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Yeah just went from feeling kind of exhausted, to thinking I'd be cleanly wired but just feeling strange and dysphoric. Anyway, it's now 6:30pm here and it's levelling off / I can feel hunger starting to rumble in my belly soon.
 
Hopefully by 3am, preferably sooner. Doing family visit tomorrow.

So knowing my luck, I'll be staring at the ceiling all night.
 
Hopefully by 3am, preferably sooner. Doing family visit tomorrow.

So knowing my luck, I'll be staring at the ceiling all night.
Ah. That;s the worst thing ever and always anxiety provoking. Either stay up and do something calm and relaxing or try deep breathing and listening too super chill music if you have to lie in bed.
 
Heh yeah I'll just go with deep breathing, and eyes closed, just accept it either way. Better than stressing out :)

They know I'm generally sleep deprived normally so it's no big deal if I look tired. They've seen me in far worse states.
 
I'm slightly up on you then. Three 2 mg Etizolam doses so far- 9 am back to sleep, 4 pm, just now 5.40pm.

1mg etiz is equivalent to a 10mg val.

Gonna need a lot mor drugs than this today. This was just to keep me calm and focussed. Next step-

"What are we doing today, Brain?"

"The same thing we do EVERY day Pinkie. Trying to take over the...ahem, I mean- trying to get HIGH."

Just done the other 10mg Val. Not sure what’s going on as I’m usually feeling it by now. Probably all the Pregabalin I did yesterday haha.
 
Have been working a lot for the past 2 weeks, and doing meth pretty regularly.

Ran out of weed a couple days ago so I've been smoking a small amount of kief (from my grinder) mixed with tobacco, not a great experience to be honest because it's kinda like smoking flavored cigarettes without a filter, it gets gross after a while. I wonder if my local cbd shop is open, probably not due to covid but I might pass by later just in case.
I press a little of my keif just enough for a small smoke at a time and put it in my portable vape and it gets me way high
I only put a little bit at a time never fill it right up or the keif kind of melts together and doesn’t smoke right

A pipe works great too imo
But I know what you mean about it can make you gag if you smoke too much of it in joints Iv almost puked doing that. That’s why I just stick to pipes or vapes they are a lot more pleasant imo
 
Hope you all okay firdt.

So my crazy evening- the 125ug LSD bout 8pm (past midnight now), really sent me into semii conscuiuness for a while. It seemed like lightsvout.

9.5 miliigrmas Etozolam today, nearly...42 grams heavy kava tonight. .


But fighting back, a cuppa stong black coffee, some powerful vaporizing, edibles....

Just trying to make the best of a "situation lol"

Rest of kava is aside but I see I will be innannaltered reality late into Sunday lol.

Which I like to be truthful.

Best wishes to all and pure vibes.
 
Yep, but also had a GBL dopamine rebound keep me up since 1am, and then did some speed at noon. Here I am 13 hours later. So only been awake the last 24 hours.

Never tried Tram, only O-DSMT once which I thought wasn't too bad.
 
In the past 48 hours I've slept around 5? So braindead. Will hopefully get a solid 7 hours one day soon...
I live with longterm chronic sleep dep from paractical health complications.

As long as not overprolonged, and if you can recoup, sometimes I believe extended perids of consciousness can be healthy and productive, but must be compensated for ideally.

Yrah "sold" 7 hours. That's barely a past memory to me know.

But change is always possible.
 
Aw man had smarty party with a couple of old mates last night ended up taking 60mg nitrazepam/moggies last night and actually slept past my opiates dose this morning
That’s a. Very very rare occurrence
Just up ten minutes ago and have that wonderful glow moggies are known for The next day
Anyway ot
120mg oxy usual roa
2800mg Gabapentin
5mg diazepam
5mg mogadon
Last moggie for a while as they were my very first doc so I really need to watch with them they can take me to bad places
Anyway good morning Blue world and happy Sunday
 
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