Lawless69
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 20, 2021
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Hey guys an girls
So I've done just over 4 weeks without any heroin nome, even when ya "Friends" offer. Freebies to get you to relapse, and make themselves feel better because they haven't got the will power. Feeling better more energy and less cloudy minded
Ive admitted to my close family that im still smoking crack amd was surprised with the support from them. So now today itd currently 3.50am and today's the day i battle my out of control crack habit. I've told my mother, daughter amd ex girlfriend (soon to no longer be my ex) that today is the day. I feel as I work better and more motivated by knowing im letting them down as well as myself if i fail. My 15 year old daughter had given me the ultimatum its her or drugs. She wins hamds down.
Im meeting my ex at 12 dinner today who has a box of diazepam for the first few days n il be buying an oz of fire weed to see me though. My ex is coming to stay to make it that bit easier n harder to fail and im on this. With my heart disease and had a double heart bypass this crack is gonna kill me sooner than the heart disease.
One more rock once i nip next-door n that's me done.
Cannabis all thr way. Wish me Luck guys ill keep reporting back. I can and will see this through
So I've done just over 4 weeks without any heroin nome, even when ya "Friends" offer. Freebies to get you to relapse, and make themselves feel better because they haven't got the will power. Feeling better more energy and less cloudy minded
Ive admitted to my close family that im still smoking crack amd was surprised with the support from them. So now today itd currently 3.50am and today's the day i battle my out of control crack habit. I've told my mother, daughter amd ex girlfriend (soon to no longer be my ex) that today is the day. I feel as I work better and more motivated by knowing im letting them down as well as myself if i fail. My 15 year old daughter had given me the ultimatum its her or drugs. She wins hamds down.
Im meeting my ex at 12 dinner today who has a box of diazepam for the first few days n il be buying an oz of fire weed to see me though. My ex is coming to stay to make it that bit easier n harder to fail and im on this. With my heart disease and had a double heart bypass this crack is gonna kill me sooner than the heart disease.
One more rock once i nip next-door n that's me done.
Cannabis all thr way. Wish me Luck guys ill keep reporting back. I can and will see this through
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