Do You Remember Your First Roll?

[Dandiwer]

I never will forget the experience, it was my senior year in high school, after prom.. Boondocks, Northglenn, Colorado ha-ha. My friend had one purple dove for sale and $10 later and about an hour I was in expereincing what will always be an unforgettable night. Laser tag was dope, music sounded like it was being played by God.

 

[mj1945]

That feeling of coming up hard for the first time on a new drug is absolutely fantastic. No matter how much you take in subsequent sessions, you can never quite recapture that feeling.

Totally agree, I don't think anything will ever come close to my first time coming up on mdma. Intense doesn't even do justice. Sadly nothing can compare to the first...

 

[cerebral_pauly]

I remember it was just like the come up of my first acid trip. You get that giddy feeling of not really knowing what is about to happen to you except what you have heard from other people/media/ DARE program (lol). Then towards the 45 mins-1hr mark they start to differentiate into two different experiences. As far as MDMA goes, I just get a feeling of empowerment. Like I can go up to anyone, complete strangers even, and talk to them like I have known them their whole life. Which is ironic because I am really not talkative sober, at all. Whereas with acid its more of a feeling of great understanding, like everything you have ever known suddenly starts to make sense and paint a picture of your life, and where you want to take it. I guess mdma makes me feel like that a little too, but much more in the short-term.

Where on MDMA I might think about how I can better myself in the next 3 months, LSD will make me examine the next 3 years

 

[Northern LIGHTS]

No drug experience for me relates to my first time on Acid (Rolled during that trip too haha). By far the most enlightening, life changing first drug experience Ive ever had. By a long shot. The first time I did MDMA I didn't even roll. The first time I felt the roll was nuts. Awesome experience. Damn I miss those days. Felt like a king who could conquer the world at the peak. Miss going to festivals and just popping and enjoying whatever I could get my hands on. The rolls and trips coming up waiting for the night of my life... sends shivers just thinking about it. Now I'm in the anxiety/depression stage of it all unfortunately. Beautiful things drugs can appear to be, only until taken too far. But nothing EVER compares to that first experience where I noticed the effect of a drug.

I relate it to something a science teacher wayyy back in middle school told me (Whether true or not, Idk). They said the first bite you take out of something is the only one you really taste, while everything else is just filler. The first "roll" or "trip" where I actually felt the effects of the drug was really the only mind-blowing one of them all. Everything else is just a pursuit of what once was, as the stage of wondering and questions was no longer there. The open mind is gone as one already knows what to expect and prepare for. Doesn't mean it still can't be enjoyable in a RESPONSIBLE manner tho.

 

[curiosity]

Well me and my at the time girlfriend had considered trying it but promised we'd try it together if we did decide to do it and she went and did it behind my back so the next weekend i did it without her, we didn't get the greatest pills but they still did the trick, I only did one because i was nervous at the time and i quite enjoyed the high but it only lasted an hour-hour and a half due to the strength of the pill and i learned later on that my first high wasnt really that much of a high... oh how i wish i knew how to control my use xP maybe i'd still be indulging every now and again xP

 

[Limey]

Mine was early 90s - A PT (party timer or Pete Tong) test results in a magazine showed them to be 190mg of MDEA. I was a little disappointed to be honest. First time I experienced a great MDMA buzz was a Rolex pill a few years later followed by the original batch of Mitzubishes a few yrs later. Good times