Captain H, what is your diagnosis if I may? Mine are Panic Disorder, Opioid Use Disorder, and as of a recent honest session, PTSD.
I am medication noncompliant. The only psych med I take is Thorazine and sometimes I weasel a benzo out of an unwitting doctor, but last time I burned through a script of 90 1mg Alprazolam in 4 days and woke up in jail (criminal tampering), I gave it up. I wish there were a benzo in an injectable polymer suspension because I simply do not trust myself with them.
You know, man, I do not have any friends out in the "real world". None. I know that I have not been active on BL in recent years, and every time I log in and read the shrine I get sick. I had tell my psychiatrist a while back of one friend and I said you. You are one cool motherfucker and I hope you know that you can lean on me if you ever have anything pressing on your mind.