejected and have it be awkward so I debate it for a while. After much debate, I lean over and i'm super blunt:

"Can I ask you a favor?"
"Sure, what's up?"
"I really want to kiss you right now."
(smiling) "How did I know you were going to ask that?"

My lips touch hers and a warm spark runs throughout my whole body. Throughout the next few songs we are just holding each other, watching the show and just soaking it all in. After realizing that this is the best i've ever felt in my life, I decided to down the other pill.

This is the most perfect night I have ever witnessed. It's 75 degrees and not a cloud in the sky. Suddenly, keeping in mind I am on ecstasy, Jay-Z starts busting out Forever Young, and the song hits me like a ton of bricks. There could not have been a more perfect song for this moment. I look at the girl, lean in to kiss her, and at that very moment the lights amp up and fireworks explode magnificently all around me, all while Jay-Z is busting out the chorus. I wanted to be forever young. I knew I had to appreciate this moment while i'm young, because these times will soon fade. This moment was and is the moment to last me a lifetime. Call me a pussy if you want, but after the show ended I wanted to cry because I knew for a fact that there will never be anything in my life that tops that moment. After the show, I told the girls I would meet up with them later at Deadmau5, and parted ways. I just walked back to the RV and let it all soak in...all the while the ecstacy keeps building and building. I told myself that I don't care if this rots a hole in my brain...I was living life (I later changed my opinion on this once sober lol). This is what life was meant to be. I was overflowing with love for everyone and I felt like everyone understood me and I understood them.

The night doesn't end here, but I've made this long enough and while the rest is good, it would be sort of anti-climactic. All I want to say is while ecstasy is not a drug to mess with, I think everyone should experience it once in their lives. It is seriously indescribable. Saturday night will forever be the best night of my life.

Read these lyrics and try to put yourself in the moment:

So we livin life like a video
Where the sun is always out and you never get old
and the champaign is always cold
and the music is always good
and the pretty girls just happen to stop by in the hood
and they hop they pretty ass up on the hood of that pretty ass car
without a wrinkle in today
cuz there's no tomorrow
just a picture perfect day
that last a whole lifetime
and it never ends
cause all we have to do is hit rewind
So let's just stay in the moment smoke some weed drink some wine
Reminisce talk some shit forever young is in your mind
Leave a mark they can't erase, Neither space nor time
So when the director yells cut, I'll be fine
I'm forever young

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wOJJ_coUjQg
 
Man, I took a triple stack Mercedes at my friends sisters house. She was pregnant at the time and did the entire rave for us. We had the music, the glow sticks...ya'll know whats up. But anyways, she was tellin she had to stop other wise she'd have her baby that night. We laughed, blew it off, and rolled. I swear to god, a few hours later her damn water broke with us fuckin rolling. We had to rush her to the hospital rollin our asses off. Now that shit was crazy....good times, good times.
 
That roll changed my life. I had wanted to try it for a pretty long time, but i live in a small town, and i had never gotten a opportunity to buy it. Then one night, i was picking up some hash from a guy i know, and he showed me a bag of white 007. I was excited, and bought five so my friends could try too.

Later that night, i was listening to music and chilling, when i just said fuck it, i have to test one of them. After a hour or so, i was laying in bed, breathing in cosmic peace and smiling like a child who has been given a million dollars worth of chocolate.
 
Pink Genies. 2001.

I had been eating mushrooms before that and having a blast. The friend I got mushrooms from offered me these instead. I had no clue what they were going to do. Holy shit.
 
first roll was a orange naked lady back when they were straight MDMA and i fuckin loved it ever since then..
 
It was a long time back. Probably 15 yrs or more ago. But I remember that only half was enough to have a good time.
 
Of course! It was just last May (2010). I remember all my "first" drug experiences, and MDMA ranks right up there with the best of them.

Recap:

*Take 1 green superman
*45 minutes of nothing
*BOOM! Unpleasantly hard-hitting comeup marked by blissful crying at some suddenly meaningful song lyrics.
*Pupil check = WHOA. Cliche eyeball pics ensue.
*Coloring takes on a whole new meaning.
*Can't stop smiling.
 
From the first time I took "E" till the last time I took "E"I have hallucinated. I actually took it for that purpose only. I have never taken any other drug before "E". And I loved the hallucinating part of the drug. Once I slammed 10 double stacks at once just to get to it quicker. I love the fact that you are in control of the hallucinations. I was fully aware every time that they where just hallucination. Some where so profound I do not have enough space on this message to begin my stories. I have seen the other side. I met Jesus and became an American Indian in another trip. I have seen beings not from this world. I have morphed into a vampire and have aged in front of a mirror in seconds. I was aware the whole time and nothing ever scared me. Since then I have tried other hallucinegeons and none seem to come close to MDMA. People dont hallucinated on it due to the enviorment they are in. They take it in clubs where dancing and friend occupy there time from focusing on hallucinations. But they are real just ask around someone will have an experience. I have the most amazing stories to share. If interested in hearing them PM me. Enjoy it! Be safe!
 
First roll was amazing, life changing. I wish I could remember it. I wished that the feelings lasted, but unfortunately, they fade. E is so hard to get here. I wish I could go back there, ha. =D

But, if you have it.... HOLD ON TO IT. :)<3<3<3
 
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